thoughts & feelings

mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you.
autumn: https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
v v v
[emptychest]
talk talk 
thats all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending every day getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dream steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning 
have u reached the ceiling yet?
spoke ur feelings yet?
gonna be okay, or are you gonna end up dead baby..?
lemme know if u simply need some rest baby
ill be the shelter when the hails pouring real heavy
but im boutta go to war and ion know if imma come back
hug me while im here so if i die you wont get flashbacks
keep that pretty lil face posted up beside my nightstand
rewind to the days when u were cradled in my right hand
now im stationed up, boutta ship off
my hands are shaking and im scared but ion got no option
you can always text me if your awake and u miss me
mommas boutta go to war, if ion come back, i love you..

[autumndropsdead]
yeah i’m anxious to hit a wall
hoping you carry on
do you care at all?
you don’t care at all

oh to be a little taller
look a little better
ally once said to die whenever; 
it’s the weather 
self encouragement is something 
i need to endeavor
girl i never meant the bond between us 
to be severed 

now fuck i’m sitting here alone
i ain’t got a message at the tone
the light in my heart that once shone
is dimmer than i’ve ever known 

swearing that i know 
i’ve been a bitch baby 
ion wanna talk abt shit i wanna live maybe whatever i’m feeling got caught up in a wind is he all you ever wanted could you count it as a win baby yeah yeah yeah

[emptychest & autumn]
yuh!
talk talk
its all i hear
bangkok
got two broads in my ear
brain rot 
thats the shit that wont cure
sorry babe
i couldnt help but overhear 
whats it like when ur living off the deep end?
spending everyday getting high till the week end
living life slo mo but the dreams steady beaming
in my mind its all im feigning.

im stationed up
boutta ship off
my hands are shaking 
and im scared
but ion got no option
you can always text me 
if your awake and you miss me
mommas boutta go to war
if ion come back,
i love you..

war w/ autumndropsdead (jabarionthebeat x deephartt)

void

worlds apart

goodbye (you'll be fine)

New single "First Mistake" by Re, Featuring Kanashi and Killing Art

(Lyrics)
[Re:]
save it love
i don’t say enough
or i say too much when i’m fucked up
i’ll take the blame
you won’t do the same
but i guess i’ll stay cause i’m stuck uh
break apart my heart and leave me bleeding
love the taste 
i watch you lick your lips as you’re leaving
looking forward to my pain 
you love to watch me break
I always knew you’d make me hurt
that was my first mistake

[Kanashi]
That was my first mistake 
I need a break from this 
Yeah i need to get away 
You did it once, and you’ll do it again!
And I admit….
I kind of like it 
When you’re under my skin…

[Killing Art]
Under my skin 
Let’s play pretend 
Like all of this
Has a good end 
Cause I need you now
More then you know
You fucked me up 
And it really shows
Don’t wanna sober up
I just want your love 
But I know I’ll never be enough
Know I’m boutta drown
You’re holding me down
Is that enough now?

Mix/Master by Kanashi
Prod by jolst

Stream on Spotify!

Mistake! (Re: X Kanashi X Killing Art) [prod. jolst]

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

CHAOS

system_crash

day of flight

static

Hope y'all enjoy :) Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays :)

Stream:

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Lyrics:

Don't wake me up
I'm sleeping sound
For all last night
I made my rounds
The air at night
So freezing now
So warm me up
When I get back to the house 

I held u close to me
U fell asleep in my arms last night
So hard to stay awake by this fire
These lights look so pretty
I really love this time of year I swear
So why am I always so tired? 

There's a snowman staring at me from the driveway 
Sent a smile my way
There's a horse shoe print on my roof
But it's gone by Friday 
Can't trust what my eyes say
There's a man I've seen lookin just like me 
Wearing red clothes
And the space beneath the tree
Getting smaller every week
Setting high hopes 

Feels like I'm in a dream
With you next to me
Ur gentle warming touch melting ice underneath
Hurry from the cold gotta get back to the heat
It's the 24th I can never seem to sleep
Feels like I'm in a dream
When the stars in the sky
Get obstructed in my view
By a sleigh flying by
I can never seem to hate
Even freezing winter nights 
Thru the ice on my face
I still manage a smile

system_crash

demxntia 🌐🖤