i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

Losing Air Hellbound X Kojin

prod. @splashgvng and @babieyummo

Mixed and mastered by @Holt-Stairs

dallas (prod. splashgvng x babieyummo)

prod. @splashgvng x @irby314

Mixed and mastered by @Holt-Stairs

close my eyes (prod. splashgvng x irby)

april fools, heres sum fun songz :3

all songz prod by gbay

@4stro.naut
@ap_ycm
@valdetta0
@gbay.mp3

my apocalypse

test me, i don’t know what to say 
i’m a product of the thing in my brain 
you should know behind that glass you ain’t safe 
i’ve been sitting here planning my escape 

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

they say i’m a lunatic 
that sucks up blood just like a tick 
stealing all the vitamins 
that rest inside a human 

a parasite i’m grotesque 
don’t fuck with me i’m killing yo whole head 
hoe im shooting shots at your forehead 
hoe kick rocks or you gon be dead 

known to be crazy as fuck yeah in the nighttime 
feeling your vibe and your touch yeah i’m in my prime 
feel like ugly as fuck when i’m on that damn high 
sip on that coke and that rum damn i don’t feel right 

what the fuck am i supposed to do inside of my mind my mind

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

say no more 
i’m a parasite rotten to the core
watch the diamonds fall down to the floor 
my mental state reflects whatever i absorb 
i’m in tiptop shape do not ignore 
try to point out my flaws i implore 
do not try touching me i promise you’ll get sorted 
everybody not like me they not important 

(4x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents

close my eyes (prod. splashgvng x irby)

Yung Kell

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