TY for listening!!

[Lyrics]

so take your time
I don't wanna wait no line
but I got some patience I could spare I really can't lie
and it's not hard to see
you don't care bout the finer things
but I gotta take this chance this shit don't feel like real life (on god)

dead to me
you're dead to me
but i still want you in my lair
this shits not good for me
i have been on the losing team
up 3 am, good TV
thinking bout you I can't speak

so take your time
I don't wanna wait no line
but I got some patience I could spare I really can't lie
and it's not hard to see
you don't care bout the finer things
but I gotta take this chance this shit don't feel like real life (on god)

(hey!)
[instrumental]

dead 2 me

produced by: @rans0m & @koukitsu (miss u king <3)

@aurasrevenge
flexed up, now she wanna see me cuz i'm next up
she wanna see a hunnit thousand shawty join the club
i don't make a fuss, success is my cusp
back on my bullshit whenever i start to rust

can never stay consistent cuz there's more to life
bands over bands my money stay immortalized
my fingers turning blue like i'm mordecai 
playin all ur tracks on mute you need to see the signs

you shoot like you need aim assist i won't ever die
domain expansion hit ur eyes bitch you need to hide
you steady smoking mid you smoke formaldehyde
you more than a waste of space youre a waste of life

keep a holy grail saber like it's fate/night
ur girl want me in her box like it's fight night (if u never played fight night round 3 ur an L)
wrap her legs around me like im boxed fortnite (...i ran out of words)
drop her back to yours only need for 1 night

@hibradn
Keep a glock by my hip
Yous a fuckin bitch
On my gang I'll never switch
It is what it is
He tryna chat up on my clique
Hit him with my fist
There's zero times I've ever missed
Put that on my kids

You know I'm just warming up like a motor
We just caught him in the sprinter run him over
I got good aim even if I'm not sober
All this ice up on my wrist it's getting colder

Choppin the beat up like editor
Made that bitch I invented her
I be doin this shit on the regular
Put em in a headlock, I'm a wrestler
Old men in my wallet no senators
Yo streams real small they cellular
Stupid hoes they can go suck my genitals
All my haters old head they ain't predators

wasteoflife +hibradn (rans0m, kitsu)

Thanks to all for the amazing Support!

feat. @kinsleygrey !


(omg)
did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.
got me cryin over nothing.
tryna talk to me
girl, ur buggin.
i remember
when u used to be so lovin.
i remember
when u cried to me while huggin.

(kinsley)
tell me boy, is it over?
all those late nights - you were coming over
and since our last date night
i could tell something ain’t right
n- now you’re fading out of my life
and we were close, now we’re so far
tryna move on but it’s so hard
yeah, i’m stuck in my head again
i’m just hoping that we’ll meet again

(me)
i used to be the one for u.
stop breathin, face turn blue.
ur beggin, ur beggin
on my fuckin shoes.
ur steppin, im steppin
but im confused.

u made it look so easy.
im finna go to bed
im feelin sleepy.
they walk into my room
they see my body lifeless.
theyre askin God all the questions
"why'd he do this??"

did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.

lifeless +kinsley grey (takecare04 x elseen)

i’m tired of writing lies
im beating round the bush
im beating round the bush

you're clean and sweet if we keep it in the present tense
and i'm intrigued by just who you think your favorite is
how am i gonna get it out in two minutes
wanted to start with you but you been did it

i just really wanna know what you did when you're alone
you weren’t alone were you
now i guess i get the jokes cause you already know the things i dont

i cant bare another tale that you tell me
i guess im sorry that your friends made you a druggy
you dont gotta tell stories of your ex man
but i dont want you to lie when its blatant
what you mean by that cause i dont like it
and my thoughts been swirled by some pink hair
your opinions are wrong and i hate them
you need to do a search for definitions

and im not gonna lie girl i cried that night
im a sicko gone wrong and youre a hell of a bride
different hair different person
at least thats what i say to keep myself sane
youre a picture hanging on my wall in a golden frame
im thinking deeply and too damn hard about if we think the same

