EpicTech

sociallyinept

DEATHTECH

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brrrrrr

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

mix &master: @xxsyris

rip out all
ur gutz
i'm gonna
rip them out

ARR
can't get u outta my head
i want u in my bed
i want to hold ur hand
i know u never cared
i'm just ur little slut
marked up w all these cutz
i'm messed up in the head
i want u in my bed
i want 2 be ur bitch
they're gunna find you in a ditch
with ur body chopped up into little pieces
gonna find yu in a diiitch

i dnt care when ur friends
say that i'm crazy
cuz we can just pretendz
ur still my baby

i wrap my wrists in red
rip out all ur gutz
im gonna leave them spread
out on the pavement
im gonna lock u up
in my basement
(yoonbum!)

lemme kiss your neck
and i bite big chunks out
feel the blood run down
my prtty lil pout
my prtty lill pout

i love the way yu scream
when i rip out ur throat
i poison ur bloodstream
there is no antidote
all i wanted was to be in ur bed that night
but i guess i can't cuz
i'm just a crazy bitch right?

throw me up against the wall
hold me up by my thighs
cover my mouth cnt hear any of my cries
fuck me
fill my gutz
until they erupt
fill me up

i don't care when ur friends
say that i'm crazy
cuz we can just pretendz
ur still my baby

i wrap my wrists in red
rip out all ur gutz
im gonna leave them spread
out on the pavement
im gonna lock u up
in my basement
(yoonbum!)

lemme kiss your neck
and i bite big chunks out
feel the blood run down
my prtty lil pout

i'm playing in his gutz
playing in his gutz

korpsebunny - rip out ur gutz

Nevada

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

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PROD. SEMATARY

I HAIL THE NIGHTTTT 🌑🦌

HAUNTED MOUND 2021

SEMATARY- I HAIL THE NIGHT (RB3 VERSION)

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

Lessthanthree

Damaged

lyrics:
i got a text from you
it said meet me where the spirits do
at the graveyard with you

cause she likes goblins and witches couldnt stop us
from brewing potions of love 

but the creatures of the night unravel mystery
necromance her back to life so shes here with me

graveyard

m1ss y0u

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

Im trying so hard to get you off my mind
I hate that I'm like this I do this all the time 
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
Because I hate that I'm like this
Took me a whole year to get behind this
I don't understand why you want me but can't stand it
I don't really know if my heart can take this damage
So I'll try again
Try to fall in love again
Just another girl you can't be my girlfriend
You'll say I play you just like you always did
I know I'm such an asshole I'm stuck in my head

She in LA she driving me crazy
It's the first time I felt it ever since she left me
I want her to myself cause I really think she likes me
It don't make sense cause she don't even know me

All the stage lights flashing in your eyes you look amazing
Give me one chance and I would take
Do this all for you I won't fake it
I know somehow we gon make it

Im trying so hard to get you off my mind
I hate that I'm like this I do this all the time 
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
You're ruunning around in circles fogging up my mind
Because I hate that I'm like this
Took me a whole year to get behind this
I don't understand why you want me but can't stand it
I don't really know if my heart can take this damage
So I'll try again
Try to fall in love again
Just another girl you can't be my girlfriend
You'll say I play you just like you always did
I know I'm such an asshole I'm stuck in my head

TEAM EDWARD [PROD DIKLORDEFENIL X TAKIZAVA]

MIXED BY DYLAN KIM
MASTERED BY DYLAN KIM & ROMAN LUNA
ARWORK BY ROMAN LUNA

LIGHTS ON PAPER (PROD. BROBAK)

All We Know Is Falling

Brighter

Bones - Thunder

Gustav Ahr's Album

Horse Head, Lil Peep, & Lil Tracy - Last Fall (prod. Nedarb)

im so tired

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Meeting of the Waters

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

i'm not sure that i exist
never took any shots, so i never missed
this vacant feeling persists
i can't take living like this
staring at my screen is my only routine
i don't know where i've been since i turned sixteen

no friends to who i can confide
i'm not dead, but i don't feel alive
i never seem to have the time
spending all of my days online
wishing i had someone here to talk to
i've been forgotten by everybody i knew

i'm falling away, further everyday
i got lost trying to find my way
losing my grip on reality
another victim of a self induced tragedy

feel like i'm gonna black out
stuck in this game, i wanna back out
i can't continue without someone to lessen my doubt

Damaged

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