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MVNTRA - MOUNT MERU - DARI LOSO

OFFICIAL VIDEO 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7FOXjzlcTo
@6thsithlord
@ct6000
Sample used: Trench by Xavier Wulf x Bones

VERSE 1:
Why does wrong just feel so right and
Why is doing right just wrong
Trapped inside this pain can't get away
This shit is way to strong
Like these potent trees 
I be puffin on steady leaves
THC within my body 
But it ain't the only thing
Triple 6 is what i'm chanting
While I slit my wrist nd bleed
I just hate my fuckin life
I wish that I can go and leave
But the frequency's within my mind
Just telling me don't leave
Cause my so called family
Just want's me to be at peace
But the only piece i'm holding 
Shoots out bullets into my head
I wanna be dead put the crucifix
Right by bed light some candles let me rest
I just wanna fuckin die
Said I just wanna fuckin die.......

Verse 2:
Staring into a black abyss
My vision turns into darkness
Grippin the glock then I cock it
Spillin my brains on the carpet 
Staring into a black abyss
My vision turns into darkness
Grippin the glock then I cock it
Spillin my brains on the carpet 
I lost my brother nd I lost my soul
Nigga I don't even wanna fuckin live no mo
Just slit my throat nd
Put me in a hole
Decay in the dirt 
Let the bugs eat me whole
I'm fuckin up in life but I can't let go
Momma always told me don't lose control
But tonight I think i'ma blow
I think i'ma blow
I think i'ma blowwwww
Out on the street
It's late af
Lookin for some trouble 
So i'm tryna get buck
Pass me the goose 
I'm tryna get loose
Getting fucked up 
Till i'm hanging by a noose
Out in my cave hell yeah i'm fucked
Lookin for some xannys so i'm tryna feel numb
You can call me dumb but I don't give a fuck
I just hate my life my nigga so what... 




A $ith Lord Production

Kill Me [prod.$ithLord]

ASTRAL TRAP - TROPICANA

LYRICS:

a nigga really wanna end his life , 
and i been struggling for weeks just feel to alright , 
somewhat content with everything that's been in my sight , 
things getting dimmer lately drifting further from that light , 
but i'm cool tho , 
and yeah i'm still acting like a fool hoe , 
tell me what the fuck you pack that tool fo' , 
still misunderstood hoe , 
guess that's why i dropped outta school tho , 
suicidal thoughts went from minor straight to full blown , 
can't blame you if you don't see shit the way i see it , 
i let it go and just keep being the way i'm being , 
im dreaming , 
things lose value and all it's meaning , 
i gotta watch my back cuz these niggas stay fuckin schemin , 
im feelin isolated , 
don't got no team an , 
everything is bland , 
i can't find no fuckin reason , 
to get out of bed , 
im stuck in my head , 
pop two in my chest , 
cuz as of lately i'd just rather be dead , 
and i ain't weak bitch , 
it's hard to make it through the weekend , 
it's pretty fucking sad seeing my old homies tweaking , 
and tell me why i feel like i ain't ever gonna make it , 
and why i got homies picturing my girl naked ? 
i'm trippin , 
it's nothin but lessons while i been livin , 
i've got scars on my wrist but i keep that shit hidden , 
ive faced it , 
this world just feels so fuckin tasteless , 
so if you wondering that's how my mutha fuckin days been 
my day's spent , 
wondering why i've stayed bent , 
i hate the fact that i can't even really change shit , 
i'm tainted , 
feelin like my souls been taken , 
ain't feelin happy lately , 
why the fuck i gotta fake it ? 
life standards , 
nah i can't meet em i can't stand it , 
and lately in my life i don't know what might happen , 
i'm trapped in , 
i hate that i'm so fucking stagnant , 
look into my face a man that's shattered in a thousand fragments

1,000 PIECES OF BROKEN GLASS [prod. by LEWIS PARKER]

