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Best Of DemonMade

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2o0E5WRgCk7uIl41Symy4E
sad boy vibes upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWVlSgY-qcM&t=0s

prod: @hxrxkiller
mix/master: @triloquistog
artwork: @brendankush

Lyrics:
x2
i've got, a cup full of hennesy 
and a world full of enemies
i'm my, own worst enemy 
erase the memory
erase the memory

show me the inside show me the out
tell me the last thing that we fought about
bet it was something that came out my mouth
packing up, i'm leaving town
no goodbyes, tears drippin down

you know all the all pain i've been through
you know in my dreams i see you

you are my mistake
heart stabbed with a stake
throw the body in the lake 
crime committed without a trace

dirty thoughts wrapped around my head
do you wanna hang with me or with her instead
diamonds cuts glass and i bleed red
pleading for a last wish, i've been dead

baby i can make things right
just give me the green light
i'm not telling you how to feel
just tell me is this real
is this the real deal

x2
i've got, a cup full of hennesy 
and a world full of enemies
i'm my, own worst enemy 
erase the memory
erase the memory

Erase The Memory

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

[Verse]
Thought that it was love
How could I be so blind?
In love with a ghost
who never looked into my eyes
never looked into my eyes
All my efforts to let you love me for once
All the times that I've seen you with someone
Else hanging around or falling in love
Bringing me down but I can't let you go
I know you probably hate me
or you may already forgot me 
whatever people say
Shawty, they'll never stop me
Wrote a lot of songs to you 
But you don't even care 

[Chorus]
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love
I took my pain and turned it to apathy
I took your name and engraved it into my heart
I took your voice and turned it to melody
I took your lies and thought that it was love

STREAM

apathy [prod. metlast]

LYRICS:

Know it’s coming, but you’re never knowing when,
Who the fuck you gonna lose? Maybe family or a friend,
Maybe someone that you love, even if you’ve never met,
We can feel it when it’s real, we can see when it’s pretend, yeah.

Everybody’s got a story they can share,
Everybody’s knowing loss, know the feeling isn’t rare,
Know that shit’s a part of life and nobody gets spared,
Everybody gets scared like nobody’s gonna care for them,
Got my brothers and I love them, they’re my buddies,
Some will still be chilling with me, others looking down above me,
Know I got them all around, even when I’m feeling cruddy,
Try to pull me out the dirt, even when I’m down and muddy in it,
They can see where I go, where I’ve been,
They can see my good deeds, they can see my past sins,
Everybody all around, they can see I’m all in,
Help me see the finish line when I feel I can’t win shit,
I’ve had a few close brothers that I’ve lost,
Made me change a whole lot, but it came at what cost?
Everything that I achieve, every battle that I’ve fought,
Know my people sticking with me ‘cause I keep them in my thoughts, yeah.
In ’09, I lost brother number one,
In the blink of an eye to a fuck with a gun,
I was doing dumb shit, but I had to be done,
‘Cause I knew my fucking brother wouldn’t want me to succumb to it,
A couple years passed by, no more getting high,
Knew I had to find a better way for me to live my life,
And everything was getting better till I got the news,
I lost another best friend, brother number two,
We were just about to do a few songs,
What the fuck is going on?
Why does shit be going wrong?
Had to see a few things no one ever wants to see,
Rest in peace to my brother, put his picture on a tree there,
It fucked with everything I thought I’d been learning,
It made me paranoid and I turned into a hermit,
I couldn’t go outside, I was too damn afraid,
Been a slave to my mind, in my house I’ma stay,
For another two years, now brother number three,
Hadn’t seen him in awhile, but we spoke frequently,
Told me he was doing well, feeling good, going clean,
Then I got the fucking call that my brother OD’ed,
Now why the fuck does this shit keep on happening?
I pick myself and then I’m thrown on my back again,
Depression’s been at bay and then it’s on the attack again,
The shit’s hurting worse than anyone could be imagining,
Except, a lot people gonna be feeling it,
It’s only up to us on how we cope and how we deal with it,
Talking so much, but now it’s gotta be shown,
Let them know that you’re there and that they’ll never be alone here,
Don’t hate if we choose to believe,
That there’s more to a life than the mind can perceive,
I can think about you, you could think about me,
Just breathe, the first step to set your mind free here,
And I know my loved ones stuck around,
Still feel them in my heart from sunup to sundown,
And I’m not the only one, know that you feel it too,
‘Cause you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you.

Know the power’s in you,
Know the powers in you,
Know the power’s in you,
Said you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you, yeah.

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STICK AROUND (prod. bearded legend)

music video: https://youtu.be/n4sWulmLDPo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwdGPE1V6wg

Produced by Yago

IT'S GONNA BE AN ENDLESS NIGHT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
"iluvtora"

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Bridge]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Verse]
and now im getting high
drinking doesn't help
either way im in the sky
i wanna stay outside
it's gonna be an endless night
yeah under the moonlight

i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
i wish you called me back today
but i don't wanna fight so its okay
wish me luck imma die in piece
can you take my heart and come with me
i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

i can show u all my pain that im fighting
my inner peace is what im finding

[Pre-Chorus]
i'm running out of time
im stuck inside my head
you make me feel alive
i won't sleep until im dead
i wanna feel your touch just one more time
i just want your love, you don't care about mine

[Pre-Chorus]
shit is getting hard i hope you know i'll never comeback
youre always on my mind and all i see is fucking flashbacks
i think its getting late but if u leave its gonna kill me
it's gonna kill me...

[Chorus]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

[Outro]
id rather kill myself 
in my best outfit
lost my mind but i found it
pain grows faster in silence
pain grows faster in silence

music video

killing myself in my best outfit (prod. Yago)

Spotify

How Do You Feel, Cause I Don't (Prod . TNVR)

good days w/ EmberLast [prod. rinne]

Far away from home

Dark Of The Night W/ Robstar(prod. smokerose)

All Night (prod. ERLAX)

The Last Song About You (prod . Yunny Goldz)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

Dark Of The Night W/ Robstar(prod. smokerose)

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