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Devi McAllion

shit i really like to listen to

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Yellow Bile - Micromanagement

By Alias Conrad Coldwood
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OFF - Ost - Pepper Steak

no fucking way! these guys are just like a penis????

prod 
@dynastic
@can-of-bliss

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@ubimusic
@saoirsedream
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art (lol)
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like a penis (w/ ubi, saoirse dream, can of bliss, & st1cks)

Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" - Nov 22 2022

I follow the motion line that comes out my chest
It leads me somewhere, I'm still confused
I think my path intersects with you
I don't mean to

I don't know what people want
I just know what I want so I get it for myself
Can't imagine what you'd want from me
Just as a joke I imagined a couple things

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
I could prove anybody wrong about anything
You've seen the worst in me.

If you find my heart's in tatters
Just remind me stupid things really matter
We could do nothing and put out static forever

If you find out my heart's in tatters
Please remind me that stupid things matter more than anything

I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
You're so cute
Goddamn you're so dumb
I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
I try to signal something but you're so ignorant

I like it.

I was like the Kreayshawn to your Spaceghostpurrp
I could do anything, you know I'll make it hurt
I could do anything wrong
If you needed me
I could do anything wrong

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
You know I'm lying, there's no guessing
You've seen the worst in me

Worst in me

from "dark city dogbreath" split with britney cage

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high and start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

If its already bad
Might as well make it worse
Cant feel a thing 'til it hurts
Put that pussy to work
You see me just how I am
You wear me down past the skin
Western blood on my hands
You shine and sparkle with spit

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

I hope you still can talk to me
Even if our garden's wilted
We used to laugh out loud all night
Now we're just strange and prickly

iPod paused in my hands
I feel dead thru my skin
Bloodflow sweetens the deal
Western sugar again
Dancing on a rotting wooden wheel that bleeds as it spins
And I need you again

There is no point in saying sorry
Be polite and just say nothing, oo
There's no point in saying sorry
Please don't be sorry you loved me

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high
And start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

dark city dogbreath

Girls Rituals - Dogbreath

Rhett And Link - Epic Rap Battle Of Manliness

Ⱡ₳ɄⱤł - Ʉ ฿Ɇ₮₮₳ ⱤɄ₦

Roadkill

Buy Song

Tear Me Apart

I dont mean to swear 
At what time would I find you 
Here and there
Jealousy 
I know you’d rather watch a movie 
Or two
And we’d much rather be out casting spells
But you look so cozy and loved and well

The puffiness in your eyes says otherwise 
My lawn needs mowing and I could use a hand or two 
Just keep your distance and stay up there
Don’t come down or you might not see where 
All along we tried to catch butterflies 
Escaping reality that sought to make you cry 

No matter how hard I try,
No matter how hard I fight

I don’t wanna leave you I know that
Mama bird stay safe on my tree
This weather gets real cold and rainy but I’ll keep you safe 
wait wait wait for me There’s 
time and I won’t bother you much
Just let me hear your song again 
Baby bird

bird song

𝑜𝓅𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓋𝑒 ゆ鋭び

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lIE170-jgs
music video

壊れた (kowareta)

Premiered 2024-02-17 @ Golden Conejobeat
Drums ripped from Cam'ron 'Oh Boy' prod. Just Blaze

Receiver leaking brand new colours
Closest ER out of range
We put our hearts into eachother
We lose ourSelves but still don't change
I wanna touch the nothingnesses
I only ever had too much
My body: numb with all its data
Send all my numbers going off 

He's got a head like a- Like a boy- Like a-
He's got a head just like a boy
Look like a boy to me
It'll be ok
It'll be ok
x2

What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

Receiver

A Collection

Motorcycle Drive By (2006 Remaster)

https://soundcloud.com/fern_shy

God close a door, we poke a new hole
Hands yellow-pink + theyre shaking in the cold
Jodey high roller, line 3 thru ur nose
Thirty Twenty two, texas ranger down the road
Knocking on your door, the people wanna know

Lots of strangers in the world ...
Lot of strangeness in the world if you think about it...

Three hundred thirty three angels lose their wings
Just another day leave them hanging in the breeze
Cannot leave the house if theres ppl in the street
Can't revise the script only talk about the scene

Plasma makes the parts
Parts make up the body
Adding up the bodies
Least its saving money
Call of duty lobby
Chatting kinda dirty
Kinda genocidal
Acting like its funny

Whats sick days off if you don't have a job? 
These people do not work
They cannot help but rob 
Parasitic worm
Eating til the source killed off
:shrug:

We Poke Holes prod. fern_shy

Reddishness out now : https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

i feel its gross hot breath breathing in my face 
after all this time.. no fuck that.. 
i wanna go to disneyland 
i dont wanna do more shit that i hate 
i wanna have some real fun 
i wanna see the fireworks 
i wanna prove what a stupid bitch i am 
i wanna get way too drunk in the california sun 
like i always dreamed of 
i wanna see thru to my true self 
i wanna play puzzle games on a iphone on a air plane. 