LYRICS :

everyday i wake up and i wanna die , 
things change life's shattered and i wonder why , 
wrists scarred can't explain how i feel inside , 
all this achin , my heart cant take it , 
can i go back to how i used to feel before , 
constantly picking myself off the bathroom floor , 
i've been too busy just trying to stay afloat , 
trying to stay above water the pain got me weakened , 
all these bars got me stuck i'm not speakin , 
have no appetite so i'm not eatin , 
you got god , 
i've nothin to believe in , 
cut me down until , 
i'm nothin you recognize, 
i'll swallow all of your lies on , 
how i'll be fine to night oh been stuck in mud , 
can't figure out if i wanna live this life , 
do i wanna keep going and livin a lie , 
stressing out close my eyes as i start to cry , 
hate the world , 
fuck people, 
i been cuttin ties 

oh today , 

has been the worst 

please go away , 

smokin it all away , 
i been chasin shit that ain't worth chasin , 
been my own life - im hatin , 
drown me inside that lake i , 
been tired of all the fakin , 

bones decay , 

someone please take me home today

DIE TONIGHT [prod. DRXWN]

I DONT HAVE TIME TO POST THE LYRICS BUT LYRICS COMING SOON!!!!

WHERE MY MIND WENT? [prod. by AYDRAYY]

HowDidIGetHere (Prod. The Virus and Antidote)

ARACHNOPHOBIA / PUSSY ft. Rizzy

TERROR! (prod. Zann描)

LYRICS:

Know it’s coming, but you’re never knowing when,
Who the fuck you gonna lose? Maybe family or a friend,
Maybe someone that you love, even if you’ve never met,
We can feel it when it’s real, we can see when it’s pretend, yeah.

Everybody’s got a story they can share,
Everybody’s knowing loss, know the feeling isn’t rare,
Know that shit’s a part of life and nobody gets spared,
Everybody gets scared like nobody’s gonna care for them,
Got my brothers and I love them, they’re my buddies,
Some will still be chilling with me, others looking down above me,
Know I got them all around, even when I’m feeling cruddy,
Try to pull me out the dirt, even when I’m down and muddy in it,
They can see where I go, where I’ve been,
They can see my good deeds, they can see my past sins,
Everybody all around, they can see I’m all in,
Help me see the finish line when I feel I can’t win shit,
I’ve had a few close brothers that I’ve lost,
Made me change a whole lot, but it came at what cost?
Everything that I achieve, every battle that I’ve fought,
Know my people sticking with me ‘cause I keep them in my thoughts, yeah.
In ’09, I lost brother number one,
In the blink of an eye to a fuck with a gun,
I was doing dumb shit, but I had to be done,
‘Cause I knew my fucking brother wouldn’t want me to succumb to it,
A couple years passed by, no more getting high,
Knew I had to find a better way for me to live my life,
And everything was getting better till I got the news,
I lost another best friend, brother number two,
We were just about to do a few songs,
What the fuck is going on?
Why does shit be going wrong?
Had to see a few things no one ever wants to see,
Rest in peace to my brother, put his picture on a tree there,
It fucked with everything I thought I’d been learning,
It made me paranoid and I turned into a hermit,
I couldn’t go outside, I was too damn afraid,
Been a slave to my mind, in my house I’ma stay,
For another two years, now brother number three,
Hadn’t seen him in awhile, but we spoke frequently,
Told me he was doing well, feeling good, going clean,
Then I got the fucking call that my brother OD’ed,
Now why the fuck does this shit keep on happening?
I pick myself and then I’m thrown on my back again,
Depression’s been at bay and then it’s on the attack again,
The shit’s hurting worse than anyone could be imagining,
Except, a lot people gonna be feeling it,
It’s only up to us on how we cope and how we deal with it,
Talking so much, but now it’s gotta be shown,
Let them know that you’re there and that they’ll never be alone here,
Don’t hate if we choose to believe,
That there’s more to a life than the mind can perceive,
I can think about you, you could think about me,
Just breathe, the first step to set your mind free here,
And I know my loved ones stuck around,
Still feel them in my heart from sunup to sundown,
And I’m not the only one, know that you feel it too,
‘Cause you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you.

