feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

trolling myself :p

can you tell me how i got here?
why is every question answered unclear?

it's all so blurry i don't see where i went wrong
now i'm so tired i can barely sing these songs
so what do you do when your skin's turning blue?
when do you give up and realise you're fucking screwed?
i'm running out of time
i feel too weak to try
there comes a point when we all lay down and die

slowly fade away into an early grave
the peace we crave is seconds away
in the cold on my own
this hell is my new home
down here we all decompose

i need to lie down
so turn the lights out
leave me here to rot alone
let me forget all the lies that you have sewn
'cause doing nothing has just bored me to tears
to move on i must accept my fears

we're crashing and burning
we're dying, not learning
we fell too far

slowly fade away into an early grave
the peace we crave is seconds away
in the cold on my own
this hell is my new home
down here we all decompose

i'm running out of time
i feel too weak to try
there comes a point when we all lay down and die

welcome to foldworld, kid

pov you will never be @dethtech

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girls looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm stupid
like i'm new to this
like i wont do shit
i know i cant trust you
leave me in a ditch til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never ending
unload the clip until its empty

all my so called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah sure like i guess maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

nothin 2 me

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

Misery ft DethTech

Chaotic

Desire turned toxic — the beauty and pain of surrender.

Venom in my veins

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt