feat. @ih8archie & @decksmusic

prod. @killedmyself

lyrics:

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

[verse]
girl what you wanna do today
that’s all that you gotta say
we can run around any way
i’ll make it alright today
to be honest i been holding on
i just let it out in all my songs 
just stay with me all night long
and sing with me all day long 

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me x2

[verse - ih8archie]
i know it’s been rough before
but i promise it’ll be okay
i know there’s been cloudy weather
but it’s followed by brighter days
baby just take my hand
me and you gon make it through this
if you feel like going under
i’ll make sure you keep moving
just stay here in this moment
and i’ll freeze time for us
cause i know you’re gonna have your days but
i’ll pick you right back up
like you’ve done for me so many
so many times before
you’re always gonna have my shoulder
if you ever need to cry some more

[verse - decks]
if you ever need to cry i’ll be here for you
anything you want or need imma bring to you
baby you’re a shooting star i believe in you
more than anything i just wanna be here for you
and you know that know that
i won’t fall back fall back
relax relax yeah
i can tell that tell that
you’ve been feeling so bad
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

what you wanna do today pt. 2 (feat. ih8archie & decks) [prod. killedmyself]

self produced, mixed & mastered
spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/i-need-you
lyrics:

i miss being myself
more than i can put into words
cant, seem to
escape this hell...
no  i cant escape it
all these ppl always playin
with every emotion 
stuck inside my head

its getting dangerous
for me to be alone
cant you just get your shit together
and come home ?

i need you!
(need you)
i need you!
(need you)
I need you!
(need you)
i need youuu!
(need you)

ooooo i need you
idk what to do without you
without you...

yeah baby give me a sign
are you gonna come back tonight?
or will you...
leave me here to die?
leave me here to die...

Spotify

i need you...

void

haunt

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

CHAOS

system_crash

like i'm the only one

static

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

Mixed/Mastered by Brian Sheil

lyrics:

After all this do you wanna hang out
Get a coffee or something
‘Cause for whatever reason
You’ve been on my mind again
Just like last summer, but things were different then
Does it ever cross your conscience
That these songs could be about you
I bet not
Even I almost completely forgot
And as each day goes by
We fly further away
But still acting like we’re not

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

So what would you tell me
To make me feel better
Think of July
Think of warmer weather
And I couldn’t blame you
If you stayed away
‘Cause my heart and lungs are cold
They long for better days
Does it ever cross your conscience
That I mean everything I say
I bet not
By now you must’ve completely forgot
We’re still so different in the end
That’s probably why we’ll just stay friends
You’re the midnight sky
While I’m stuck in the sunset

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear
See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear

I guess I’ll just stick to daydreams
‘Cause nothing ever stays the way that it seems
I’ll see you in another life
As we say goodbye and we fade into the night

SPOTIFY + APPLE

tomorrow

prod. sayuw
---
don't expect too much 
in a world so cynical
working hard with no 
guarantees that's typical
make it halfway
to the goal, that's a miracle
top of the world,
but i still feel invisible
ain't nobody really care
like they claim
said this shit is easy
but they couldn't do the same
i been steady comin up
but i been falling like the rain
one thing after another
think it's driving me insane

no it doesn't feel the same, oh
think i need my life to change
said it doesn't feel the same, no
think i need my life to change

and i know it's in my head
but i can't help how i feel
cuz my mind controls itself
makes my life a living hell
and i know it's in my head
but i can't help how i feel
cuz my mind controls itself
makes my life a living hell

system_crash

demxntia 🌐🖤

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