been a fan since u made the discord remix💖💖💖

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shoutouts bluknight for letting me use this <3

i ain't myself lately
ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably wonder why 
i seem so far away baby

i hate myself lately 
and ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably figured out 
why i feel so far away baby

please don't ask about me
you know that i won't tell you the truth 
(can't tell you the truth, no)

please stop caring about me 
cuz you will only end up hurt 
(you'll end up hurt)

staying away
from love and the pain
and all of the scars that it comes with 

staying awake
as night turns to day
you'll leave just as fast as you came in

running away
from all that i feel  
i no longer know what is real

so i'm awaiting the day
it all goes away
i don't know how much i can take anymore

i ain't myself lately
ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably wonder why
iseem so far away baby

i hate myself lately 
and ik i'm sounding crazy
you probably figured out 
why i feel so far away baby

cop if ya want

lately [prod. bluknight]

why u care now if u never did
u never did, u never did
ion understand yeah i must admit
i must admit, i must admit

it ain't the same if ur not around, and i'll
forget ur name if i leave this town, yeah
ion really wanna disappear, but i
would go insane if i stayed here

i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

so why i matter now if i never did?
i never did, i never did
nothin really changed up ever since
ever since, ever since

it'll be the same when i'm not around, and you'll
forget my name when i leave this town, yeah
ion really wanna disappear, but i
would go insane if i stayed here

because i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

i can't stand this feeling in my chest
i can't rest even if i tried my best
i don't wanna miss you, no

why won't you push me away, away
ik that i needed to change, to change
so close ur eyes and i will fade away, away
ik that i needed a change, a change

because i don't wanna miss u
anymore, anymore than i did
i don't wanna feel this
anymore, anymore i can't stand it

i can't stand this feeling in my chest
i can't rest even if i tried my best
i don't wanna miss you, no
yea i don't wanna miss you

i don't wanna miss u

thank you for 6K. glad to finally work with one of my best friends in the scene @ihateshinigami

i never asked 
for the cards 
i been dealt with
and i still
don't know
where my mind is
feel like
my happiness and i
have part ways
feel my eyes
growin heavy
on my pale face

and all i ever
wanna be is enough for you
but i never get close
no matter what i do, and
everybody is sayin
i should relax
but the stress is 
piling up as time elapse

and i swear it never gets better
i been sleepin less and less
this shit is lasting forever
but i try my fucking best
i got too much on my plate
i'm sorry i'm far away
i promise i don't mean to be
but this ain't easy to say

so don't go away from me
i just need a little bit more time
don't go away from sme
i just need a little bit more time

when it's said and done 
i hope that i'm enough
for the ones i love
but it's getting tough
so just bear with me
you're the one i need
i've been losing sight
got no room to breath


[shinigami]

w/ my eyes wide open
i see clearly now
stretch my hands
let fate fall into place

up and down i been falling
cold wind calling my name
i'm not the same as i once was

i'll take you away
to a world that is glistening
where everything's fine
have you even been listening?
i'm falling apart
you knew this from the start
lay your head in my arms
we'll never be apart

losing sight w/ shinigami

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

girl ik u miss me
im sorry i been distant
i been on my own shit
i need u and u know it
love inside my heart
baby ima let u hold it
promise that i care
im sorry i dont show it

i need balance in my life
still im losing track of time
watch the day fall into night
i ain't perfect by design

i'm missing all ur calls
ik it seems that 
idc at all
ik it's my fault
i'll put u on top
cuz i don't wanna
see u frown again
i don't wanna
see u frown again

losing my mind
u know that try
tho my best
ain't enough
blood stained our love
i'll clean it off
i brought us down
so i'll pick us up

i need balance in my life
still im losing track of time
watch the day fall into night
i ain't perfect by design

i'm missing all ur calls
ik it seems that 
idc at all
ik it's my fault
i'll put u on top
cuz i don't wanna
see u frown again
i don't wanna
see u frown again

missed calls

switching through the same
3 apps on my phone i've
seen it all before
but u know i keep scrollin
down on my screen 
maybe see somethin new
to distract me ik i been stuck in a loop
days go by rather quickly
blink of an eye 
and ur no longer with me
take an uber back
to the void in the backseat
fake smile say i'm fine 
when they ask me oh

after all this time
i still feel the same
say i'm doin fine
think i'm goin crazy
i been so distant lately
nothing really makes me happy
sorry i let you down
i'm sorry i let you down

after all

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~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Stream "better without u" (on Spotify) ▶ https://open.spotify.com/album/6eRKilHxm2AtPItNDMzTeY?si=etV0uuC_Rluy03V7lFlQPQ

Prod. Curtains & Jakkyboi @jakkyboi

CURTAINS: 
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Twitter | twitter.com/moonnstones 
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TWO:22:
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thank u for listening <3

even without a reason

demxntia 🌐🖤

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