The Upload

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

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celebration of an ending (joshwa)

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

i can see the blood in your teeth

i can see the blood in your teeth (music vid)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

spotify

hair

𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

prod. @jeweler737

easily my favorite song i ever made- hope u guys enjoy, despite how different it is

 - lyrics -

it’s late at night
can barely sleep
i lost it all
i’m stuck in my dreams
tears are falling like sticks from trees
oh i know that i’m in too deep
i was young
just seventeen
exploring my mind just like the seven seas
took my soul it took the breath from me
i’m on my own there’s nothing left for me
nothing left for me

at times i question my own health
maybe i’m not fine or i’m just overwhelmed
at night is when my thoughts compel
shooting me back down the old wishing well

why has everything gone bright
always lived in fear; must die
i don’t think i’m real; don’t know what to feel
played my cards with the devil
i made a deal

my health is depleting
and i’m barely breathing
i let all my friends down
i’m sorry; can’t see it
my health is depleting
and i’m barely breathing
i let all my friends down
i’m sorry; can’t see it

it’s late at night
can barely sleep
i lost it all
i’m stuck in my dreams
tears are falling like sticks from trees
oh i know that i’m in too deep
i was young
just seventeen
exploring my mind just like the seven seas
took my soul it took the breath from me
i’m on my own there’s nothing left for me
nothing left for me

all plats

woebegone [prod. jewelryboy]

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

ends (simon m)

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

think that if u lie and say that we'll be fine i wont think a thing

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✨Bixby ✨
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lyrics:
It's like a thousand times
I told you, you're not right
Think that if you lie
And tell me we'll be fine
That i won’t think a thing 
When u go out and drink 
What do u wanna be 
You left me out to bleed
Was i not there for you 
Whenever u felt lost 
On my shoulder crying 
When ur stuck in ur thoughts
Remember nights out in my car
Didn’t have plans to get this far
Sky was filled with shooting stars
Slipped and fell into your arms

Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all

And I remember when you ripped me open
Constantly choking 
Blood on my shirt from when you left me broken
Did you even really care at all
At all
And when you come around like
You can never mean as much to me
And i know you dont really mean it 
But it still hurts to say

Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all
Did it mean anything at all

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did it mean anything at all? w/ bixby

guitar sampled from ichika nito
everything else was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog

lyrics:
often this summer we fight and start over
u were the best but this bye aint forever
ill make space for your tears on my shoulders
cause ill still be here when ur ready to come home

i want u to stay for a while
i cant go to bed havent slept in a while
took u back home from the windmills
cant see us with anyone else
weve tried but its so hard
im just another kid reaching for your arms
like i said, "cant we try again"
i promise ill make it up i dont want this to end

often this summer we fight and start over
u were the best but this bye aint forever
ill make space for your tears on my shoulders
cause ill still be here when ur ready to come home

come home

i just put my vocals on it, original song is https://soundcloud.com/sidewalksandskeletons/goth

goth

My cover of this wonderfully written song by Hayd.

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