http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-2

get packed up
make it a list if it helps
or keep a mental index
we'll always figure it out cos

i know
y’ know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is gonna be ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid

but everything knows
it'll all turn out
i'll sink to the ocean floor
but i'll figure things out

i know you don't want me to go
but you can't help but twist and turn and stuff
but with everything and all you know everything is going to be a little rough
and i know you feel it in your bones
all i know's i feel it in my bloodstone

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things

get packed up
you have a long day ahead
i'm not a child anymore
man it's not the first time i've been humiliated but

i know
i know
i can’t barely lift my self
i know you’ve been twisting turning n all i do is stay
but everything is alright
everything is super duper ok
i’ll just keep repeating that as i sit on my hands and be afraid
but everything knows 
but everything knows

well i know
there's always better ways to do things
but sometimes
you gotta hold your breath and just plow through things
i know
there's always a better way to sort of do things
but sometimes
you just gotta hold your breath and plow right through things

Mom - S.N. Morning

Giant Triangle - Summer of '97 (demo)

ThickNThin

its ready if you want it
its on fire and its nothing
if you touch it you can have it
but if you touch it youll become it

its like a wound 10 miles wide
how can it heal if we cant see to either side
its carnivale
its 2012
im in a new shit now
keep changing shapes until it helps

lets try a new dance
lets make some new shit up
under the new moon
lets make a new style
lets fuck something up tonite

lets fuck something up tonite
lets make it right tonite
lets fuck something up tonite
you dont have to be alright tonite

im never knowing for a sea of fire
im never hoping for a world of pain

tell me how it feels
tell me if its real or not
is it really real
tell me if its real or not

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - New Moon

black.squares.media@gmail.com

when i go into my head i run away from all the world
when i go into my head i get so twisted i get so turned
i cant tell u anything
gotta keep it all to myself right now
theres a lot of shit i cant talk about

everybody wants to know ur secret
everybody wants to know whats wrong
everybody can tell ur broken
they know u dont belong

if u want to find me u can look inside ur broken heart and
if u want to suck my blood out god will help ur teeth get sharp
theres just something in my world 
thats much too big and much too violent
i cant look or look away
and im so scared i just stay silent

everybody wants to know ur secret
everybody wants to know whats wrong?
everybody can tell ur broken
they know u dont belong

2018

"Whats Wrong?"

by tttlllrrr and dizzy girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7bdMLX_Wjk

on a perfect day 
easy to fall in love 
feeling some type of way 
while u fill me up 

i took some m but i dont think that its working 
maybe cos all the medication im taking 

with a pretty girl 
im such a needy slut 
i wanna gross u out 
with all the stuff i want 

lalalalalalalalalala 
lalalalalalalalalala 

i tried a lot but nothing really makes it better 
i cried a lot but nothing really makes it better

credits

@_tlr_ from @Grypt666 
https://twitter.com/_tlr_
https://twitter.com/grypt666
grypt.bandcamp.com 
outernight.bandcamp.com 

and dizzy girl aka @dei_genetrix
https://twitter.com/dei_genetrix
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/

I TRIED A LOT BUT NOTHING REALLY MAKES IT BETTER

Thank u for supporting my work.

LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

Mom - Needle Mountain

belong s to cats millionaire / devi mccallion, not me. couldnt find it on here

Brony vs Brony Remix War: Round 1

art of the dress

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!! she makes fantastic music
blacksquares.bandcamp.com/