featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

my back feels like a cutting board
too many problems i ignored
i prayed they'd fade away
if i gave it all, until the day
but with friends like these
it's kinda hard to breathe
mind the tape around the scene
sorry i left such a bloody mess

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

i can't forgive a broken oath
as my blood still stains my clothes
and after all the years
did i really mean so little to you?
no goodbyes, no nothing
looking ahead you kept on running
you're being hunted by the memories
of you standing there watching me bleed

whether you like it or not
you're gonna end up just like me
you'll be sorry

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

https://open.spotify.com/track/6HqhVCt41Pu6C1yr3i5S9q?si=1_7Ml4QDTmejSJHdlc6nTA
Plz follow Neet

Lyrics:

I'm living in a lie
You made me feel alive
And I cannot take this
My hearts in a hemorrhage

I'm serving a lifetime
Of prison in my mind
And I cannot take this
My hearts in a hemorrhage

She's up
When I'm low
And she has
What I don't
You're so fun
Yeah I know
You Self harm
I Self loathe

I'm covered in your blood
I'm swimming in your love
And I cannot take this
My hearts in a hemorrhage

I'm losing from all sides
The sick follow the blind
And I cannot take this
My hearts in a hemorrhage

She's up
When I'm low
And she has
What I don't
You're so fun
Yeah I know
You Self harm
I just Self loathe

Neet-Self Loathe

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=-4NEguIiT_S6hu0HkxVvvA

Fried By Fluoride-the disease

Fried by Fluoride - Andrew Tate is the Antichrist

Crustsox - Not Worth Your Time

Ring-around-the-Guillotine

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

You’re going to work
You’re going to school
You think that everythhings fine
You think that its all cool
Bad things are happening
You dont give a shit
Youre completely braindead
Youre so oblivious

Living in a world of pain that you fucking hate
Fluoride brain, you’ll never notice the decay
Looking at the world and going crazy
Ill always tell the truth and you’ll hate me

You’r getting boxed in
And getting strung out
You’re spineless bitch
Youll never figure it out
Now youre getting prescribed
And your going so numb
They said itd fix your mind
Now your getting so dumb
You’re going to work
You’re going to school
You think that everythhings fine
You think that its all cool
Bad things are happening
You dont give a shit
Youre completely braindead
Youre so oblivious

Living in a world of pain that you fucking hate
Fluoride brain, you’ll never notice the decay
Looking at the world and going crazy
Ill always tell the truth and you’ll hate me

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

DethTech