Draw-To

Composed, Written, & Produced by Me
Mixed & Mastered by Me
Vocals by Me & Namii
Album art by StereoFlier

Carousel (An Examination of the Shadow, Creekflow, and its Life as an Afterthought)

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Carousel (ft. Namii)

if only it were so simple
as sleeping it off
cerebral dust
manifests a behemoth
like a jackrabbit under the bed

i am warned by artifice
neglect to marry my delusions
if they were so 
i would be so pleasant again

offer no pity to this dream
do you seek etching of this horror
trial herring doused in sparks
none shall pass
so it is

loneliness empowers

bear witness to the lotus (demo version)

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

Lockdown

Coughing like a fish out of boiling water
Pleading with a chatbot on suicide watch
I can't recognize the faces
All I can do is watch

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

Flatline

Am I am I am I every stereotype
You imagine
I'm a bastard of this
Circumstance horror pageant

Listen to me when I tell you
I'm a bitch, not a taker
Drain your lungs of every breath
If you can't stand to say "her"

Little lamb picked my price
And I'm gonna run it back
Could you know me
Could you cage a rat

You can't put a match to
This trash fire
You need 
To vibrate higher

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap

I've seen things I can't explain
Taunts to weary, fields of pain
Ghosts of empathy and comfort
Tortured spits of ill refrain

Could it be me, could it be thee
Is it a mystery
Toy of absolution
Could you be so free

Every shoulder is a spyglass
To the inside
Can you crunch the numbers
Can you offer insight

I thought the coast was clear
I thought the coast was clear
I thought the coast was clear

Intruder alert

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect
Forgive me for my disrespect

You know how we do it

pleading with a hotline android (demo version)

art and music by me

hotaru koi (performed by The Ottawa Children's Choir)

hot spot.

wander.lust

nurko - retraced [min remix]

Griz to deep  (double)

bo en & MaltineRecords 2015
https://soundcloud.com/bo-en
https://soundcloud.com/maltine-record

V.A. - BUNDLE OF JOY [MARU-100DL]
http://maltinebook.cs8.biz/

---Lyric---
and now i'm waiting
by the phone
I know we've

been here before
and i said i could change
i knocked on your door
called your every day
and i lost myself

the red of my eyes
and the blue of your skirt
a strange kind of feeling
beyond all the hurt
yeah i lost myself

love, there's that thing i'm always dreaming of,
falling deeper down into your love,

wake up, move on

waiting by the phone

Maltine Book

bo en - by the phone

Tally Hall - All of my friends

Madeon - OK (8 - Bit Edit)

Spring and a Storm - Tally Hall

❀ a song by @russelbuck celebrating the samoyed ❀ 

("samoyed" is a dog of a white Arctic breed!)

s/o to @NESTHQ ♡ http://nesthq.com/deskpop-samoyed-song

Spotify ➢ https://open.spotify.com/track/5UO4P58tlk6G99zubeS1Bd
free download ➢ https://deskpopmusic.bandcamp.com/album/samoyed-song-single

*7/27/2018: now part of r u s s e l b u c k's self titled album! https://russelbuck.bandcamp.com/album/russelbuck
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r u s s e l b u c k  on…
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artwork by @Braz_OS (https://twitter.com/Braz_OS)

Samoyed Song ~ Single

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r u s s e l b u c k - Samoyed Song

Losing my mind hello day 13

Not sure what you call this owo. Someone help genre me. Also bring gasoline.


Lyrics:

You gotta little something on your face and now
The waiter peeks around the corner he throws us out
For all the stupid shit I say at dinner tables
I want to you to pick the restaurant next time, 
next time?
Maybe.

OH

I wanna go to the place you know so much about!!
I wanna go to the place you know so much about!!

You see
Ash coming down on the highway
Fire burning from the back of my head
Ima Speed Demon frying my pink brain 
I love it when you call me out for the shit I don’t say
 
I wrestle with the grip of your hand
You waiting for me to be your man
I love it when you spit on my face
I’m dying for a ride back to your place. 

Keep it copasetic cause I don’t know how to handle it
I want you run up to bridge and fucking tackle me
I crack a cold one in the bathtub and you flick the lights
I wasn’t dreaming wasn’t trying to be washing up. 

I carry god up in my pocket and he’s quite ashamed
There’s nothing like another person when you’re sharing blame
The reason I left was ‘cause I was afraid of being late
You don’t call, you don’t visit, what’s been happening? 

Maybe you’re good, 
Maybe you’re not,

I wanna know.

Cover Me in your receipts,
I need to see what I’ve been spending.

I need to know what you’ve got in your hand
I don’t understand 
I don’t understand.

Let’s all be ringing ourselves ‘round the roses. 
Let’s all be smoking ourselves to ashes

Put it in the cigarette and pull another couple out of your back pocket 

Let’s all be going to death real happy (you and me)
Let’s all step over the edge (you and me)


I wanna know why you won’t
I wanna know why you won’t 
I wanna know what you know
Something that makes you up like
Happy and clean cut all night
Smile that won’t drop when I
Tell you I don’t feel so good
Told you what I know bout you

Reason I don’t call so much
Worried you don’t wanna talk
Guilt of the damned on my back
Slowly it slips over me--

Right, I don’t know what I mean
You and your blue coveralls
Under the sedan again
Asking for your wrench again.

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r u s s e l b u c k - Samoyed Song

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