Lose you / I'd rather lie is a song that was played during playboi cartis most recent rolling loud performance. The Weeknd was featured on it and it will most likely drop in cartis upcoming album I AM MUSIC.

Lose You (I'd Rather Lie) Playboi Carti ft. The Weeknd (BEST REMASTER)

Do Me Like That

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

I’m losing myself

So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed
Some days I feel so much disservice I should be disowned
I guess I’ve been taking Too many things in my control
Too much of a load, I just wanna break the mold
It’s an endless cycle It's not something I condone
Sometimes it’s when I make a track I feel like I’m the one
Didn’t like the last song that I made, like what could I have done?
Always chasing greatness but it’s always on the run
I only focus on weakness it’s taking out the fun
This is just an exercise for skills I’m tryna hone
I wasted so much time overthinking, I must atone
I don’t expect to make a hit of everything I wrote
Like how Every plant I try to grow just starts to decompose
Honestly it sounds appealing doing what I’m told
I can’t live that way, I cannot be controlled
I could’ve sold myself for an amount I can’t disclose
Actually it was only like 80 thousand what a joke
Within 2 working years I would end up going broke
I guess I’ll just stay broke, not giving up my hope
I am not a product I swear I won’t break the code
I’m perfectly happy Inside the comfort of my home
I picked up the call the second you had phoned
I promise that I’m sticking To the standards I uphold
I can’t play the victim from the trauma that unfolds
It’s so hard keep my head up I still fold
So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed



control

06/09/25
@kurchev

@hvrting
u made me feel like a failure
deep down inside
feel like a loser
dont go outside
dont have a future
ill close my eyes
it'll happen sooner

i had it all together
nn then i dropped it
not going to college
i got drugs in my pocket
my mom says im smart
i got a head full of knowledge
my head wanna chop it
these issues money cant solve it

i know
u think im not normal
u didnt know
my favorite color is purple
i really hope
this feeling isnt eternal
escape reality
through writing in journals

nn i have scars on my face
back in the day used to hate them
but i would just play dumb
now i ball like im Tatum
problems overtake me
i dont wanna face em
my dreams
gonna chase em
memories
ill erase em

hvrts - failure @kurchev

I GOT A QUESTION

secrets

save me + emotionals ( sochi + kurchev24 )

Keep that out of the light
It feels like nothing works
Insecure
Bout my plight
A new leaf always hurts
Faking peace
I’m in pieces
The table never turns

I want to give up, to go up, to go up

Fourteen blows
To the face
Then lay back down
Guillotine drops
Comatose
Head on the ground
Cannot proceed
Tryna breathe
Can’t get around
Half obsolete
Tryna see
What let me down

Tryna see
Why my greed
Is my disease
oversleep 
Waking dream
Won’t let me leave

I want to get up
To move on
Not going down

Put it all
On my life
And I won’t live it down
try my best
I feel like
that I’m still gonna drown
THC 
Crushed the light
And I hate how it sounds
guarantee
I know why
Im tryna make it Out

Tryna make doubt by doubt, then it deepens out
Two empty hands without vices that I don’t keep around
It all comes back in routines, A heavy sigh within
Instead of being conceited, I put the miles in

OMG
Only Mention Go

I’m losing myself

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