Know the power’s in you,
Know the powers in you,
Know the power’s in you,
Said you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you, yeah.

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STICK AROUND (prod. bearded legend)

For A While

Gaiden x Vito - For A While (Prod. Rinne)

Problematic [prod.$ithLord]

Roll up my blunt 
I love the way that 
I’ve been sinning 
Never givin no fucks cause 
This the life that I be livin 
Never put on a front 
Cause I’m the realist fucker in it 
All these pussies outdone and 
Now it’s time for me to finish 

Blood stains
Blood rain 
Hear that gun bang  
Kickin the bucket 
I feel insane 
Takin these drugs 
To the numb the pain 
Fuck it mane 
Fuck it mane x2  
I’ve been in and out of 
Consciousness I’m in a cage 

Tired of these punk Mc’s 
Who spitting bullshit 
I’ve been on my own damn grind 
I’m spitting truth bitch 
Open up my 3rd eye 
I’m feeling lucid 
Transcend beyond time 
Nothing new bitch 

This life’s an institution 
Lookin at myself inside 
A mirror it’s illusion 
Stuck inside a matrix? 
Man I gotta find solutions 
But it’s hard to do when 
Everyone is so inhuman delusion 

$ITHGANG till I DIE
But my soul lives forever 
So fuck a RIP and 
I stand strong with my brothers 
Meditation complete 
Through my songs 
Knowledge speaks 
Breaking infinite peaks 

$ITHGANG till I DIE 
But I’ll be damned if a mf 
Contest me 
Battle ready
Glocks are heavy 
Put you on a white tee 
Cause I ain’t fuckin with 
These lame ass bustas ya see 
BITCH

A $ITHGANGPRODUCTION

Problematic

Dark Of The Night W/ Robstar(prod. smokerose)

i've felt a chaotic mix of emotions recently, and i feel like this starts to do a good job of explaining and understanding them

produced by idealism

thanks for listening <3

why? [prod. idealism]

"brain stew"

tell me why i shiver at night alone in my room
when i think a little too much I feel my brain start to stew
to the point where if I open my mouth up they'll all come loose
I don't got a single thing to lose to tell you the truth
so let me spill it out on you before i kill myself boo
because the longer i dont talk, the more I feel I'll stay mute
all the thoughts that boil in my head they feel like a noose
i cant escape the way they choke me out while thinking of you
i know it sounds so fucking twisted when I put this in words
cuz how i feel is complicated, but what isn't with her?
I told you how she broke my heart, yeah, you were with me, you heard
I want you to hold my hand, as i go spread my wings in the hearse
I won't leave you though, I just don't know how else to express
I feel I have no breath with all this shit on my chest
you're the only one that understands me more than the rest
i feel stupid writing 'bout you, but I won't drop the pen
I'll keep going nonetheless, I cut myself on the desk
let me finish up this page, I watch it soak up the red
I put my life into these songs, all the tears and the sweat
and not to mention all my time, but fuck it all, I digress
i have a tendency to off go on tangents, i feel the devil speak
his words exit my lips, when I'm truly too fucking dead to speak
his thoughts are in my head, I'm possessed, I don't think I'll get to see
a day past twenty, I thought I'd be dead when I was seventeen
a long year later and im feeling the same way
my ship is fucking sinking im so wrecked, I scream mayday
my lungs fill up with water, when I look at her chain lace
so I can better appreciate all the air that you gave me
I know I sound like im dumb when i talk this in my songs
This shit it comes from my heart, but really, girl, really how could it not?
With all the shit that I was, and all that broke me apart
Which part of me do you love? me, or who I'm gonna become?
I gotta admit that I be confused from abuse
I swear its nothing about you, its from the blacks and the blues
but that just motivates me more to write these songs on the move
catch me up on top the moon, yeah imma take you here too
I been walking so damn long, you see the blood on these shoes?
I don't think there's hope for me, I do this shit all for you
I don't really got a future, but I want one for you
but yeah, one of these days, you know imma run from my room

