you upload so fast! keep up the great work

im not good enough for him, why does he still love me?

aye bro if ya need support im only 3 hours away

no matter how many times I hear anything you play or post I stop whatever else I'm doing and just listen

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somnium

This is part 2 of a work that is a little over ten minutes long, so I'm splitting into two pieces so the SoundCloud algorithm works. Part 1 (heard here) is the explosion, Part 2 is the aftermath. To hear the complete work without interruption: https://soundcloud.com/steve-owens-989781522/dysphoria

Dysphoria concerns an experience common to many people who are neurodivergent and or have experienced trauma. It is both an outgrowth of my personal experience, and my experience as an educator working with students (and adults). When I was an administrator, I worked multiple times with the psychologist Dave Melnick of the Northeast Families Institute on matters of workforce development. In one consultation, Dave introduced me to the concept of "working upstream" with behaviors, understanding the trajectory of the individuals "interiority" so as to be able to identify where that person is in the cascade of inner events and tailor interventions.

In the community of autistic people, when this cascade flows into dysregulated behavior, we call it a "meltdown". The meltdown can be minor, or it can be life changing, resulting in loss of job, home, relationships, or even injury or incarceration. The interior experience proceeds in five steps, ending in visible behavioral dysregulation:

1) physiological deregulation (a feeling in the body that demands relief)
2) an impulse (to do something about it)
3) emotional dysregulation
4) cognitive dysregualtion
5) a behavior

Dysphoria does not follow this trajectory in a linear fashion. Each of these stages are entangled, and it's more a question of emphasis at any given moment.

"Shame and regret" is the universal aftermath....

Performed by the Truberry Duo, Trudy Chan and Rob Frankenberry, pianists.
steve.owens@vcfa.edu


Dysphoria part 2: shame and regret

A selection of original music inspired by personal experiences, love and observations.

Daydream

Original track is not mine. Just extended it for a bit. Hope it's alright
Source: https://soundcloud.com/tomppabeats/will-you-stay-here-with-me

Tomppabeats - Will You Stay With Me (Drknx || Extended)

https://streamerror.bandcamp.com/album/anytime

Anytime_[micro_tape]

Go send love to the person who i sampled this from, @micmole !

Hazel Eyes

►https://youtu.be/YUAb2co25iI

The human mind is a wonderful thing. it forgets pain, so you can go out and get some more.

trynna get hurt.

i want to stay here w you

i'm trying my best,, sorry

snow

fucj

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i'm trying my best,, sorry

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