(sic)

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

dumb song i wrote yesterday

just woke up, already in the ground
i'm so fucked, never made a sound
everything keeps getting worse and worse
keep this up and i'm gonna need a hearse
wanna buy a gun
kill myself for fun
i'm not the only one
we're all so done
it feels like hell inside of me

you're making me another casualty
you're killing me, fatality

fatality
let's go

i fucked up and it's got me down
have no luck and i'm gonna drown
spinning round and round i go
where i'll end up i don't wanna know
wanna run away
need to leave today
but i've got no way
i'm not okay
this fight can never be won

i don't wanna play this game anymore

FATALITY!

Wasting My Time

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

wasting away as hours turn into days
everything's changing but i'm still the same
lie on the ground with my face in the dirt
if i feel nothing then why does it hurt?
daylight murder
falling under
all work and no play
praying for some better days

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

now i'm turning blue
never wanted to end up like you
but here i am with blood on my hands
don't think i ever really stood a chance
watching the world through tired eyes
makes you wish for a quicker demise
i know that i can't make it right
maybe tonight will be my night

i'm so boring
forever mourning
hate adoring
and lesser for it

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

dull boy

(Verse 1) 
In twilight's embrace, a gathering alight, 
Anticipation dances, shadows taking flight. 
Bodies intertwine, a symphony of touch, 
Desire's embers glowing, yearning oh so much.

(Verse 2) 
A moment of pause, a ripple in the air, 
The need for lubrication, a fleeting despair. 
Yesterday's replenishment, now nowhere to be found, 
A playful giggle echoes, a mischievous sound.

(Chorus) 
Oh, the secret unfolds, a revelation so clear, 
A slippery trail of laughter, the answer drawing near. 
The girls, with mischievous glee, a playful twist they impart, 
Transformed the lube's purpose, a work of art.

(Verse 3) 
From boudoir's allure to backyard's delight, 
A slip and slide emerges, gleaming in the moonlight. 
Bodies glistening, a joyous escapade, 
Inhibitions shed, laughter fills the glade.

(Chorus) 
Oh, the secret unfolds, a revelation so clear, 
A slippery trail of laughter, the answer drawing near. 
The girls, with mischievous glee, a playful twist they impart, 
Transformed the lube's purpose, a work of art.

(Bridge) 
The night takes a turn, unexpected and bold, 
A fusion of passions, stories yet untold. 
From intimate whispers to laughter unrestrained, 
The boundaries blur, a new reality attained.

(Chorus) 
Oh, the secret unfolds, a revelation so clear, 
A slippery trail of laughter, the answer drawing near. 
The girls, with mischievous glee, a playful twist they impart, Transformed the lube's purpose, a work of art.

Twilight's Embrace

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt

(sic)

DethTech

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