LYRICS:
I find myself in search of a reason to keep giving up
She's got the power to take my mind
I spend my days giving you my life
Right on the hour, I did it again
I'll buy you flowers, make up for sins
I'll keep to myself, in my head
I've seen this all before
I let it happen again

I feel the weight on my head
This life is bringin me down
The sun is shinin but I,
I keep my mind in the clouds
Or am I just underwater
Helpless, waiting to drown?
And who is that in the mirror?
I don't recognize the person I've become

I'm not the person I used to be
Is that somebody you can love?
I'm not the person that I want to be
You should run far from me
And never turn your head back
Every second I am worrying
About the fantasy I make up
Like how I'm so sure that you want to leave
How could you fall for me?
I'm not the only one for you

In fact, I bet you'll find a lie
Between each tooth
Behind my eyes
God only knows the things I hide
The words I don't speak
The lines I ride
Though every moment will pass me by,
I keep my grip on the wheel held tight
My will to last, my drive to thrive
Will dissipate right before your eyes

I feel the weight on my head
This life is bringin me down
The sun is shinin but I,
I keep my mind in the clouds
Or am I just underwater
Helpless, waiting to drown?
And who is that in the mirror?
I don't recognize the person I've become
I feel the weight on my head
This life is bringin me down
The sun is shinin but I,
I keep my mind in the clouds
Or am I just underwater
Helpless, waiting to drown?
And who is that in the mirror?
I don't recognize the person I've become

Follow me <3

Down

unprepared (michael harrison)

Lyrics:

Here i am alone again
Covered in grass, know it doesn't make sense
Lost in the clouds with my head underground
Thinking bout you, yeah im digging deep down
And
My eyes they tend to wander
Looking for a future that i know i shouldn't ponder
Heart beat racing pitter patter what an honour
That i got to know you but i wish you didn't want her

You've got my mind so busy
I wish that i didn't like you still
Think about you when i lay down to go to sleep
Wake up, think about you, what's the big deal?

I wish that we talked more
I wish that you thought about me
I picked off petals in the summer
They told me that you really like me

Here i am alone again
Covered in grass, know it doesn't make sense
Lost in the clouds with my head underground
Thinking bout you, yeah im digging deep down
And
My eyes they tend to wander
Looking for a future that i know i shouldn't ponder
Heart beat racing pitter patter what an honour
That i got to know you but i wish you didn't want her

<3

wish you liked me (p. Basil.jet)

i said i'm stuck in a rut
you said okay that's fine
i'm not alright either
well
we said what happened that summer could never happen again
but look at where we are

don't you know that i haven't got much longer 
well there's this knife in my gut
you put it there yourself
do you really wanna spend these last minutes
talking about all the things you hate about me
well i wouldn't blame you if you wanted to
just tell me does he care for you like i do 

tell me do you remember, our last night home
oh it's always december that you get so cold
one last night to remember, we'll make lovers feel like strangers
we'll paint pictures on our fingers, and then take photos to remember
and to know another like i know you, i dont think i could
we carved more than just our initials in that broken down oakwood

oakwood

Verse 
No more dreams and summers passin
I been moving slow molasses
No sleep but no one is askin 
If I’m ok when I’m laughing 

I put on a fake face To ease my mind 
But my mood is changing with the tides 
All my life been showing signs 
That something is wrong in my mind 

Pre hook
In my time I had my secrets
All those things were locked away 
But now I regret it 
I had so much more to say 

You somehow just saw my demons 
But you didn’t hesitate 
What you did was just believe in 
Me and now you aren’t afraid

Hook
The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the cia 
You always know what I’m gonna say 

The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the fbi 
My thoughts that were hidden no longer hide 

Vails Verse:
International
The spotlight yeah baby, thats how you seem to me
Super star brand new car
You got it all thats how I want to be

Seen you in a magazine
You looked like a vivid dream
That I had back when I was on track to becoming who I said I'd be
And that was on the throne
With you by my side
But you on a secret mission to avoid me
Like a super spy
So I wonder why and what it takes to unveil your secret 
Cause if you would share that
You know I could keep it
Girl I mean it
Just believe it
uh

Losing my mind
But you probably knew that
Now im running out of time
Bet you was hoping it would turn out like that

Hook
The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the cia 
You always know what I’m gonna say 

The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the fbi 
My thoughts that were hidden no longer hide

INTERNATIONAL SUPER SPY feat. Vails (prod. McX)

Verse 1:
I would never
Leave you there all by yourself 
We could weather
Any storm ahead of ourselves 

Your pink sweatshirt
Always reminds me of when 
We met girl 
That was the start of the end 

Of all of my silly games 
And hanging out with lames 
And sleeping in my clothes 
From the drunk night before 

Picked up the microphone 
Right now to let you know 
You saved me from the hoes 
I’ll give you all I owe


Pre chorus:
I am from outer space 
The super human race 
I’ll always keep you safe
When we go far away 

You kiss me on my face 
And you just love the taste 
Our lives are sealed by fate
If love is all it takes 

HOOK:
I feel like Peter Pan 
We’ll be forever young 
I’ll fly you far away 
Until we see the sun 
X2

Until we see the sun 
We never will be done 
We’re always having fun 
And sleeping in till one 

They never have to know 
We never have to tell 
All the shit we did 
And how you cast a spell 

To change me all around 
Into a better man 
I feel way better now 
I feel like Peter Pan 

Pre chorus:
I am from outer space 
The super human race 
I’ll always keep you safe
When we go far away 

You kiss me on my face 
And you just love the taste 
Our lives are sealed by fate
If love is all it takes 

HOOK:
I feel like Peter Pan 
We’ll be forever young 
I’ll fly you far away 
Until we see the sun 
X2

PETER PAN (prod. IOF)

Hook
You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man

Verse
I really need you to hold my hand 
I try to change don’t know that I can 
You look at me and tell me that’s enough 
I think it’s time for me to toughen up 

I gotta get my fuckin shit together 
Don’t wanna feel depressed like this forever
With you around it makes it way better 
Becoming better that’s a lot of pressure 

I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know
What it takes

Hook
You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man
x2

I been slowly changing my mood 
I’ve been growing get in my groove 
You’ve been pushin me to be who 
You know I can be yea real soon 

Before you baby i ain’t have a plan 
On how I can become a better man 
With you it’s clear I got it in my hands 
Now I feel like I got two feet to stand 

On my own 
You helped me 
Now I know 
Now I know 
Now I know 
Now I know 
What it takes

You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man
X2

BETTER MAN (prod. Jammy Beatz)

promises *demo* (king theta)

asteria - Somebody Else

JMonmarz-bloody cheek

mixed by me
produced by @xtravulous

lyrics:
tell me what to do yeah
when im all choked up over you

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

now I'm lost but I'm feeling brand, new
hit me up you know you can come, thru
anytime that you fucking want, to
ill be here, ill be here for you

all you gotta do is call for me
lil shawty, yeah she love me, she want all of me
she wanna ball with me
everything she do, she do it so flawlessly

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby-

tell me what to do
when I'm all choked up over you
and my heart won't stop missing you
hold my breath baby til i turn blue
[x2]

hold my breath

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PETER PAN (prod. IOF)

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