I look at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
Ohh

Verse 1
I'm feeling frustrated, day by day I can't take it
My mind is always racing and I just want to escape it
Is the world against me?  Or am I simply going crazy?
They say you have to love yourself but I have grown to hate me
Cursed at birth and I'm struggling to break it
I set these goals but there's still times I wonder if I'll make it
I just want to say just fuck it, take a couple bags, and stuff a case
Full of everything I need and say goodbye and run away!
Damn.. life is so grim
If nothing changes I'm gonna lose it and break every single known sin
I'm feeling closed in, patience has grown thin
It's hard to keep it when you hate it in your own skin
Huh.. yo this battle has me stressin'
The wrath of this depressions coming back with an aggression 
My eyes are on the ball but then the pass gets intercepted
So every morning I wake up I ask myself these questions when I - 

I look at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
Oh

Verse 2
I wake up and get dressed then gaze into my reflection
It only takes a second to notice my imperfections
Feeling drained from depression, I'm afraid of rejection
Stressin' and obsessin' about obtaining exception
Man it's rough, I've had enough, this shit's tough
I huff and puff about pointless stuff, I want to give up!
Blatant statement.. I hate to say it, but it's true
I'm just another clueless kid who don't know what to do
It's like.. I try my best, but it's hard when your life's a mess
And you're forced to be putting up with this kind of stress
Why can't my mind just rest..?  I'm sick of overthinkin'
But the more I try ignoring it the more it sinks in!
I.. just want my thoughts straight
'Cause all these trials and tribulations is the reason I've lost faith
But if God's real will he help or let me slide by?
I don't know these just some questions I ask every time I

I look at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
Ohh

INSTRUMENTAL - Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jeesmv1C1is

My Reflection

Devin Thunder