4am  - I H8 Life (prod 4am)

Instinct

Instinct w/ veezuh (souls1)

prod @counterxo
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lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

i just wanted you to be mine (counter)

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more than friends w/ frendi + counter + veezuh [ jayysoul x revenant ]

w/ @hibradn 
prod. @yokulol

lyrics:

did i do something wrong
they wont pick up my calls
they hate it when we talk
then say you dont need that x2

i dont wanna be 
the kind of person you are
don't u think
u might've took this too far
only if i could go
back to the start
and make sure
this never happened 

@hibradn:

now you always
talking shit
on my dick
talking bout 
you wish it never happened
it never happened

and like a glass sheet
under pressure
we are always cracking

hold up
i might just have a break down
i shouldve fuckin layed down
i'll lay here with my face down
i think i need a break now x2

never happened w/ hibradn (yoku)

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - takuori
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call
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@NubieLovesMe
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And I'm not saying
That you're saying
That I'm wrong
Cut my chains
Feel this pain inside my heart
Who's to say that you're meant to be alone
Feelings change
But I wanna keep you close
And all those memories
Girl I hope you 'member those
I took another pill
I pray to God I overdose
You're feeling sick of yourself
You feel like running off
I hope you know you're enough
I'll give you my life tulip
And I just hope you know that I love you so much
I love the words that you're saying
I'm missing your touch
I'll kiss on your cuts
I'm speaking your tears
I'll sing for your heart
I just wish that you were here
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Soapia
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Can you see the pain when you look in my eyes
I'm sorry that I'm like this, I wanna apologize
Crying in your arms and you don't realize
To tell you how I feel, I wish I could, why do i try?
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I try to breathe but everything hurts
It's so fucked up, I don't know what you heard
I try to think now but I know it wont stop
I know I'll wake up the second that you call

bring yo ass back !

dev0 ☆