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'brain stew' [prod. tundra beats]

i really loved her

We Can't Be Friends EP dropping 12/11/20
Pre-Save on Spotify here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mediumseanandwyacowboy/we-cant-be-friends-3

@prodiof 
@wyacowboy

lyrics:

[wyacowboy]

Baby I'm a demon
Baby I'm a heathen
Doing some lines on a Saturday night
Nothing ever felt so right

[medium sean]

Yeah I'm feeling like a big shot
Might just spend a couple hundred a wrist watch
I been living by myself next to the wig shop
Only ever need my girl and the Xbox
Yeah I'm saying you can kick rocks
I don't hear you talking shit just a pin drop
I was on the final lap you need a pit stop
I don't even need a gun I got a big cock not a big Glock
Keep my name out your mouth I don't hear it
I'm just singing my songs till you feel it
I been getting real close you ain't near it
Oh you got a new flow I'ma steal it
Riding on my dick I just wish that you would hop off
Catch me in the street and I'll blow your fucking top off
You just made a hit but you're sounding like a knock off
You just got a feat and you're hoping that it pop off
Keep my name out your mouth I don't hear it
I'm just singing my songs till you feel it
I been getting real close you ain't near it
Oh you got a new flow I'ma steal it
Yeah I'm feeling like a big shot
Might just spend a couple hundred a wrist watch
I been living by myself next to the wig shop
Only ever need my girl and the Xbox
Yeah I'm saying you can kick rocks
I don't hear you talking shit just a pin drop
I was on the final lap you need a pit stop
I don't even need a gun I got a big cock not a big Glock

[wyacowboy]

Baby I'm a demon
Oh baby I'm a heathen
Doing some lines on a Saturday night
I don't even know you darling don't lie
Who's your girlfriend yeah she won't even blow you
Coming over blowing me and doing lots of blow though
I been getting lit darling I don't even know though
I don't know your name and I really don't care though
Baby I'm a demon
Baby I'm a heathen
Doing some lines on a Saturday night
Nothing ever felt so right

[medium sean]

Yeah I'm feeling like a big shot
Might just spend a couple hundred a wrist watch
I been living by myself next to the wig shop
Only ever need my girl and the Xbox
Yeah I'm saying you can kick rocks
I don't hear you talking shit just a pin drop
I was on the final lap you need a pit stop
I don't even need a gun I got a big cock not a big Glock

prod. iof

kick rocks (feat. wyacowboy)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

when the world comes crashing down

when the world comes crashing down w salem avenue (prod. iof)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

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braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

@darth-rose-53227173 x @makeangelscry
prod by @smokerosebeats
art by @mlodysleep

lyrics: 
Darth Rose:
Shawty saying she wanna kill herself
Baby i say lets do it together
I got blades in the back room (yeah)
Snort a line lets do it together 

Shawty saying she wanna end it all
Baby i say lets do it together
Scars on my wrists cant kill me now
Ill let all the drugs just do the job 

I just wanna feel okay
With the shawty giving me all her love
Thinking its just the lust
Maybe i give her a piece of my love (woah)

Shawty saying she wanna kill herself
Baby i say lets do it together
I got blades in the back room (yeah)
Snort a line lets do it together

Shawty saying she wanna end it all
Baby i say lets do it together
Scars on my wrists cant kill me now
Maybe i give her piece of my heart

makeangelscry:
shawty telling me she wanna end it all
baby why you so afraid of all your phantoms
imma ghost you quick when the morning comes
watch the fog roll across the barren meadows
i wont come home, im beyond long gone but she still don't wanna let go
take another one, oh, your staying barred out your in a cage made of metal

Darth Rose:
Shawty saying she wanna kill herself
Baby i say lets do it together
I got blades in the back room (yeah)
Snort a line lets do it together 

Shawty saying she wanna end it all
Baby i say lets do it together
Scars on my wrists cant kill me now
Ill let all the drugs just do the job

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