hell girl

i saw u looking at her sideways
and it's so strange u remember her old ways

Fuck yeah SoundCloud

fuck off and die

devi mccallion cinematic universe

Hal0 (ft. saraunh0ly)(prod. Curtains)

this version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RD81z-YJX-g

Mom - Bloodeater (cover)

C-Sides

Track 07

Dr. Massive And The Headwound Extravaganza - The Golden Spiral

Rules

Good

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

Testosterone!

I Cut Myself

shamê ft Rit {crybabycam}

Watermelon - John + Jane Q. Public

The Unwavering Hand

Missing Pieces

Watermelon End Credits - John + Jane Q. Public

broke my phone

venus of love
bby ion wna c u sad
my armz out 4 embrace nd she jus puhd away my h4ndz
im runnin outta time th hour glss iss ph1ld w/ s4nd
i needa fucking chance
i need sum time 2 l4nd
in da c1ty w/ a bottl in my h4nd
i tr👁️ not2 turn 2 alcohol it h3lpz me wen im s4d:/
she g3t ngry nd he t3l me m wen she jus m4d
she wnt me2 gaf but bby i 4m not ur d4d
do u feel my luv
do u feel my passion
evry time i c u got me reddied up4 action
f1ngerz in her pussy im jus luvin th reactionz
inbetween her legz she kouldnt h4ndl wen im snakkin
ass look fat af already kno a nigga sm4kd 1t
givvin me dat look she jus
she jus terrified me my heart was v4cant
without her here i feel so d3fl4ted ;(

Embrace 愛のヴィーナス 情熱の勝者

...

I was screaming at the lights till my throat hurt
Please don't call me late at night you know that won't work
Sending thoughts inside ur head cuz I'm the owner 
I don't wanna try again cuz I don't need the closure 

I was at are spot, saw that note and then I ripped it up
Blowing up ur phone with every word I guess I'm not enough 
Walk around at night the only way that I can live it up 
I don't wanna be without ur voice I guess I'm out of luck 

Feel like I might fall on the floor I need a doctor 
Like to be alone I'll drop that bitch to save a dollar 
I was in the crowd I like watching my a stalker 
Break my bones I'll still find a phone and call her

The only reason that I ever leave my house is so I c you 
Like omg look at ur hands I wanna be you
U could say anything id be like "oh really me 2" 
Ya I lie right to ur face but I don't see the issue 

Put me in a tough spot 
Disappear into the fog 
Would you keep a secret bb I don't want are time to stop 
I didn't talk for 3 months now I think I'm fully lost 
Ya I'm so obsessed with you but I'm not sure it's worth the cost 

I'm such an easy target 
I love it when you mark it 
I think I'm feeling next, don't think I feel the best 
Ya you saw me pour my heart out 
But you don't care don't ask me to start now 

I think I made another choice but I don't like the look now 
Walk inside the mall spent cash and then I walked out 
You just heard the beat drop said that I'm ur fav now 
Saw u with ur headphones tell me how that gun sounds

Live It

Cat City Vol. 1 - "White Rabbit" // the scary jokes // FULL EP

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

"Black Hair" by Alex G, recorded live for WXPN

Waiting For You (Bonus Track)

Twilight

Duvet

Twilight - Bôa

Mom - Joyfulthought

(devi+rook) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us make peace with it) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us make peace with it) 

(devi) 
yea i eat the ashes 
yea i eat the bones 
yea i know the people 
yea i know the ones 
why cos god tells me 
why cos god tells me 
why cos god tells me 
why 
yea i eat the ashes 
yea i chew the bones 
yea i know the people 
yea i know the ones 
why cos god tells me 
it could be whatever 
it doesnt matter 
even if i get it wrong 
sometimes i think that im dreaming 
sometimes i know that im not 
sometimes i think its a matter of fact 
sometimes i think its just tied up in a knot 
it could really be whatever 

(rook) 
it can go inside you 
it can unwind you 
it can rewire you 
force-feminize you 
you'll never be who you thought you were, true 
"EVERYTHING'S SEE-THROUGH!!" 
trust me, i feel u 
memories steal you 
present tense, weird too 
who is this geared to? 
nobody near you 
i think i fear you 
i think i fear you 
i know you're scared of me 
so i'm scared too 
the difference is... 
i don't want to kill you 

(devi) 
it could 
it could 
it could wear ur skin 
it could dig right in 
it could go inside of u 
it could wear ur skin 
it could dig right in 
it could go inside of u

