Verse: 

They don’t let me sit on countertops 
They won’t let me rant and rave 
They won’t let me go outside 
And be in nature 
They poke me while I’m sleeping 
I don’t give a crap 
Disconnected from our phones 
No privacy in my room

Chorus: 

A gust of fresh air 
Seeing the sunlight by day 
And moon and stars by night 
Holding our love ones tight 
Sloppy dog tongue on my face 
He’s jumping up and down to see me 
My cats eyes staring into my soul 
Meowing Meowing Meowing 





Holding on Tonight - 05-25-25 B

Decided to do an acoustic version on our song "Lonely" hope you like it.

also at the end of the recording you can hear my phone go off oops haha

Lonely (Acoustic)

pass it on

this was a song i wrote and recorded in one take (i had no lyrics planned before this). i originally uploaded the full writing process, and this is the edited version from that. sad times lol. 

sorry for the shit quality.

waking up next to you
probably won't happen
i know that i want it
but i also know what's real
sometimes i forget myself
and i think "what's the point of living?'
the point of it i that there's none

and i'm sick
of being sick of it all
and i miss
not being afraid to fall and fail
i know it's not too late
but in my head it is
and that's all that really matters

it' not like i've got much to complain about
but the second i can i find a way
i don't like things about myself
but i probably won't change them
because i'm lazy and kind of a dick

and i'm sick
of being sick of everything
and i'm so done
with myself
you're the only thing i have to escape from
but even now
you're not always there
and i don't need
to worry about that right now
maybe i don't need you right now
and it hurts to say that out loud
i usually don't really think out loud

venting (edited demo, jan 2017)

you knocked me down before i knew what hit me
a feeling that still haunts me to this day
i'm over it but sometimes you still get to me
and i just wish that i could make you go away

your eyes like bullets dodge my stare
my mind is blank that you're even here
cuz it's been a while since i haven't seen your
face through a screen
emotions change from shocked to scared
you run a hand through your hair
so i say "hey"
just to set the tone

so here we are
still standing tall
explain to me why i still
even care at all
hide your face
i'll take the blame
pretend that you don't even
recognize my name
but i know you do
and you know too

order my food and keep my calm
but this all feels so fucking wrong
the air is filled with awkward laughing
and my hands aren't shaking from the cold
i want to tell you to leave
i want to tell you to stay
i want to tell you that i still think of you some days
but they aren't good thoughts

so here we are
still standing tall
explain to me why i still
even care at all
hide your face
i'll take the blame
pretend that you don't even
recognize my name
but i know you do
and you know too
so why can’t we work this out
i’m ready to forgive you

i knocked you down before you knew what hit you
a feeling that still haunts me to this day
you're over it but sometimes i still get to you
and you just wish that you could make me go away

peace, love, and los burritos (SUPER DEMO)

live performance of hell knows you're miserable now

headless romantics live

hell knows you're miserable now ~ live from 3800 main st

Losering (demo)

Samuel's Album

My way

you can find the video for this here: https://youtu.be/NNfYD5Qg2y4
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i have a habit of loving people a lot, and it’s probably one of my tragic flaws. but if you’ve ever had a moment, where you’re like, in a car at night with the windows open, while frank ocean is blasting, and you look at a person and realize oh shit, i think i really really like you, you know what i’m talking about. 

c’mon, it’s frank fucking ocean. here’s to the feeling of falling for someone.

you have my heart

you can find the video for this here: https://youtu.be/GTSXvaBARxQ
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icarus is about those times when you have a crush on someone that you know you won’t actually pursue. it’s nice to have a person to preoccupy your thoughts, or think about when you fall asleep at night, but the energy put into it can be a bit unhealthy. this song has been in the making for a while, but i finished it to get over a guy i’d been stuck on for a few months. i think it worked pretty well.

icarus

Want To

demos, favorite covers by me, and extra tracks that aren't quite ready for youtube/spotify yet

icarus

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