you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

Wasting My Time

DOA demo

LDAR demo

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

obligatory birthday cover

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

so slow down
im on my own now
stuck in this dead town
theres no way out
dont know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
im somewhere i dont belong

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

The fury of battle, the pain of loss, and a scream from the depths of your soul...
Every note is a rebellion, every word is a grievance. This track is for those who
carry broken hearts.

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Never Again

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

giving up and getting stoned again
it’s too much effort to crawl out of bed
I’ll do it tomorrow or not at all
why’s everything gotta be so fucking hard

I can’t stand being alone
but I hate other people even more
showing my dick off to girls online
nobody gives a shit and then you die

Wasting My Time

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