Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Produced by Matt Beats (https://www.youtube.com/@MattBeats1.)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna hit
All night this ecstasy 
At night I talk in my sleep and say
That I’m better of without anyone else with me
This weather devours no one else but me

[Chorus]
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna make it full of drugs and drinking all night
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna find true love or constantly fight
These demons in my mind
They make me overthink and I see signs 
About my future and how I will die
My whole head filled with these dark lies

[Verse 2]
I’ve been tryna get out of the zone of fear
I think I just need someone to hear me out 
Venting my brain my thoughts and my doubts
I need someone that does not care about what I say
I need someone that knows me fully and not far away
I need someone that I know will stay 
Think the answer to that is only me
I can’t stand anyone else
I just wanna spend time with myself

Uptome (prod.mattbeats)

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