misspencilvania instru demo

let's just forget the past
and split the rent in half
far away from here

if i could make amends
i swear you’ll love again
far away from here
away from me

nothing ever lasts
i know you miss your dad
far away from here

Far away instrumental

PROD @adewww

hold my hand unitl i die do you like the  sound of  suicide
do you like the idea of dying inside
i dont feel alive
crave your name in my chest tell me im the only one
would you like the idea of falling in love 
cause your the only one
you fall in love with someone else
just tell me im i better than anyone else

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you want me for you
or do you just want use me
abuse me and hurt meee
you know what you good at...

i rember being in love
i was in love with her
i stilll look at her
i still just want her 3x

WANT HERRRR I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
JUST KILL ME WITH YOUR WORDS AND SAY  THAT YOU HATE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED  ME I MIGHT GO TEST THE TIME
I WOULD ANYTHING FOR YOU I WOULD COMIT SUICDIE 
I WOULD WANT YOU I WOULD MISS YOU YOUR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME
I KILL FOR YOU MURDER FOR YOU IF IT ANYTHIN THAT YOU NEED

dont pick and choose

these sick ideas i got on the radio
i called the doctor and he gave me oxyco-
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

i said oh baby dont u think im a pretty doll
just spill my guts out while im chained against the wall
i dont wanna i dont wanna know
i dont wanna i dont wanna know

so pretty i feel so good im losin all control
take my limbs and cut incisions in my skull
then stab my skin and fuck me in the hole
just cut me up and fuck me in the holes

sprite.mp3

if birds were real - id rather kms

snowgirl gf

i love you

i never have
a single say in what you do
i bet you like that
i never have
a single thought that is my own
and do you like that?

gay humming

i bought an awp on eco
11 12 its match point
i shouldve dropped it
off the map
you wont find it


extremely gay humming

dinner next tuesday?

actually no like for real gay humming

take my hand
take my whole life too
i know you cant stand me
my trust is in you 

shrimp

Someothertime

TimeMachineHere

Someothertime (alternate version to "thislife")

And it's not like I really wanna change
I just want every single day to stay the same 
Nothing coming in, nothing going out
And thoughts that I can't do without

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Every single year is just the same thing
Nothing I do has any meaning 
Throwing away all the days of my youth
Tell me to be happy but it's no use

How much of this shit is my own fault
Don't wanna think about it but probably all
No one wants to help me get through it
Cuz I'm just so comfortable being useless

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Dead End

Dazed (2014)

DIY music made in a garage in the middle of nowhere throughout the 2010's lol

Dazed (2014)

helen degenerat