mostly improvised, tracked and recorded using an off-brand kindle fire and cheap bluetooth speaker in the burner phone days - circa '17. where there's a will there's a way

I would call out to you if you would answer.
I would make love to you (if you felt it like I do).
It's just bad advice.
Dumped and… jacked(?)
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Who couldn't get things right
YOU GOTTA SMILE AND IT SEEMS TO ME THat ahh nah nehehhnehhh-
fuggin dick. yep.

Knew you were debased. You kept yourself a part of what I could not have been.
Make me
your last love
before I make the rest
so small
You're so small
you're so small
You are and you're shouting down on me
You're so small
You're so small
and I could break you.
(I would break you)
How much more so, seeing it happen
How much torture (I'm twisted)
and worn out
You're tight
and wound to breaking.
I've been broken by you.
All this time, my love, it's time.

(Like I know you do)
I'm not the same man
(Like I know you do)
you were waiting for. This changed
into some harm
and you tore me. As disorder reigns
disorderly (sailerrr)
And I'm facing the fate
(I'm the last you'd tell)
I'm under stress.
She's under me
and I'm looking, baby.
I'm looking baby
right in her eyes
(And I don't care)
The fate of my mistress
(And I don't care)
she's waiting to 
take
it.
Something waits for her
waits for her 
it's-

It's the last time I see you
It's the last time I see you
Nowhere for trees to stand
In the street
We'll be rid of them
Be rid of them

But, hey

The last place where trees stand
In the middle of the street
The last place where trees stand
No one needs to see
Least of all, me

The last place where trees stand
In the middle of the street
The last place where trees stand
No one needs to see
Least of all, me

I won't make it all that way
(stop)
I wasted away
(maybe)
And I won't make it-
make it all that way.
Just make it through the day.
No, it's a long, long way.
make it through the day,
and it's a long, long way.


Doeskin layer.mp3

deprescient