music video:
https://youtu.be/iqHRw1GXgO4

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

I was high
I was in Sacramento
Baby I'm fine
Baby I'm too much probably
That's what they all say about me
That's what they all say about me

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still 
I just wanna still

Fuck the way I feel I'm melting 
Just one more pill I'm helpless
Your words don't heal they selfish
I should think about myself but
You got my ring on your necklace
Just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
The Ativan don't work no more
I'mma bleed out on the floor
Hope I'm sad enough for you
I don't have no more drugs to do
This cocaine got me sick yeah
I heard from your friend that you skipped town
This cocaine got me sick now 

Lost myself 
Changed my timezone for what 
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

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stagnant demo (p. nature walker)

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

try to keep looking at the bright side
stared too long it hurt my eyes
i met u at the wrong time
but i cant stop its so sublime
struggle with the sacrifice
know its wrong but it feels so right
reaching for the satellites
sisyphus try a thousand times

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

its never enough
its never perfect
the stars wont align
so Ill make it worth it
its never enough
but well never be perfect
so just hold my hand
so hard that it hurts it

i tried a thousand times
could never get it right
i dont think I can stop it now

you will always be a part of me
i never want to see you hurt again
you will always be a part of me, i know
never will i be without you

you will always be a part of me

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

lil baby - detox (flip)

A song about partying on the weekend. Written by Andrew Schisas aka SKEEZAS 

Party on the Weekend

“Build the Sky” is an anthem forged from wreckage — a declaration that if the world won’t give you a place to stand, you build one yourself. This track rises from the bones of everything meant to break us. Every scar becomes scaffolding. Every failure becomes a brick. Every betrayal becomes another rung in the climb out of the valley.

This song is about the kind of resilience that isn’t polite or pretty — the kind you earn when you’ve been buried deep enough to taste the dirt. It’s about taking the weight of your past and stacking it higher than the people who put it there. It’s about building a tower so tall that when you finally stand at the edge, there’s no going back… only wings.

Silk & Circuitry channels raw survival into a cinematic, defiant, alt-trap sound. Driving drums, atmospheric pads, distorted synths, and orchestral swells collide beneath a vocal performance shaped by grit and rebirth. The chorus turns into a rallying cry:
“Stack the hurt, brick after brick, ’til hurt becomes the sky.”

This track is for anyone who’s climbed out of a place they were never meant to escape. For anyone who turned trauma into architecture. For anyone who jumped — not because they wanted to fall, but because they finally deserved to fly.

Welcome to the tower.
Welcome to the skyline we built ourselves.
This is the sound of wings breaking through bone and becoming something holy.



Build The Sky

“Glassworld” is the paranoid love song of Digital Eden—a neon-lit city under endless surveillance where every screen is a prophet of control. Two lovers become the crack in the system, moving like ghosts through a see-through world that can measure everything except what’s real between them.

Digital Eden

GLASSWORLD

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i'll never let u go (prod. con)

lyrics:
(hook)
cuz i aint going no where 
until the coast is clear 
cuz I aint going no where 
until the coast is clear
(verse)
I know this her favorite song 
leaving chills on her back spine
hanging with the boys 
headed straight for the spotlight 
fuck I think that she wants me for the views
there aint eye to eye baby please don't get confused
im forever young 
but fuck that I aint innocent 
I think she wanna fuck me 
cuz she see me getting Benjamin's
how could you 
treat me like an object 
use for your selfish needs
im sick of all the nonsense
all I see is darkness with no blind fold 
every time you kiss me why aren't your eyes closed
baby fuck the distance skip the time zone 
she said she got spells she'll make the time fold
(hook)
cuz i aint going no where 
until the coast is clear 
cuz I aint going no where 
until the coast is clear
cuz i aint going no where 
until the coast is clear 
cuz I aint going no where 
until the coast is clear

coast aint clear yet

lyrics:

calm down
it’s so easy 
in a world like this
to lose yourself 
i feel it too sometimes
it’s hard to exist and you don’t know why
i don’t know why
i know you’ve been there 
about a thousand times
searching for something
left of you inside 
you don’t wanna sleep for a little while
you just want to sleep for the long time

but that’s not the way it works
we have to go to work
every day
every week
every year 
forever

keep me in your dreams 
i like it there better
i don’t want to remember
anything past december
when i saw you 
when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk
when i saw you
i swore to god when i saw you
crying on the sidewalk 

what if that’s just the way this works?
what we have to go to war
every day
every week
every year

toxins

demxntia 🌐🖤