dethtech

(sic)

21 demo

featuring @luvwillow

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

didn't mean to push you away
since we stopped talking i've decayed
i'm about five years too late
i gotta move on for god's sake
i'm sorry for ghosting you
didn't know what i was supposed to do
this was all so new
think i had a chance but i ruined it
made you feel like shit
i always miss

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

i never thought i'd be this way without you now
i'm sorry that i messed it up
i know that it's all of my fault
and nothing ever seems to go right
i lost you and now i lost myself
just know that i'm trying to make amends
just know that i mean it when i say...

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

im sry i fcked up ft. luvwillow

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

dethtechs cover of 115

No one can see me and
I've lost all feeling and
I know I won't die alone
I'll stop you from breathing and
All your deceiving and
This house is not my home
No
More forgiveness
No
And the reason is
I know I wont die alone
I have returned
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
You stand for nothing and
Overlooked something
I'll bring you down all on my own
I'm the end I can taste it
I'll justify hatred
I am the chosen one
Left hand of all that's sacred
No
More forgiveness
No
I'll bring you death and pestilence
I'll bring you down on my own.
I have returned
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
I've lost all form and unity
Where has my life gone
I'll bring you doom that you can see
And bring you down to see you bleed.
And everyone dies and
Everyone lies
They're waiting for the second coming again
Everyone tries to hold onto their lives
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And everything dies
Look to the skies
To see the end of all creation again
See with your eyes
My army of flies
When no one's alive
Bring me 115
And nobody cries
When everyone dies
And no one's alive
Bring me 115

tribute to a dear friend

I feel like I’m in disguise
I’m wearing all my lies
but I can’t escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy I was is dead
and I’m the only thing that’s left

I want you to be
the last person I see
every time I go to sleep

I went right into my head
ripped who I was to shreds
and I’m the only thing that’s left

i’m the only thing that's left

ifbirdswerereal cover

i think id rather die
than hav 2 put up w/ u
i c ur schewpid fukin face
in evrythin tht i do
so if u wanna die
i want u 2 die 2
i hope u take ur fukin lyfe
cuz its the least u cud do

an wen u fukin die
ye ill b laughin @ u
thats wat u get 4 all the
schewpid shit u put me thru
an @ ur funeral
ill have dem play dis song 2
an make sure evry fukin soul
knows tht its abt u

id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

obligatory birthday cover

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

so slow down
im on my own now
stuck in this dead town
theres no way out
dont know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
im somewhere i dont belong

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

"Feed My Fear" by THE DEONISOS blends dark electronic textures with crushing melodic djent riffs, delivering a haunting post-hardcore atmosphere drenched in cyberpunk nightmares.
A story of inner conflict, where fear becomes the fuel for survival.

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Feed My Fear

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt

(sic)

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