My voice was ass but ig it isn’t too bad for my first song

Why'd you come in life?  Oh yeah, that's my fault
Now all because of you I'm dryin' my eyeballs 
Every hour and every minute
I feel like a coward and yes I admit it
I feel it devour my soul when I vision
my life bein' without her, I don't want to witness
Her leaving.. it just kills me
I used to and still think that her and I had the real thing
But now it seems like there's no more bright future
Or her by side, that's not something I'm used ta'
Fuck!  What's the reason why I even try?
I love her to death, na literally!  She's killing me inside!
Eveybody's always telling me I'll be alright
But the times I've shared with her can't seem to leave my freaking mind!
God damn girl I love you
From the moment we first met it was like a dream had come true
But truth be told, you and I been through a lot of shit
It's clear as day and here to stay -

Something's gotta give, somethings gotta break
But all I do is give and you do is take
Somethings gotta change, but I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go

What we had was beautiful, but you took it for granted
I never could understand it, why'd you do all this damage?
I feel I'm losin' my manhood all because of this
I want to hate you but I'd kill for one more hug or kiss
Damn, what'd you do to me
I'm usually so level headed, but when it comes to you I lose it, see - 
I'm crazy for you but it's obvious it causes too much grief
On both echothers ends and don't you lie, I know that you agree
Yeah, it's hard ain't it? Our relationship just caused anguish
And ended up so heart breakin'
I wish I never friended you
I wish I could forget you boo
I wish I had no service when I first had messaged you
Change is part of life, we have to accept it
It's time to leave the past in the past and forget it
Even though it's hard we gonna make it girl
Cause somethings gotta give say it girl

Something's gotta give, somethings gotta break
But all I do is give and you do is take
Somethings gotta change, but I know that it won't
No reason to stay is a good reason to go

I feel like you're the only one who should be my lover
But deep down I can see how we're no good for eachother
And even though there's times I never could see another
Women replace the very spot that you have stood in, I wonder..
Why'd something so beautiful turn to something so ugly?
Why does it feel like you're already moving on?  Why do I feel you don't love me?
Why this and why that, why do I have to keep asking why?
Why are we dragging this on, why am I making this song?  Why??
Huh... fuck I cannot take it
I'm going apeshit, I feel my feelings being played wit'
Constantly anxious, all your hurtful words have made it - 
Plain as day that it was a mistake we ever dated
It's time to face it, I really wish things were the opposite
Even though it's toxicness, you're something I don't want to quit
I'll love you 'till the very end and no that's not a fib
But let's be real baby girl.. somethings gotta give..

LYRICS by Devin Thunder
INSTRUMENTAL by Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Im1Dw366G0s
COVER ART by B Oliver

Something's Gotta Give

Devin Thunder