I’m losing myself

i saw water

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ex girl(s)

@starxvi @cheetoed @starrynn @minok0 @ih8sev 
prod. @lynyou
art by @louxcie_1
this song been in the making for sooooooo long but here it is 
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lyrics
-
@zelvaxoxo
u dont care bout me, idk u
everytime u call my phone
i act like idk you
ah ah, 
u-u would never get it, 
w-watch the way im stepping 
me and my friend we're boutta run it, 

woke up tired asf u cannot prevent it, 
not here for the talk, only here for money
u-u can stop to try u'll never sound like funny
and they begging me to stay, 
and they calling all my name
(yah ah!)

@starxvi
yeah
y-yeah
why u callin up my phone???
every day yeah i'm rakin up this dough
i was down now i'm up now u tryna call my name!
but ur fake and i know u want me for the fame
y-yeah i made a rack off digicore
p-pull up to the store and i'm spending more
i be spendin more i do what i want to
got a beam and the bullets puncture tattoo

shoutout cheeto yea u know that we always gon be on top
when we pull up yea we get straight to moppin
why u talkin?
i don't wanna hear it man
shut the fuck up, u r just a fuckin fan

@cheetoed
yeha, 
show that boy a handout, 
what, got your get back, 
feelin like a scandal.
wanna make it work,
can you handle
i put you in the dirt, like youre canceled

never wanna talk so just shutup,
me n star on top get your bread up
boy i heard your fucking music you aint next up
its just me and twin, 
stacking bread,
yeah its textbook

@starrynn
u think that im stuck up 
bitch u better shut up 
uh im making music w my bros
we never fuck up 
uh i used my luck up 
i still get my funds up 
uh u never cared bout me 
oh bitch u got me fucked up 

bitch im wearing dat margiela know im never really down 
never knew what i should tell her oh i left her on the ground now
i still vividly remember that one day u called me out 
u said id never make it up now my pockets weighing pounds ya

@minok0
go yeah
i dont really talk im in the background
fuck what they said boy this gon be a smack down
all they do is talk yeah, but i stay up
they cant get enough nah, its okay cause
imma spin for that cash
hit this blunt i wont pass
heard ur song it was trash
i could never be like that nuh uhh
and they only fuckin wit me cause im goin up
and ill never let it go, cant stop throwing up

@ih8sev 
OMG
i cant stop count’n money (7)
HA-HA 
bih im laugh’n @ u cuz ur funny
im glickd up in da cut 
come try n take it from me 
away from me 
come try n take it from-
(SEVEN)
no u cant get a ft. 
ur js a ppl pleaser
if I waz u, honestly 
I wouldn’t liek me either  
pour me anotha litre 
hold on I needa breather 
ur js a ppl pl-

@zelvaxoxo
u wont get my preset, even if u wanted to 
yah, wouldn't do it even for you, 
(yaha)
if theres a problem with you, 
i can talk back
(go go go)
the day u switch up on me, u'll get carjack

u dont care bout me, idk u
everytime u call my phone
i act like idk you
ah ah, 
u-u would never get it, 
w-watch the way im stepping 
me and my friend we're boutta run it, 

woke up tired asf u cannot prevent it, 
not here for the talk, only here for money
u-u can stop to try u'll never sound like funny
and they begging me to stay, 
and they calling all my name
(yah ah!)

IdkU w/ starxvi, cheeto, starry, minok0, 00sev (LynU)

prod quip
guitars by Francesco Gaudio
cover by wsdsgn

w/ great power

(hook)
ion wanna shoot for the stars
id much rather stay right here on earth
baby tryna poke me and prod
ain't a rock or a stone that she'll leave unturned
tryna get my ducks in a row 
arrow nucked in a bow
tryna leave a mark
feelin like im stuck if i stay
so it's up and away
tryna leave this turf  

(verse)
baby you got somewhere to be?
i got something to say but im pleading the fifth
ion rlly fuck with the tree but she finding a way
cuz we bleeding a fifth 
ion rlly know why she stay cuz the ocean
is teaming with plenty of fish
she send me her fit of the day
when she swing by my place 
she up out of that shit 

ain't nobody prod-ing me
no one pulling strings or designing me 
aye
i'll get on top for free
fuck an algo 
ain't no one botting me
aye
this ain't a product 
this is some shit that im tryna be proud of
don't fuck with louis or gucci or prada 
i'm bumping shit in my daily driver 

