feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

it feels like i'm running out of time
i'm behind everyone in my life
i wasted all my fucking years
now thinking brings me to tears

i'm stuck here sitting on my own
whining into my microphone
i don't leave my house anymore
and i don't fucking care at all

i fucking hate myself
i got no friends and no one else

everyone hates me
no one seems to care
i don't even know
life without despair
why am i still here
why do i live on
i'm just some retard
with no one to call on

hate myself

Lessthanthree

Damaged

Listen on spotify :3 https://open.spotify.com/album/7i9IAqXbv2Nk9wbFg5lhmj?si=-yyl_pZfS5eKNVjNEz3dlA

Lyrics: 

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh I bet you feel like a big player
It's all fucked so you make yourself a slayer 
It's not punk rock, nor is it really cool
To be a kid in an ice cream shop
A goddamn fucking fool

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

Fuck!
Repent your sins now
Repent, repent, repent, repent 

You can call me trad I think it's pretty rad 
Porn sickness got you mad? Oh so very sad
Collecting coochie like they're medals not gonna do you any good 
I bet it's real fun to finally be understood 
Oh honey, I think that you've got it all wrong 
If it was your sister or your mom you wouldn't be acting so strong...


Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget that 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

$tup1d M4nwh0r3

killing floor

nothin 2 me

substance abuse

“Somnolent” closes the album like a fever dream. Vaelrix narrates from a watchtower of ashes, wrestling with addiction and survival guilt, ending in a desperate plea to wake up.

Somnolent

The Meg Hits

Lyrics:

In tiefster Nacht, wo Schatten zieh'n,
Ein kalter Wind lässt Herzen glühn.
Dämonen und Engel steh'n bereit,
Für einen Kampf in Ewigkeit.

Feuer brennt so heiß und klar,
Der Donner rollt, die Erde bebt, das Leben rar!
Seelen schreien ihren Schmerz hinaus,
Ein Blitz zerreißt die dunkle Nacht, oh Graus!

Verlorne Hoffnung, blinde Wut,
Ein Schicksalskampf, so bitter so viel Blut.
Die Klingen kreuzen sich mit Macht,
Im Höllenfeuer, dunkler Nacht.

Feuer brennt so heiß und klar,
Der Donner rollt, die Erde bebt, das Leben rar!
Seelen schreien ihren Schmerz hinaus,
Ein Blitz zerreißt die dunkle Nacht, oh Graus!

Durch Qual und Pein, kein Entkommen,
Die Schlacht tobt weiter, bis zum Morgen.

Feuer brennt so heiß und klar,
Der Donner rollt, die Erde bebt, das leben rar!
Seelen schreien ihren Schmerz hinaus,
Ein Blitz zerreißt die dunkle Nacht, oh Graus!

Kampf... Feuer... Blitz... und Donnerhall!
Die Seelen fliegen, überall!

Damaged

DethTwink