this is real but I'm younger😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

featuring @luvwillow

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

didn't mean to push you away
since we stopped talking i've decayed
i'm about five years too late
i gotta move on for god's sake
i'm sorry for ghosting you
didn't know what i was supposed to do
this was all so new
think i had a chance but i ruined it
made you feel like shit
i always miss

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

i never thought i'd be this way without you now
i'm sorry that i messed it up
i know that it's all of my fault
and nothing ever seems to go right
i lost you and now i lost myself
just know that i'm trying to make amends
just know that i mean it when i say...

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

im sry i fcked up ft. luvwillow

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

twenty one

wasting away as hours turn into days
everything's changing but i'm still the same
lie on the ground with my face in the dirt
if i feel nothing then why does it hurt?
daylight murder
falling under
all work and no play
praying for some better days

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

now i'm turning blue
never wanted to end up like you
but here i am with blood on my hands
don't think i ever really stood a chance
watching the world through tired eyes
makes you wish for a quicker demise
i know that i can't make it right
maybe tonight will be my night

i'm so boring
forever mourning
hate adoring
and lesser for it

dull boy having no fun
with your mouth on a gun
knowing you're not gonna make it
don't care about anyone
you're too scared to run
so give up and get wasted

dull boy

Lessthanthree

Listen on spotify :3 https://open.spotify.com/album/7i9IAqXbv2Nk9wbFg5lhmj?si=-yyl_pZfS5eKNVjNEz3dlA

Lyrics: 

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh I bet you feel like a big player
It's all fucked so you make yourself a slayer 
It's not punk rock, nor is it really cool
To be a kid in an ice cream shop
A goddamn fucking fool

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

Fuck!
Repent your sins now
Repent, repent, repent, repent 

You can call me trad I think it's pretty rad 
Porn sickness got you mad? Oh so very sad
Collecting coochie like they're medals not gonna do you any good 
I bet it's real fun to finally be understood 
Oh honey, I think that you've got it all wrong 
If it was your sister or your mom you wouldn't be acting so strong...


Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget that 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

$tup1d M4nwh0r3

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

with cold skies a new day dawns
embrace my lies, one last time

while we wasted away, watched as it burned
all this false hope makes me sick to my stomach
and i won't ever find a cure

i don't think this is what i'm made for, get me out of this mess
i killed myself for you and still you're just an ungrateful bitch
keep telling those lies and hope it all goes away
but honestly darling i can't fucking cope

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

memories forgotten, our bloody stains
cover the trees beside our graves
everything i said to you was exactly what i meant

youcantmakemewritethis

i can't escape this feeling of fear
the flowers bloom, a sea of lunar tears
it's not the same as it once used to be
we forgot what made us whole

the flowers in the bed are starting to die out
bury it all behind, don't care if you're dead or alive
a dull razor wrote my end and left it vacant
ill never feel the same abt you anymore

the bitter sweet end to everything i once loved

obligatory birthday cover

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

so slow down
im on my own now
stuck in this dead town
theres no way out
dont know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
im somewhere i dont belong

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

lyrics:

verse 1:

i’m still picking targets

i steady my hands and i take aim

muzzle flash lights up the darkness

pulled the trigger before i ever knew your name

they say the first kill is the hardest

i still think it’s all just a made up game

i’m turning partners into martyrs

got their blood on my hands as i try to save face

chorus:

do you love me now?

now that i’ve gunned you down?

dress the carcass down

a crimson wedding gown

verse 2:

bleeding out, run to trees for cover
shaking breath, baby cries for mother

snowswept grass, stained scarlett colors
now baby waits, hidden from the hunter


chorus:

do you love me now?

now that i’ve gunned you down?

dress the carcass down

a crimson wedding gown

x2

theseheavyhands - HHGGMMWW

walk round town with my head down, so far gone i forgot to look both ways
they don’t know my name
they don’t know i’m nothing

see ur name on my phone, fuck that shit i’ll call back when the time comes
tryna hide my shame
tryna prove im something

can’t backtrack now it’s too late
cut my ties, on my soul i can’t be saved
i’ve dug my grave
you know i can’t stay

i ain’t been the same since you left
so hung up, fuck trying my best
can’t feel my face
no i can’t feel nothing

i think i’m rotting to the core
it’s just me and myself
don’t need nobody else

i’ll shed my blood until i’m sore
feel my heart start pumping
watch my blood start running

somebodies knocking at the door
i can’t find my place
can’t seem to function

my feet are falling through the floor
this shits like quicksand
but nobody grabbed my hand 

walk round town with my head down, so far gone i forgot to look both ways
ive dug my grave
you know i’m nothing

see ur name on my phone, fuck that shit i’ll call back when the time comes
cant hide my shame
cant prove im something

twenty one

DethTech

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