i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

Nonprofit, shoutout døves 

Lyrics:

I can’t live my motto 
swear I’ll leave by tomorrow 
Feels like a bag on my head 
I don’t mean what I said 

(Mixing Xanax with some ambien
Life in past tense. I don’t have friends 
What do I know? I can’t cope
Where should I go? Ima lonely ghost)

Lost in the dark,I need a light 
But ur match is too bright
I’ll just keep my eyes closed
Can you lead me back home?

(Mixing Xanax I’m mixing Xanax 
When I had that? What I had that?
It’s in past tense I’m a trash bag )


Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And there’s nothing left to feel 
And there’s nothing left to do 
Can’t heal past wounds 
No I can’t
 just win cause there’s no end 

Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And the wind roars loud with my windows down 
And I’m lost somehow 
Guess I’m lost somehow 
Yeah

Bag on my head (Prod.Døves)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 

Take those yellow pills till I’m morphing 
I drink too much till I throw up in the morning 
I just told that bitch that I’m too busy recording 
I will strike you down for my family just like thorfinn
Your bitch , my bitch 
Cause ur never really on shit 
I don’t even really want it if I’m being honest 
Loudest
Cries will always be the loudest 
Crowded 
Why my eyes always drowning?

Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me smash mouth 
Crashed out 
I should be on smackdown 
Kush loud 
Hit me like it’s pacquiao
Man down 
I will hit yo mans down 
No band but she gave me 
But she gave me..

Smackdown! (Prod.Bøjet)

lyrics

said id be good on my own
lately my world has been feeling so empty
trying to see it half full,
the devil been trying to tempt me
but id rather cry in a bently
than worry abt u and ur bestie
cuz it dosent rly effect me 

always too mad at myself
sick of the feeling
im stuck in a hell
not one for asking for help
know that your leaving 
i said id be better oh well
but it hurt when you grow apart
and u dont burn from the same soark
doibled down on the weong cards
g-got scrapped knee and a broke heart
gave u my all im not someone u wanted
and each time u call i hust feel like a puppet
supplying ur needs 
but im bleeding im gutted 
how come we always took the wrong turn
told you im sorry i dont want nobody else
breaking my body
im hoping somebody help
no one will find me
confind where we used to go
lay me to rest
in my room or the studio

thats the worst part
im stuck in my head 
i been stuck in my mental
never did go far
less that i think the more i feel pressure
got in my car and i drove
each mik im furthur frok home
ur helping me see
my music my peace
its holding me down
while ur watching me bleed


i promise i wanted to change
but evrrytime too stuck in my ways
run from my problems i tend to just fade
and now u gone start telling lies to my face
again
we were kids i know,
tryna get by in a world so cold
breaking me down they can pray on my downfall
end of the day this is what i was meant for.

grow apart [boyfifty]

thank u kaydo

lyrics

half hour later i’m gone
told u i wouldn’t take long
the shit half y’all do is so wrong
if this was back then girl you would get stoned for that
i’m drunk won’t bite my tongue
blackout been my lung
frostbite had bit my heart and ever since then nothing felt more wrong then that
would it kill u to just talk to me
i know u wanna fight a little more but you should never let pettiness outweigh honesty
if u don’t hear from me for the next ten days don’t send them out for me
imma be right here in the same spot
working on the same project
bout a kid who lost all his friends
tryna be the best man so i keep my hands down
cut my head off, end the shambles
put my head down on the mantle
long way down if i fall down now imma crashout like i’m rambo
guns a blazing for u baby u kno that i’m ten fold
if they try u michael myers on them big knife fuck em up

why do i feel so wrong
i don’t wake up feeling terrible
but by night i feel so terrible
i can’t end it now it would be too terrible

i’ve seen millions of faces
but something about urs sticks out
i find your smile contagious
people in and out of my life so fast
it’s like they racing
but all my bros stay solid we locked in like laces
pray they all gon make it
no don’t wait for nothing
pour medicine
cook all night
i know it don’t make u proud but when i drink i feel alright
i know u want me to talk to u but none of this shit you’ll like
i get stressed too often
its exhausting
wish i had an off switch

offswitch (kaydo)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

prod. sorrow bringer <3

Lyrics:

guess i turned into the paragraph guy
i've always had a little more on my mind
she give me brain cuz
she just wanna taste mine
yea!
i could never take sides
guess i turned into the paragraph guy
i've always had a little more on my mind
i've told less shit to my mom than my mic
yea!
guess i'll cut ties

you're dodging my messages fuck you i'll erase it
back to the board ye we back to the basics
you lost me your value and i lost my patience >:(
love are you deaf can you hear what i'm saying
fuck it you win i'm so done with the chases
was so codependent i'm embarassed to say it
but now i feel like i'm a god in the making
so watch from her arms while i exit my caging.

watch from her arms while i exit my caging
watch from her arms while i exit my caging
watch from her arms while i exit my caging
watch from her arms while i exit my caging

guess i turned into the paragraph guy
i've always had a little more on my mind
she give me brain cuz
she just wanna taste mine
yea!
i could never take sides
guess i turned into the paragraph guy
i've always had a little more on my mind
i've told less shit to my mom than my mic
yea!
guess i'll cut ties

paragraph guy (sorrowbringer)

shoutout my brother florent, was a pleasure working with one of my favorite artists <3

**lyrics**
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

When I saw you walking through the hallway in your feels,
I was longing to let you know that I know how it feels
Then we talking like almost every night I start to heal
Someone pinch me, this gotta be a dream is this for real?

I never felt like I deserved much time
no hesitation I can make you mine
I never thought that I could be the guy for you, so take my hand and I’m gonna do you right 

(luvflorent)

I’ll treat you right, give me 10 minutes
big boy, big cheese, im big living
medicine in my jeans, I’m bout business
lay it down on me while my head spinning

bed spins, you were right there
i sing to myself, in computer chairs
i hate myself, but you shouldn’t care
turn the base down, let the tears out

ay, bitch saying "frank could you stop playing"
10 minutes feels like a long time to wait
let me take a sip, take a taste of the drank
10 minutes in, still alone,still in pain

(me)
10 minutes, just give me 10 minutes then I’m clear, I can feel it
I felt it in my chest, it’s in the air, I’m too forgiving 
you kill me when you do that little stare, I’m still giving all that I can give because I care (x2)

ten minutes w/ luvflorent

lyrics ⬇️

Cover ur eyes dont look at me if you see me without you
no big surprise i gave you a thousand hours in the rearview
i wasted my time
really thought everything you said was so true
but i wasnt right
ur breaking my spine

they all see me smile still
from the outside it seems like im fine
but right now when i close my eyes
i find out That i crossed the line

im pushing 95 on the backroads
passing street signs i dont see those
got scratched eyes and a runny nose
some feline made me overdose

had one try now im over those
Still some nights 
on the summer roads
see the sunrise
i can see home
but thats not even where i wanna go

(evergarden)

bags under my eyes
i dont think i care enough
too bad i cant fall asleep 
knowing u try to gaslight me 
cross my mind
putting myself first for once
oh its unlike me i think
oh it weighs on me i sink 

she said my songs alright but it sounds unlike me
its just me being honest and its getting too much

life mission [michael harrison]

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