uhhhhh

I made this playlist when I was a bit sad lmao

Good tunes

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A Night Drive With The Windows Down

NGMI

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

lyrics:
i got a text from you
it said meet me where the spirits do
at the graveyard with you

cause she likes goblins and witches couldnt stop us
from brewing potions of love 

but the creatures of the night unravel mystery
necromance her back to life so shes here with me

graveyard

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't know where to

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't know where to go from here

i just know i couldn't save you from yourself, now i'm stuck here
the emotions i can't handle, you're the one that i loved here
i stay isolated, fighting with my mind i hate it
it's just my life, i'll take it, i can't just stay here
forsaken again, forsaken again

i done fell in love with a ghost
and it's too late, nah i up it and go
let the knife go as i cut through my throat
when i die i hope i go where you go
i don't where to go from here

fell in love with a ghost

Im trying so hard to get you off my mind
I hate that I'm like this I do this all the time 
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
Because I hate that I'm like this
Took me a whole year to get behind this
I don't understand why you want me but can't stand it
I don't really know if my heart can take this damage
So I'll try again
Try to fall in love again
Just another girl you can't be my girlfriend
You'll say I play you just like you always did
I know I'm such an asshole I'm stuck in my head

She in LA she driving me crazy
It's the first time I felt it ever since she left me
I want her to myself cause I really think she likes me
It don't make sense cause she don't even know me

All the stage lights flashing in your eyes you look amazing
Give me one chance and I would take
Do this all for you I won't fake it
I know somehow we gon make it

Im trying so hard to get you off my mind
I hate that I'm like this I do this all the time 
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
Because I hate that I'm like this
Took me a whole year to get behind this
I don't understand why you want me but can't stand it
I don't really know if my heart can take this damage
So I'll try again
Try to fall in love again
Just another girl you can't be my girlfriend
You'll say I play you just like you always did
I know I'm such an asshole I'm stuck in my head

TEAM EDWARD [PROD DIKLORDEFENIL X TAKIZAVA]

Deth Tech - Damaged

my back feels like a cutting board
too many problems i ignored
i prayed they'd fade away
if i gave it all, until the day
but with friends like these
it's kinda hard to breathe
mind the tape around the scene
sorry i left such a bloody mess

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

i can't forgive a broken oath
as my blood still stains my clothes
and after all the years
did i really mean so little to you?
no goodbyes, no nothing
looking ahead you kept on running
you're being hunted by the memories
of you standing there watching me bleed

whether you like it or not
you're gonna end up just like me
you'll be sorry

lie after lie after lie after lie
and i ate it up every single damn time
now i'm trapped down here
still wondering why, oh why
going out my fucking mind

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second


@mrkittydm
https://mrkittydm.bandcamp.com

ABYSS REMIXES EP: http://bit.ly/1PTuMWp

http://pastelghost.com

SHADOWS (Mr.Kitty Remix)

gym class (prod. brobak)

From Cigarettes After Sex LP out now:
https://cigsaftersex.lnk.to/cas

website: http://www.cigarettesaftersex.com/

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Apocalypse

recorded December 2015 in Brooklyn, NY

Written by Greg Gonzalez
Greg Gonzalez - vocals, electric guitar, acoustic guitar
Phillp Tubbs - keyboards
Randy Miller - bass
Jacob Tomsky - drums

Recorded by Greg Gonzalez
Mixed by Rocky Gallo
Mastered by Greg Calbi

Cover photo by Ryan Zoghlin
Cover design by Randy Miller

Released on Partisan Records

Apocalypse

Come Over When You're Sober

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

Lil Peep- Benz Truck Pt 2 (Prod by @killbighead x @smokeasac) artwork: @crimewave

STREAM

BANDS (PROD. FOREIGN HEAT)

look at me (lofi remix)(prod. by bushido bank$)

Young Sunny & Str8 Pockets- Krabby Patty (Prod.5150TheKid)

EPHEMERAL

Mr.Kitty — 0% Angel

WATCH THE  MUSIC VIDEO ON LYRICAL LEMONADE - https://youtu.be/zBdSP9XZlcE

https://www.instagram.com/phreejasiah/
https://twitter.com/phreejasiah
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMLLndGScE19J-WgBOMDOaw
https://www.facebook.com/Jasiah-270415950237747/

Crisis PROD. JA$IAH

Waste My Life

Butterfly

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt

backing out of a suicide pact at the last second

DethTech