Wish we could go back in time
Maybe things would turn out differently
I made you mine
But in this life something’s aren’t always meant to be
I got a crush
I see where we went wrong now
I had to rush
I got some problems that I really need to sort out
When I said I love you, just know I truly mean that
Touching on my body, girl you make me feel so seen yeah
I’m not perfect but I try my best, yeah I promise
Longing, crying in my bed way too often

Never saw eye to eye, maybe in another life
All I ever wanted was to know what’s really on your mind
I know you’re hurting
Well I’m hurting too
Girl I’m hurting
Cause it can’t be you..

And that’s the truth and we know it
Tried our best to make it work
And instead we fall
Want both of us to be happy yeah I swear that’s all I want
It’s gonna hurt so bad, but we need to move on

Maybe we’ll cross paths again, I hope we really change
Wonder if we’ll cry again, when we see our faces
Baby just take it slow, it’s not a race
I believe in you, you’ll be okay

Wish we could go back in time
Maybe things would turn out differently
I made you mine
But in this life something’s aren’t always meant to be
I got a crush
I see where we went wrong now
I had to rush
I got some problems that I really need to sort out
When I said I love you, just know I truly mean that
Touching on my body, girl you make me feel so seen yeah
I’m not perfect but I try my best, yeah I promise
Longing, crying in my bed way too often

rush (saeyxng)

www.instagram.com/loathefuls/

@@jun12s  

can you see me 
cause i can’t see myself
can you hear me
cause i don’t wanna be by myself
heard you got some problems 
don’t keep it undercover
and you find a way to sort it
here comes another
i’m moving in circles 
i’m walking a tightrope 
when i can’t control the things in my life

but don’t be running out on me this time
girl i just want you to hit my line
cause i’m scared 
and i’m starting to see all these signs
girl you don’t run from me
baby you don’t gotta hide
girl i promise i’ll stay by your side
i know these times are not so pleasant 
don’t ever have me guessing
cause i trust you with my life

i swear your love is such a blessing
and girl i’m gonna need it all the time
girl i need you i need nobody else
when i’m without you i keep to myself
and when i’m alone
i write all my wrongs
and it gets too quiet
the silence too long

and i feel what you feel
yea these feelings alive
no these feelings are real

can you see me 
cause i can’t see myself
can you hear me
cause i don’t wanna be by myself

this time (candle)

prod @emotionals
mix/master @yyuskee

Girl hit me up on my line
Told you that I don't got time
Tell me oh why do you lie?
All the time
All the time
Don't know why I should deal with ya
Say that you love me
But why should I trust ya?
Getting that money
Yeah, it don't mean nothing
Would you die for me?
'cause I would die for ya

The only one I can trust fully
Resides deep within myself
Gotta harbor it, gotta cultivate
All these others to myself, they're all fake

Once I set this in stone, I'm reborn
My soul, like a phoenix, it soars
I can fly so high or go glide so low
And I'll still synchronize: only Those Who Know

Immolated by this 'llumination 
We found our calling, our fated vocation
Probabilistic existence, a recurrent rotation
Can't be too attached, gone with the wind fragrance

Gonna go 100 percent
All the time, have no space for anything (else)
Live my life to its best descent

Girl hit me up on my line
Told you that I don't got time
Tell me oh why do you lie?
All the time
All the time
Don't know why I should deal with ya
Say that you love me
But why should I trust ya?
Getting that money
Yeah, it don't mean nothing
Would you die for me?
'cause I would die for ya

No I cannot fold yet—still going
So many treasures buried deep within—I keep on learning about myself

all the time ft. yuske prod. emotionals

No visuals for now

This track will be part of my new album, dropping on 05/12/25!!

LYRICS:
Cus i could give you pretty romance and more than you’ll ever need
If you want it you can have it, girl you’re everything to me
From the morning to the sunset would you be right next to me
Who you are now is so perfect you don't have to change a thing

I'll keep on trying
To make you believe
That you're somebody
Who is worth loving
My heart is shining
When you're here with me
These fragrant feelings
They'll give us our wings

I won't say
Imma ask you out but it won't be a date
Just say
What you wanna do I would be A okay 
Let's play
Let yourself loose don't really gotta save no face
I'll pay 
Everything you want is all on me today 

Can u even smell our flowers’ bloom 
Do u even know that I think of you
Did I ever really mean a thing to you
I hope that whatever you say's the truth
Cus I will always believe in you
So tell me if you feel the same way too 

