From "Carnivorous Songs" (2008) by Devi April McCallion
All credit goes to Devi McCallion (If she wants this taken down, I would be happy to do so!)

Please note: This is the EAT BABIES? version and not the version used in "Bedside Manner II" by Dr. Massive & The Headwound Extravaganza!

Carnivorous Songs: A Collection of Unfinished Work

The Golden Spiral - EAT BABIES?

http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-2

get packed up
make it a list if it helps
or keep a mental index
we'll always figure it out cos

i know
y’ know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is gonna be ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid

but everything knows
it'll all turn out
i'll sink to the ocean floor
but i'll figure things out

i know you don't want me to go
but you can't help but twist and turn and stuff
but with everything and all you know everything is going to be a little rough
and i know you feel it in your bones
all i know's i feel it in my bloodstone

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things

get packed up
you have a long day ahead
i'm not a child anymore
man it's not the first time i've been humiliated but

i know
i know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is super duper ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid
but everything knows 
but everything knows

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things
i know
there's always a better way to sort of do things
but sometimes
you just gotta hold your breath and plow right through things

Mom - S.N. Morning

Girls Rituals - The Way I'm Feeling (I Know demo)

Music is from God Cum Poltergeist  album by Crisis Sigil aka Ada Rook, released 2023

https://adarook.bandcamp.com/album/god-cum-poltergeist

Crisis Sigil - God Cum Poltergeist

previously lost media track found with all the help from Violence Mars !!! they have the remix up on their soundcloud, it's amazing too. go give that a listen as well. :)

Toxic Lipstick - stacey jo yo (prev. lost media)

UP TO DATE TOUR INFO: https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyPspF3VF0s

TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

Close It Down

art by silkpath 
silkpath.tumblr.com

resting on a sunday
hungry for some subway
just another doomsday
alarms are going off
getting on a airplane
surfing on a bloodwave
hiding on the airwaves
nails keep breaking off

i dream a secret dream
i dream something thats just for me

her soul is tangled like some apple earbuds
that girls ugly but its not her fault
please dont worry im cryin over nothing
please dont crush me im just a tiny bug

putting on foundation
cruising for donations
in all of this creation 
i just wanna flirt with u
stuck in transformation
another new mutation
total information
information overload

i dream an evil dream
in my dreams im dancin in hell