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DOA demo

trolling myself :p

LDAR demo

the day that I turned 17
I knew that my life would keep goin downhill
from now on I just wanna sleep
I wanna slit my wrists and leave this world

but I know it's not that ez
so I'll wait til I turn 18
i'll buy a gun with one bullet
then I'll finally end it
maybe ill end up on tv

I fucked up my entire life
at this point im not gonna try
I wanted something to remain
something to remember me by 
but now I guess im too lazy
I'll just go quietly baby 
my life is miserable as hell
so Ill blow my brains out rn

and now that i'm supposed to be
going into college early
I dont know what I should think
I'm just doing things because people told me

the one thing that I want more than this
is to have a bullet in my head
and people dont want this for me
I wont listen to them when I turn 18

I fucked up my entire life
at this point im not gonna try
I wanted something to remain
something to remember me by 
but now I guess im too lazy
I'll just go quietly baby 
my life is miserable as hell
so Ill blow my brains out rn

People Won't Remember Me

small song i came up with 

lyrics:
when i wake up
i think abt her
i dont need drugs
i just need her hugs 
her pretty hair is long and luscious and	
shes so cute oh my god

its kinda funny
how much i like her
i stalked her twitter
yet again

shes posting pics
shes posting with another guy
but shes so cute oh my god

on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
shes a beam
in my ears
her voice rings
in my heart 
i feel pain
on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
ill see her
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god

Humanity Is ovERrated

oh you got nothing on me
but you go to far

five foot eight
and a half without shoes on
thats why i keep my shoes on

if i could fly to saturn
id get crushed by its atmosphere
way fuckin better than being here

oh you got nothing on me
but you go to far
oh i got nothing on you
well never get that far

i hope my music blows up tomorrow
so i can keep living like a stain
no college or work i wont be guilty
i promise i wont complain

why the hell is the southern tier north of the northern tier

ifbirdswerereal cover

i think id rather die
than hav 2 put up w/ u
i c ur schewpid fukin face
in evrythin tht i do
so if u wanna die
i want u 2 die 2
i hope u take ur fukin lyfe
cuz its the least u cud do

an wen u fukin die
ye ill b laughin @ u
thats wat u get 4 all the
schewpid shit u put me thru
an @ ur funeral
ill have dem play dis song 2
an make sure evry fukin soul
knows tht its abt u

id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

original song by @skyla-165786307

you kiss my open sores, 
love soaking through my pores
I've lived a thousand lives, 
this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, 
come thoughts of suicide
I'm riding shotgun in a car
We're going nowhere but getting far

(lalalalalalalalalal)

you see my fading scars
my arm its torn apart
put the needle inside my vein
let it take away the pain
you left me laying there
bloody vomit getting in my hair
lost dog on the side of the road
cant find its own way home

(lalalalalalalalalal)

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