this is real but I'm younger😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

PIECE OF CHEESE IM GOING TO CRY

(sic)

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

21 demo

uhhh

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girl's looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm schtewpid
like i'm new to this
like i won't do shit
i know i can't trust you
leave me in a ditch 'til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never-ending
unload the clip until it's empty

all my so-called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed-off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah, sure, like i guess, maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

twenty one

it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

took a lot of inspiration from early sunsets over monroeville so if u wanna say i plagiarised then yes i did

lyrics:

what
what am i doing here?
same 4 walls again
stuck in sidelines and it kills me
maybe you'll free me then we can

do it again
and we can go back home
you were my friend
now you're my phone girl

oh i can't breathe in here

but
angels are giving you something for nothing
would be a waste if it turned into loving
with you
i'm not the type to tell you what to do
i know the shit you went through
when you saved my life
would you become my wife
and then
we can stay lost forever
stay lost forever
it's something to do

la la la la la la la

no
it'll be alright
it's alright
it's alright

Phone Girl

Maybe my favorite song by c9k, so good I had to cover it. 

Lyrics:

No I don't have an answer
To all your lonely nights
But I know this ain't it
Swiping left right left right left right
This is what we've been reduced to
Give ourselves away for free
But it only soothes the symptoms
Temporary company

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

This ain't no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
If you found happiness within you
Not inside someone else
You might say that I'm bitter
Might be correct as well
But I must pose the question
Are you happy ask yourself

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Now they're tryna figure out
Without being impolite
How to say they must be going
They got other plans tonight
They say "call when you get home
Cause that shit was really nice
We can do it anytime"
Maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
Just a Sunday afternoon
Where two lonely people met
And they licked each others wounds
It's a self sustaining cycle
Such a pitiful pursuit

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy (Cyborg9k Cover)

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

small song i came up with 

lyrics:
when i wake up
i think abt her
i dont need drugs
i just need her hugs 
her pretty hair is long and luscious and	
shes so cute oh my god

its kinda funny
how much i like her
i stalked her twitter
yet again

shes posting pics
shes posting with another guy
but shes so cute oh my god

on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
shes a beam
in my ears
her voice rings
in my heart 
i feel pain
on my mind 
she stays there
in my dreams 
ill see her
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god
and shes so cute oh my god
and she hates me what the fuck
shes so cute oh my god

shes so cute oh my god

	
Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.

For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times?

Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven.







Matthew 18:18-22
King James Bible

I am pure from my sin?

Until seventy times seven.

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

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twenty one

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