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

GO INSIDE 2019

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

NAUSEA 2019

(devi & rook) 

death 
death 
death 
death 
death 

death 

(rook) 

death-obsessed 
that girl's fucked in the head 
she's so messed up 
she's so much 
shes such a scary slut 
i hear the shit she's seen 
you would not believe 
she looks like death 
fucked in the head 

(devi & rook) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 

(devi & rook) 

DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always made a bad girl 

(rook) 

nothing ever made sense 
i never understood why things fell apart 
isolation, condemnation 
i just wanted to do be something 
beautiful and loving 

do you know what i mean? 
d'you ever feel like maybe something went wrong 
and you ended up here by mistake? 
like 
it took me 28 years to find anyone who made any sense to me 
and 
i just 
feel so outside of everything 
and 
i just wanna be good 

i just wanna be good!! 

it's so fucked up 
(it's so fucked up...) 
like 
it should've been a sign that something was wrong 
but 
it's just so easy to think you're broken & evil 
i dunno, 
it's 
it's like 
i lived my whole life thinking i didn't have a soul 
and... 
ok sorry 
i promise i'm going somewhere with this 
it's just, 
i didn't even know i was fucked up! 
i didn't even know what i was going thru 
until like, a year ago 
and now it's everything 
this place is designed to kill us 
and make us think it's our fault 
sorry, sorry this is all super obvious 
it's just 
i'm glad we're in the struggle together 
but 
i wish 
we didn't have to define ourselves 
by the struggle 
at all 

thanks for listening to me. i feel a lot better now n_n

THANK YOU

DEATH/BAD GIRL

Alex G - Falls Apart

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

CARTOON NETWORK

You heard it on tik tok. now hear. How it sounds on real tapes! tape talk. im old can you tell im old. video clip is from an upcoming solo music video i filmed with shel in march or something but will only come out later!! its amazing tho!!

Rip credit elliot thank u very much (http://neurotischism.com/)


free download
https://soundcloud.com/black-dresses/...

hear all of WASTEISOLATION here
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation

we have a new album out called  LOVE AND AFFECTION check it out
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/love-and-affection-for-stupid-little-bitches

	
(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

(dizzy+rook) 
i dont feel like i can be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i dont really want to be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i just wanna be whatever u want me to be 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna have a soul 
(im gonna) 
i dont know what i am but i want u to show me 
(im gonna) 
i dont want to have the capacity to feel lonely 
(im gonna) 
i want u to destroy me so ill feel better 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna leave this moment ever ever ever ever... 
(im gonna) 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA LOSE OURSELVES FOREVER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

right in my mouth 
right in my head 
ill never let u out 
never let u 
in my mouth 
in my head 
in my soul 
i want u 
there 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA GO TO HELL TOGETHER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth

In My Mouth (Cassette Rip)

Apple Pie - The Scary Jokes demo

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

SHARP HALO

Talkshow Boy - I Like It When You Bite My Body
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ha3l6xGlpc

Talkshow Boy - I Like It When You Bite My Body

song is by Devi McCallion aka Cats Millionaire 

first version is here: https://soundcloud.com/wdadwdwa-dwadwadwasdaw/exclusive-royal-canterlot

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

Cats Millionaire - Exclusive Royal Canterlot Wedding Playset (2)

mom - I Fuck Everything Up

in my mouth - black dresses

i do not own this song all credits go to Girls Rituals, i just edited it a bit !!

check her out:
blacksquares.bandcamp.com
@girlsrituals
twitter.com/girlsrituals
www.youtube.com/c/blacksquares
www.instagram.com/girlsrituals/

I just wanna make the whole world smile - Girls Rituals

ur just like an angel
ur skin makes me cry

SHIT

creep - eat babies ? (cover)

you can put yourself in somebody’s arms
or imagine that you’re doing it too
it’s true i don’t care if you’re mine
but i would love to belong to you
my body doesn’t ever feel real
except when its heavy and useless
you can keep every part of me if you can find some hidden purpose for it but

i don’t want to clutter your space
i’d never want to weigh you down
i’d hate to get in the way
i don’t want to bother you by sticking around
for too long
but everybody wants unachievable things
it’s not like you ever treated me badly
im just so scared to push you away from me

it's just me and my broken font
and i know it’s such a long long drive
i know i’ll never have anything that i want
but i hardly even mind
when i'm so confused
when i'm reaching back in time
when i finally find my strength
i need to keep it
i need it to be mine

i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i just want you to rest your eyes on me
i don't care what you do
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i want you to make my skin feel
un-see-through
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i don’t know how i feel but
i’m scared to be away from you
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
you always make my skin feel
un-see-through
