Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

@devimccallion
*music video: https://youtu.be/mSVcoywFk7A?si=3HBvZUpaOEGPWKkg

puffin Spike bounce [feat. Devi McCallion]

damn cough

a flame that bridges the world (lol)

https://soundcloud.com/mattproxy

My landlord's flirting with me, called me skinny then evict me
I've read a lot of hentai so that shit is normal to me
Couldn't get repairs around the home
He's overseas with dying mom
Now we both dont have a mom. ha ha ha
Everything I do is shits and giggles for the fun
Everything I do is not worth shit its so much fun
You're looking like a pussy big and juicy begging for the fuck
You're looking like a pussy pussy boi tighten up

I do this shit for something like love
Never admiration, just connection to above
I cannot mind the crowd but it's nice when they show up
They don't believe a whore like me would ever talk to God

It doesn't matter how bad it gets it gets worse
I hate when girls die but I don't mind to get hurt
Heard you sold your soul and you could not tell the difference
I think thats kind of sad you never felt your own magnificence
They'll grab you by the dick throw you off a building then jump after you
Type of shit reminds me of going to middle school
I have no hope of being normal born to be a super soldier
Blow the rainbow out the sky and give God a game over

If you need me
To show you how
La la la
If you need me to show you how
How to do it
Maybe I could show you how
Psh

Say I’m pretty privilege but you don’t see how they treated me
To control the situation I make everyone my enemy
Just to be safe

Tighten Up! prod. Matt Proxy

https://soundcloud.com/fern_shy

God close a door, we poke a new hole
Hands yellow-pink + theyre shaking in the cold
Jodey high roller, line 3 thru ur nose
Thirty Twenty two, texas ranger down the road
Knocking on your door, the people wanna know

Lots of strangers in the world ...
Lot of strangeness in the world if you think about it...

Three hundred thirty three angels lose their wings
Just another day leave them hanging in the breeze
Cannot leave the house if theres ppl in the street
Can't revise the script only talk about the scene

Plasma makes the parts
Parts make up the body
Adding up the bodies
Least its saving money
Call of duty lobby
Chatting kinda dirty
Kinda genocidal
Acting like its funny

Whats sick days off if you don't have a job? 
These people do not work
They cannot help but rob 
Parasitic worm
Eating til the source killed off
:shrug:

We Poke Holes prod. fern_shy

Art by 404gunn based off John Romita Jr.'s version of the Punisher logo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKUxe5J7brc
https://www.instagram.com/404gunn/

Punisher

i understand that the art is AI and that thats bad, thats the point of this 1 thing and im not gonna do it again but like... if you wna be mad anyway thats ok just understand that its gonna be annoying to me +it will cause me to like you less if you annoy me abt it. im busy. the art is stolen etc im not generating it and theres reasons im using fascist aesthetics in this current run of singles as commentary and not as something that i generally enjoy like it makes me happy. i kinda thought that something like that would go without saying at this point but whatever 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLfhO9BJpOE


You need to pay attention. 
You're in the drivers seat, 
so, 
you drive. 

I'm so intentional. 
I'm so… intentional, 
I’m so intentional. I'm making it right.

I've been on. 
I’ve been wrong. 
I’ve been around. 
We're making a smiley face 
with our footprints 
as we walk the long way around.

I know I said I wouldn't do this shit again. 
Looking at me like I can't just be your friend.
We promised that we wouldn't do this shit again.
Now we listen to the sound of our planet:
All my life its like I can't hear anything but nyeh-nyeh nyeh-nyeh

nene

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

Track 4 from Perfect Life & Other Stuff, available on June 17th!
This album is a collaboration with my 17 year old self.
Pre-order digital or check lyrics here
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/perfect-life-other-stuff

Tighten Up! prod. Matt Proxy

Girls Rituals