Verse 2:

Baby could we take it back to where we started 
Ion want you to feel like it's all your fault yeah
You know I'm a back breaker 
Work so hard 
Tunnel vision I keep it pushing to hit my target 

You know I been tryin 
For so long 
So much on my mind
I ain't gonna slow up baby 

You know I been dying 
To show love 
Pushing thru the pains
I been tryna grow up for you


I think I cracked the code
Putting in work 
You would never know 
Keepin it pushing 
Let's set the tone 
Baby you perfect 
From head to toe 
Had to let you know

Breathing in chemicals 
Keeping my shit at 10 and 2 
Don't know where this shits headed to
Can't waste time looking for what's in the sky
That's why i

w/greatpower

a cover i made of evergarden's remorse
unfortunately i lost all the project files to this so the mix is very off

lyrics:
were u always unsure
did u care for a while
tend to find myself
hoping we reconsile

and now its not urs
see ur losing ur smile
u must feel some remorse
to act so jealous now

ooooo

dont u cry its getting u nowhere
you come to find ur actions have consequences
i know u act under false pretenses

dont u cry its getting u nowhere
you come to find ur actions have consequences
i know u act under false pretenses

were u always unsure
did u care for a while
tend to find myself
hoping we reconsile

and now its not urs
see ur losing ur smile
u must feel some remorse
to act so jealous now

remorse (cover)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

produced by me and @cr1siss + @rxtrx
much love to them 
inspo from @trustt
https://open.spotify.com/track/4xPVcsNXNRyC6pN3xoCtty?si=cf5c44bf62fb4c88

trynna call my phone i wont pick up
all those words you said still get mixed up
im still lookin for my fix yuh
they were never real
like damn that shit sucks

i, dont wanna cry if you'll see it 
say, that you miss me you dont mean it
fall, is my favorite time of season
now, now i hate it and ur the reason

-

and the days been gettin colder
i said im tired and i told her
i need some help i need some closure
it'll never be the same since october
october october
since october
getting colder
i said im tired and i told her

-

i dont know what i want
but im missing something
what did i do wrong?
but cant i feel nothing
(x2)

urthereason

prod ; @bound2return + @cruseyyyy + @tgwog
the dudes;
@7akkiro
@1crusafix
sorry deepinparis

not the same ft. the bros

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wOqBOryVGD3nqDUihDSwL
Apple Music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1228181589

Lyrics:
she's got some nice long hair
and you know that she's a bad chick
all the boys stare 
can't help it it's a habit
clothes that she wears
short skirt and a jacket
I just wanna get her all alone
on a mattress

I just wanna have it
I just gotta have it
rumors all around say her body is fantastic
all natural not a piece of her is plastic
head to her toes yea they say that she's elastic

yea the whispers all around say she has a reputation
don't believe it till I see it so I want a demonstration
and I've always learned it better with a hands on education
so I need a private session if you get what I am saying 
and they say that she's not easy no she's really complicated
but that only makes it better and it's got me so fixated
and I'm not the type to wait around I've never hesitated 
but shes got me captivated so the game I'm gunna play it yea 

PRE:

she's got a body like a coke fiend
she likes to keep the party going
these rumors got me feeling lonely
I want that body baby show me

I heard you look good in a sundress
I heard you look good when you're undressed
I heard you like to get away
I heard you like to stay out late
I heard you had a couple boyfriends
I heard they didn't treat you right
I heard you're hated by your girlfriends
cuz all the guys want you tonight 

they say she's too hot they say she's too cold
where she came from nobody really knows
they say she looks young but say she acts old
from everything I've heard she gets out of control

and all the boys say she was sent from the heavens
but I'm not too sure that this girl is a blessing
she's got the devils eyes and they'll cut you like a weapon
she's stuck in my mind like a bad obsession. got bad intentions

I’m losing myself

your local garage dealer

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