www.instagram.com/loathefuls/

@@okmax @@yaoicat

sipping on tonic got me fucked up
and i keep a switch on me i keep it tucked bra
i'm just tryna fuck i don't need your love yea
just like life i been moving on
get the fuck out my zone
drop the top on the whip it's flown
steal my tone why you tryna be a clone
more to the eye than you've ever known
i got more bread than i've ever shown

stroll up in this bitch with my balmain jeans on 
she tryna hit my phone that bit left on seen yea
walk up in this bitch and i'm with my tream yea 
sipping on tonic got me fucked up
and i keep a switch on me i keep it tucked bra
i'm just tryna fuck i don't need your love yea
just like life i been moving on
get the fuck out my zone
drop the top on the whip it's flown
steal my tone why you tryna be a clone
more to the eye than you've ever known
i got more bread than i've ever shown

more to the eye than you've ever known
i got more bread than i've ever shown

moving on (okmax + hazel)

@senojvv

(Sometimes, sometimes baby sometimes)

Baby can you hold me closely 
til I feel alright 
I know you hurting but bae 
I just cannot see you cry
I watched you run from it
Come lay inside my arms
I dug a grave for us
So we could watch the stars (x2)

(Sometimes baby sometimes)x2
I hope we could work this shit out
I wish to go back to when
Back when we had it all
(Back when we had it all)
And I know that you want it bad
But I keep running from you
You ask me not to go
But I keep changing my mind 
Cuz it’s so hard to let go
(It’s so hard to let go)

Baby can you hold me closely 
til I feel alright 
I know you hurting but bae 
I just cannot see you cry
I watched you run from it
Come lay inside my arms
I dug a grave for us
So we could watch the stars (x2)

And you could tell me every secret 
I won’t tell nobody 
Like are we moving too fast
(Are we moving too fast)
Can you turn up that song
That I always sing to you
Wherever you go I’ll go I’ll go
Wherever you go I’ll go I’ll go
Baby sometimes (x3)

Baby can you hold me closely 
til I feel alright 
I know you hurting but bae 
I just cannot see you cry
I watched you run from it
Come lay inside my arms
I dug a grave for us
So we could watch the stars (x2)

sometimes (senoj)

TO THE END OF THE PIER(1)

I'm js gon Jugg w Nicky[+Neonmaid]

Imashowusum w Nicky[+Frey]

@dev-patel-107290802
@cardinalsaflame
@luc3nt

lyrics:

@sobusan
nike techが大好き 
herを抱きしめたい
とても彼女が欲しい
didnt mean to leave her cryin

damn i pull up wit a tec
yea i pull up wit fyne shyt
元気になりたいよね？
dont be like me i aint shi

役に立つものは何もない
路上では難しいso i keep a nine on me
damn i hop out wit yoshino yea we always tote a piece
cut me up so bad肌は見えない

来世はあるのだろう
feel like da goat, do what i want dey follow
今ここにはいないだろう
終わらせることができなかったよ

play wit my heart, my heart, not again
i remembered da days, we were friends

@dev-patel-107290802
Were we ever friends
Or was it all pretend
Did we wanna make it end
Did you forget to hit send
Texts been left on read
Don't try to defend
You made me see red
Now I know your fake
All you do is take
Made me wanna hate
You can't fix me now it's too late
Why did I date 
I don't feel great
I'm gonna die at this rate
Yeah you wanna leave
Lying through your teeth
I can't breath
But you didn't let me
We are not meant for love
We broke our trust
It was all lust
Now let's adjust and
Leave and turn it to dust

would u remember me w/ dev (cardinal + luc3nt)

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

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@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

mess (og)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

@prodtrashboat
@bxxngan
lyrics:

baby yea my head gone
グールを見た
are u seein sumone?
疎外感感じた

狂いそうだ
骨を折った
信じますか？
baby i js wanna run

leave me in december
will u remember?
電話に出られなかったcuz my head hurts

damn im losin focus
left me wit a poor taste
tore me up i hate it

プレイしているゲームが嫌
何が起こっているのか分からない
damn my skin rottin away js to watch da time
今呪われているdats dat suicide

プレイしているゲームが嫌
何が起こっているのか分からない
damn my skin rottin away js to watch da time
今呪われているdats dat suicide

i cannot heal
bae whats da deal
本当に堕天使か？
cuz i cannot feel

baby why u here
babe im dead im fear

love me forever, grab my corpse
hop out dat gle drivin like a horse
誰からも見捨てられたit aint my choice
一緒にいてくれませんか、lets not make it worse

leave me in december
will u remember?
電話に出られなかったcuz my head hurts

damn im losin focus
left me wit a poor taste
tore me up i hate it

ur my fallen angel

fallen angel (trashboat + bxxngan)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Produced by Matt Beats (https://www.youtube.com/@MattBeats1.)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna hit
All night this ecstasy 
At night I talk in my sleep and say
That I’m better of without anyone else with me
This weather devours no one else but me

[Chorus]
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna make it full of drugs and drinking all night
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna find true love or constantly fight
These demons in my mind
They make me overthink and I see signs 
About my future and how I will die
My whole head filled with these dark lies

[Verse 2]
I’ve been tryna get out of the zone of fear
I think I just need someone to hear me out 
Venting my brain my thoughts and my doubts
I need someone that does not care about what I say
I need someone that knows me fully and not far away
I need someone that I know will stay 
Think the answer to that is only me
I can’t stand anyone else
I just wanna spend time with myself

Uptome (prod.mattbeats)

Doing this for fun
hmu if you wanna work 
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