its true i know just how you feel 

i feel it too 

i'll be the thing you're thinking of 
up thru the sky and up above 
reach down to me and pull me up 
just one more time i swear ill make it worth your time this time 

so freaked out i wanna fucking scream 
please put on some tlc 
please please 
stay close to me 

i dont wanna be a concept that you put evil thoughts into 
i dont want that 
im a person 
i work real hard everyday

Girls Rituals - I Know

Thom

you suck charlie

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
tags



Tell Me To Leave

Cigarettes Out The Window

Song About Me

Big Brother (Crusher Remix) 【Maki Watase】

art by me and @ivyatoms

every year that goes by i just seem to get older
and the tide goes up and the water washes over
and i know myself less going in and out my head
going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner

fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
and you got your nails long
whyd u cut off all your hair
fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
are u fucking doing ok?

ill be a black crow in my next life
flying over an office park

i smash and curse this skin
oh i dig and dig and dig
pulling away at the fat and muscle
always searching further in
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the answer to everything
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the reason for why I’m like this

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

I'm Not Him

(rook) 
i dont want a future 
i just wanna fucking stop 
i dont want identity 
i just wanna drop dead 
this is nothing 
scared pathetic bitch's death rattle 
please do something 
id give my fucking soul to get out 
this is how it has to be 
and you just wanna fuck with me 
i know, i know, its fine :) 
this kind of slow death 
nameless sickness 
really screws up ur definition of alive 

(devi) 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
its always been just like this... 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
yea its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
yea its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 

(rook) 
and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
if u wanna see some shit 
then maybe u could see some shit 
ur so curious 
ur so curious 
u might see some shit 
u might see some shit 

(rook+devi) 
u want us dead? 
were sick and dying dont u know? 
u want us dead? 
were fucking sick and dying dont u know? 

(devi) 
sometimes... 

(rook) 
sometimes i know 
that hell is real 
and im there 

and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
i just want to be so sweet and kind to every living thing on earth in all the whole wide world. so dont fuck with me at all. that would be a bad idea. to fuck with me at all? that would be a bad idea...

HELL IS REAL

can you suck my fucking dick again? 
please just breathe me in like oxygen 
im a princess 
do you want this? 
can you feel it 
yet? 

i wanna make you say it 
but you've always been kinda 
shy... 
thats okay 
we still have time 

feeling's different than believing 
lots of feelings are deceiving 
i don't care if i'm bleeding 
i'd rather be dying than this nightmare that i'm dreaming of 

oh my heart feels heavy 
are you sure that you're ready 
i guess that things could get messy / don't you think that its scary that i feel it in my belly? 

it's never enough 
i'll never give up 
i'm covered in cum 
i'm covered in blood 

i just wanna fuck 
i think i'm in love 
my insides feel wrong 
i just wanna fuck

Princess

The song is available for free download/pay-what-you-can, but please consider donating to bail funds to free people detained by US Customs and Border Patrol when that is an option. Currently federal officials are increasingly denying bond to detained immigrants, but keep this in mind should this process become clearer. This situation is very dire and cannot continue. 

From my research there's no "perfect" organization I can direct you towards. You have options like RAICES but the issue of if they can even pay out people's bail right now with the millions of dollars they have is murky. All I can suggest is keep your eyes peeled for opportunity

Thank you for listening, 
Devi 

http://concentrationcamps.us/

readsludge.com/2019/06/27/who-is-making-money-from-cbp-in-your-state/ 

readsludge.com/2019/07/03/these-nonprofits-and-businesses-are-making-millions-from-detaining-immigrant-children/
lyrics

I'll go into hell 
I'll go in to hell 
I'll go into hell 
I'll burn forever in your arms 

I can't say where I am right now 
I can't move, could you show me how? 

Is it the same as it always was? 
Am I to blame for wanting love? 

I catch a wave, I ride along 
I'm easygoing most of the time now 
I thought I was, but I was wrong 
I can't take this shit anymore now.

Easygoing

You heard it on tik tok. now hear. How it sounds on real tapes! tape talk. im old can you tell im old. video clip is from an upcoming solo music video i filmed with shel in march or something but will only come out later!! its amazing tho!!

Rip credit elliot thank u very much (http://neurotischism.com/)


free download
https://soundcloud.com/black-dresses/...

hear all of WASTEISOLATION here
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation

we have a new album out called  LOVE AND AFFECTION check it out
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/love-and-affection-for-stupid-little-bitches

	
(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

(dizzy+rook) 
i dont feel like i can be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i dont really want to be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i just wanna be whatever u want me to be 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna have a soul 
(im gonna) 
i dont know what i am but i want u to show me 
(im gonna) 
i dont want to have the capacity to feel lonely 
(im gonna) 
i want u to destroy me so ill feel better 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna leave this moment ever ever ever ever... 
(im gonna) 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA LOSE OURSELVES FOREVER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

right in my mouth 
right in my head 
ill never let u out 
never let u 
in my mouth 
in my head 
in my soul 
i want u 
there 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA GO TO HELL TOGETHER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth

In My Mouth (Cassette Rip)

Song from the 1997 album called "Predicts the Future"

Plumtree - Going So Slow

Mare-y Nyxmas

Cat Milly - Wish List

Pony Songs

Cat Milly - Luna Lucid Mode (feat. Circuitfry)

song by Devi McCallion

let me know if I need to add anything to the desc

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/