edge of the world

void

take me away

goodbye (you'll be fine)

stay in hell, pt. II

demxntia - stay in hell, pt. II

CHAOS

demxntia - system_crash

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i shouldn’t have woken up
(i lost souls of people i trusted most)
we couldn’t have fucked this up
(the waves told of more than i’ll ever know)

the sail strikes back
and the mast’s in half
now the ships all cracked
never coming back

lower deck, where i slept, shouldve seen it comin
i was blessed with a soul now im left with nothing
cuz i couldn’t find a way out
the floor burst as i was screaming for help

and now i live with my failure
im burdened with loss
was i meant to be saved or
is this just what i’ve earned
cuz god knows i never learn

so teach me
if this is my lesson then come fucking teach me
im suffering out here alone where nobody can reach me

i shouldn’t have woken up
(i lost souls of people i trusted most)
we couldn’t have fucked this up
(the waves told of more than i’ll ever know)

the sail strikes back
and the mast’s in half
now the ships all cracked
never coming back
when the sail strikes back
we relive our past
feel our burdens cast
never coming back

stream everywhere!

III. the sail strikes back [jolst x taylor morgan]

produced by xmichaelwarren
engineered by marcdoesmusic
i needed this 1

LYRICS:

I'm broken down and every day repeats again
And I don't know how I'm getting over this

1 step back and 2 steps forward
I'll be fine when I get older
Breathe that breath til it's all over
Break that chip that's on my shoulder

1 step back and 2 more forward
I'll be fine when I get sober
Sometimes you just don't get closure
1 more step just gets you closer

1 step, take one more
Tryna heal but I can't when I'm bored
Take more shots til I'm hugging the floor
Yak in the bathroom back for more

But it's much worse when I'm driving home
Cuz the songs can't quiet my brain no more
Think bout everything I could've done,
And I should've done, and that's never fun

Someone take these thoughts away from me
I wake up screaming tryna breathe
Heart beat racing I can't sleep

And it might take 100 sleepless nights
But someday I'll wake up just fine
I'll finally open up my eyes
And feel the sun come through my blinds

I've had, time to realize
Time keeps passing
I'll get past this

1 step back and 2 steps forward
I'll be fine when I get older
Breathe that breath til it's all over
Break that chip that's on my shoulder

1 step back and 2 more forward
I'll be fine when I get sober
Sometimes you just don't get closure
1 more step just gets you closer

1step (prod. xmichaelwarren)

psychosis

demxntia - die in your arms

produced and mastered by demxntia

@demxntia
@gehrmvn
@diondugas
@infamousgertrude

CASIO

tearing off my flaws til you see my bones

january snow | prod. majora

Mixed/Mastered by Brian Sheil

lyrics:

After all this do you wanna hang out
Get a coffee or something
‘Cause for whatever reason
You’ve been on my mind again
Just like last summer, but things were different then
Does it ever cross your conscience
That these songs could be about you
I bet not
Even I almost completely forgot
And as each day goes by
We fly further away
But still acting like we’re not

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

So what would you tell me
To make me feel better
Think of July
Think of warmer weather
And I couldn’t blame you
If you stayed away
‘Cause my heart and lungs are cold
They long for better days
Does it ever cross your conscience
That I mean everything I say
I bet not
By now you must’ve completely forgot
We’re still so different in the end
That’s probably why we’ll just stay friends
You’re the midnight sky
While I’m stuck in the sunset

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear
See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear

I guess I’ll just stick to daydreams
‘Cause nothing ever stays the way that it seems
I’ll see you in another life
As we say goodbye and we fade into the night

goodbye (you'll be fine)

demxntia 🌐🖤

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