but you aint listening ill say what i want
and if youre my friend take this with a grain of salt
it was some years ago and youre someone i didnt know
but you were high the whole time so you may not remember it all
how can you say youre an empath and cant see the way im feeling
stomp me and out and make jokes to my face about the things that i hate
and the people i dont know but i know i hate them too
cause theyre making you depressed and bring out the worst in you

i cant bare another tale that you tell me
i guess im sorry your friends made you a druggy
you dont gotta tell stories of your ex man
but i dont want you to lie when its blatant
what you mean by that cause i dont like it
and my thoughts been swirled by some pink hair
your opinions are wrong and i hate them
you need to do a search for definitions

im on my 100th song about you and i still got problems
but i love you even though i dont know how to solve them

pink hair (drma x prodqbin)

a little happier for this one :D 
this john HOT tho (just skip to 1:02 tbh)

barely made it out of bed this morning
i could have lost you, im still mourning
dont want you to look at me and say poor thing
but the things that ive been saying, know its warranted

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

youre right there but youre not close enough
if i said im on my way i know youd call my bluff
but you know that i want to, hope you see my love
they say im rushing it but i just cant wait to feel your touch

cause i have never felt
and i dont wanna feel
the same way
for anyone else

i never get tired of all these love songs
note split, half and half between you and jesus
okay, its more like 75/25
nothing like a quick i love you to remind me im alive

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

insomniac (drma x hiiidrax)

feat. @s0lemn prod. @assperrr

@c3ll4r
throw it in the air
then call it all off
i'll call ur bluff bitch
i dont rlly care
calling it all off
ur quitting early
lame ass dudes in my dms
ur pushing thirty

heartbreak, heartbreak
hunnid more mistakes, mistakes
everything i try, i try
why do u lie, u lie

@s0lemn
dont mistake wat i am for wat u want  ,
wont tell me u luv me its my fault  .
its my fault , never shoulda known uu
im high off potions that i go thruu

ik now y i never shoulda tried
how do u get sleep thru the night ?
its so weird witchu not by my side .
at least now i can think , i can cry .

@c3ll4r
throw it in the air
then call it all off
i'll call ur bluff bitch
i dont rlly care
calling it all off
ur quitting early
lame ass dudes in my dms
ur pushing thirty

heartbreak, heartbreak
hunnid more mistakes, mistakes
everything i try, i try
why do u lie, u lie

why do u lie to my face now
don't fold under pressure
reminiscing on the days now
when i wished we were together
looking blurry in a haze now
sealed all the feelings in a letter
just wish u'd stay now

call ur bluff w/ s0lemn (asperr)

too good to put on @drgnlr lmao
og  https://soundcloud.com/iamhxmesick/threat
@iamhxmesick

threat cover

orchestra/drums + sound design by: 
me / @myrosaryblade

beat drop + sound design by:
@maeliveson

vocals + lyrics by:
@unionha

the salted lake we frequented.

lyrics:

@unionha
the salt water lake got laced by the people
there’s no way to tell if it’s safe
as i walked away, you got hit in the face by
a meteor path in your way

and I just can’t escape my thoughts 
i don’t wanna be this, i just wanna be the best for you
(oh, oh,
(i don’t know why you’re stressing?)
(i’mma be the best for you)
(you say it’s probably an obsession)
(i don’t really care if it’s true)
('cos the rest of my life,) baby, i’mma be the best for you

(oh, oh)
i don’t wannabe this, i just wannabe the best for you
i don’t know why you’re stressing
i’mma be the best for you
you say it’s probably an obsession
i don’t really care if it’s true 
'cos the rest of my life, baby, i’mma be the best for you

i’m leaking serotonin all throughout my body
that cannabis you gave me got me wondering
will i ever amount to you
'cos you know me like i know you

@myrosaryblade
as we walk to that lake
you almost look ashamed 
now only ash remains my name.
as every thread pulls me deranged

insomniac (drma x hiiidrax)

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