I'm so glad I met you
Cus you made me feel special
I'm so glad we came through 
And became something special 

More than Fragrant (prod. HIK4RI)

Oct 2025 pt.1:
1. Sunsuu n me
2. Symelz n me
3. Symelz n me
4. 1plugsoon n me
5. Spaceboyry n me
6. Me 
7. Sunsuu n me
8. Symelz n me
9. Spaceboyry n me
10. Me

Oct 2025 pt.1 w/ @1sunsuu, @symelz, @1plugsoon, @spaceboyry

wish i had u pt2 (nassim)

@jannahsent 

pick me up
pick me up
babe im falling
pick me up
your love is a drug
all i hear silence am i enough
all i hear is sirens tell me im the one
she fall in my arms
we out after dark
we staring at the stars
she kissin on my scars
emo bitch like xd rawr
rock out my guitar
getting fried i hit the cart

she got blood on herr fangs (rage flow lol)
yea im rotting watch me decayy
i know im distant but pls stay
yea i wnna fly far away
x2

pickmeup (jannah)

save me + emotionals ( sochi + kurchev24 )

@@symelz  @@tkoshyne  @@1yungsouljah

and a fuck boy make no sense
kicking my feet up i’m up in that pent
got blicks on blicks just stand down
you trying so hard to stand out
flipping the whip that's a man down
i'm counting bands till i can't now
philip plein belt on my pants now
rocket on me giving tans now
that boy is fucked if he don't gotta plan now
i love my bitch i got it planned out
stick too hot i gotta turn the fan on
she riding me like phantom ganon
feel like hakeem wit my money i stand on $$
did off the dome i don't need no pen yea
diary queen yea she hold my hand now
i ain't doing no handout
and he tryna go up but he can't run a band now
he get smoked he get put on a banner
and my green big just like banner
i eat her up i don't got no manners
step in this bitch uh stunta
too cold run up a bag santa
fucked in the stu i'm sipping fanta 
my bit prettier than kylie jenner
mopping that boy up like i'm a janitor
take you to saks spending my jans yea
if they wanna hopscotch pop out wit gens yea

and a fuck boy make no sense
kicking my feet up i’m up in that pent
got blicks on blicks just stand down
you trying so hard to stand out
flipping the whip that's a man down
i'm counting bands till i can't now
philip plein belt on my pants now
rocket on me giving tans now
that boy is fucked if he don't gotta plan now
i love my bitch i got it planned out
stick too hot i gotta turn the fan on
she riding me like phantom ganon
feel like hakeem wit my money i stand on $$
did off the dome i don't need no pen yea
diary queen yea she hold my hand now

till i can't now (symelz + yungsouljah + tkoshyne)

produced by strscream

lyrics-
@peiflowy
way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up.

way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up.

@boomy_4
Drinking till I black out
Wondering where you at now
Talking to myself
As you’re screaming in the background
Tired of all the fights yeah I know were not alright
Tears falling down almost every single night 

You said you’d be always be by my side
These drugs inside they’re messing with my mind
shown you love but all you’ve got are lies
The memories gone they’re burning by the fire

@peiflowy
way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up,
I'm really outta clues,
I thought it was me and you,
you came to fuck the mood,
I'm thinking what to do,
I swear that I've been here before,
Do not climb these ropes,
guess it's time to let things go...


rollin up (@strscream)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Producers: @flojy and @rainn_god

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I can’t hear anything you wanna say
I wanna die I think I just may
I fucked up the moment I said hey 
Stuck in my bed forever all day
I wanted our love to last 
You made sure you had the last laugh
Bought a Beamer and I crashed I crashed I crashed

[Verse]
You thought our love was a game what a shame 
You thought it was all hate don’t blame me
Now getting high is the only option I see
Whenever I’m with you I could never breathe
I gave you my heart just to be played with 
You cast a spell on me like a witch you bitch 
Thought it was love but turned to a curse turned for the worst leave me in a hearse
Leave me so you don’t have to see me again
Thought you were the one but not even a friend
I can’t pretend I wanna end never lend
My heart again just to break at the end
Leave me so that I can have some peace you left me in pieces I can’t do this
My life ain’t for you not for you
I crashed I crashed cause of you
Let me just last get me through

Crashed (prod. flojy + rainn god)

Doing this for fun
hmu if you wanna work 
discord: devsonic123