@rylorie @suwicideclub ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

NATURAL SELECTION

NATURAL SELECTION W/ RYLORIE (PROD. SEAN BENTLEY)

demo for "murder me for my sins pt. 2"
engineered by megg

lying to you

your standing there
your hand in my hair
it bleeds where it blows
from your blood leaking nose

scratch your back
and scream while you laugh
oh this is what you
wanted for so long and very bad

I leave my heart open
so it doesn’t get broken
some stay and some go out
my hearts an open house

i let you in
i let you see
i let you do too much to me
but why would you ever do that stuff
if you never even wanted to go get lunch

your tickled pink
after a couple drinks
its a shame we didnt last
cause i’ve never seen someone come that fast

you ditch me without saying a goodbye
you kick me to the side
i let you do to much too me and i cried
cause i let you all the time
i let you in
i let you see
i let you do too much with me
but why would you ever do that stuff
you could have just said
if you wanted to fuck

I leave my heart open
so it doesn’t get broken
some stay and most goes out
my hearts an open house

dont leave me lover baby please
your the holes in my swiss cheese
i cant afford another big loss
the criss cross to my apple sauce

Open

anyone can see baby ur outta my league 
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee 
the way you tie up your hair
the way that you dont care 
your lips they look so soft 
in my room i rot 
i wish you stared at me 
the way you stared at him 
think im going crazy the lights are dim 
the way you tie up your hair 
the way that you dont care 
your lips they look so soft 
in my room i rot

wujek - ur outta my league

prod me (@w6lker)

lyrixx: 

i need some time to think about it ,, i wonder if you think about me 
i feel like im always drowning, i wanna stop  it now
in the mirror, nothing is changing 
i feel you breaking, losing your signal 
but you’re still breathing, and it’s slowly ceasing
but i will not save you ,,, you’re not a part of me 

dealing with dysphoria, promise that i’ll make it work 
i don’t mean to make it worse, i didn’t mean all that 

how to dress as human? i don’t know how to do it  
i think about my music, i wanna be someone different 
paint me as somebody else, but not a toy upon your shelf 
i hope that you rot in hell, i think that you ruined me 

i’m punching in the mirror, now all this shit is clearer 
and i could go outside now, i know i’m getting better

Dysphoria

11 - ESBN - 07 Worthless

produced by me <3

claire:

there’s dying daisies on the road im used to walking on
god knows that i tried my best, but i still did it wrong 
it’s alright, cause i find some comfort in fucking it up
our flowers are dying, & starving for love 
take your feet off the pedal for a second,
to tell me if you meant it 
gave up my control, & in the end you should’ve kept it 
aware of the trap, & yet i’m still so demented
give me your hand & we’ll both meet our ending 

i’m traumatized & trying to block out what you did to me
you were my friend, i never thought you’d be an enemy 
and our road turned vacant, 
i’m anxious & i’m still shaking 
(x2)

d3r:

All my friends talk behind my back, and it’s freaking me out
I separate the real from fake, but I still have doubts
You call me your homie and chill, but you run your mouth
It felt like just yesterday, we were smoking up at your house
And then you stab me in the back, give me panic attacks
All this anxiety just makes me wanna stop and slack
But I’m in it to win, I don’t give a fuck about that
If you talk on my name, I’ma have to make you splat

claire:

i’m traumatized & trying to block out what you did to me
you were my friend, i never thought you’d be an enemy 
and our road turned vacant, 
i’m anxious & i’m still shaking 
(x2)

Anxious w/ d3r

You stupid fuck

Reaper weekend
Never sleeping
Sure I'm weeping, never leaving
Shakings hands and counting grams
Kicking cans at canceled plans

So he put up a fight
That he don't want to win
God it felt so right
So I don't want to live
If thats the kinda world that it is
Where you hate what you have
And love to forgive

Now my eyes burn
Waiting my turn
You aren't fair, we're going nowhere

Shot his head off
It was awesome
Didn't know him
Not my problem

So he put up a fight
That  he don't want to win
God it felt so right
So I don't want to live
If thats the kinda world that it is
Where you hate what you have
And love to forgive

Reaper Weekend

drip me in designer 
on my fucking body
gucci on her fucking waist we suicidal pretty bitch
pretty bitch die slow
twin suicidal 
we gon die so lavish
cuteness in my casket
fashion life is so fashion that fucking magic
lifeless a walking zombie inside the matrix
kissing fading into a thousand lifetimes
deathwish is so fabolous make it a highlight

down the streets with alchohol
4 am no care at all
we lifeless lovers
attachment hunger

attachment hunger

its over rebzyyx

soulless blue eyes keep me from myself
for when you leave ill still be here
left to wander around the concrete farms
what do you after yr favorite harm
yr cigarettes taste like opiates
and still got nothing to show for it

ill be the ghost that cannot cry
ill be the sadness in yr eyes

lady made of gold ill do as i am told
pull my teeth out for the christmas wreath
i still dont care i never will
and i dont care why for how its been

unforgiven IIII

The first track off of Morning Effort's "I heard you the first time, it just wasn't funny". https://morningeffort.bandcamp.com/

Midwestern Self-Depreciation - Morning Effort

Greatest Hits is Remo Drive's first Full Length Album

Yer Killin' Me

Mom Jeans - Edward 40hands

h3artcrush - ㋛

sample: secondhand serenade vulnerable
my first ever remix

instagram

scared to be alone

h3artcrush - Kitty Tattoo

cover art by @amiokidoki on twitter

this song is a remix of with love, mom and owen adamkek's song
You Gave Me A High Five So I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months

LYRICS:
I saw you and smiled yesterday 
You’d been staring but you, looked away
But then you asked me on a date
I lied and said maybe, another day

Well that stuck with you for a few months
I felt your eyes on me, more than once
Well it’s not you i think it’s me
I wish this wasn’t, so damn confusing

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

I saw you just the other day
I could feel the smile, leave my face
you hate, me so much
you were only, trying to fuck
There was, never, ever a chance
Or a future, or romance with you~ oh nOooO

I just don’t know what to say!
I just needed to leave this place
still think about me, to this day
I don’t know what the HELL, happened with... you
Why the hell did you even like me... too?

Fuck!

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths

you were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

prod. maybel
mixing: @matsuryev33

XP

o m g  s l i t
cutting skin you can see me smiling

f u c k  t a e
fuck tae bitch nobody likes him

play with ur heart
and ur gutz
b l o o d so nice

would u like it
if i stabbed with u a knife
i would like it if u caused my sucide

l o v e what is that
so many ways i could kill myself

look at me 
right into my eyez
tell me that im playing 
when i threaten suicide

im an ornament 
on a christmas tree
see my body hanging
thats how i wanna be

im ur one and only
u better never lie to me
feeling like tae nobody likes me

F-U-C-K you're a fucking slut no one gives a fuck
suwicideclub, feelin so kawaii like cutemobb 
chop off my wrists baby im havin sm fun

cutting on thighs mm necromonicon, b my shottacon shawty
i js wnna fuckk.. shoot my fuckin brains out w a shotgun.. 
ate 100 xanz, yeah i wnt 2 feel numbb

suwicide shawty, lookin so naughty, hangin w my scene queen 
gothlovee a hotty, stab me in my body, rip out my hearty, im so sad girl, plz fucking shoot me, call me on my phone then break up w me, cutting ovr scars yeah im not fucking sorry

new year suicide massacre w/ gothlovee

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

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