baby please don't, fight!!!
run away, hide
don't face it today, run
go be yourself!!!(yourself)
(fuck, shit!)
just live your life don't think twice
it will all be all right
throw me in the water
don't let me drown
I need you right here
I need you now

cut me into pieces 
let my body go 
let it turn cold 
I cant decide what is right 
for my life!!!(for my life)
I really miss your touch 
hadn't really had enough 
just wanna see you blush
I really miss your touch 
hadn't really had enough 

baby please don't, fight!!!
run away, hide
don't face it today, run
go be yourself!!!(yourself)
(fuck, shit!)
just live your life don't think twice
it will all be all right
throw me in the water
don't let me drown
I need you right here
I need you now 
just live your life don't think twice
it will all be all right
throw me in the water
don't let me drown
I need you right here
I need you now

fight

my birthday

My Intro

prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

cocktail hour

your night

prod cloud

lyrics:
ooh im nervous

cause this cant be happening to me

i put all my trust and belief

you ripped at my chest, hard to breathe

and your words fill my head like a dream

ooh this anxiety

it makes it hard to breathe

and i cant have nobody

holding me

if theyre not you

I’m just a soul in an empty room

Filling the space with broken tunes

No one to hear and no one to see

What is right infront of me

I laugh just to prove I’m here

But every single tear i wanted to just disappear

The kind of quiet that cuts too deep

Maybe alone im meant to be

whats happening to me w sese

I know, that I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon
I know, I'm having fun
Without work that is due
Being completed
I don't enjoy the rules and

Maybe sometimes
I'll write a song about the things in my life
That confuse me so damn 
Bad, I know I can be
Something that you can see
As successful
And trust me I 

Know, that I seem like the one
Who lies, just to be cool
Fitting in with the guys
That's what we all do
I know that I seem like a bum
I'd say you're pretty rude
But if you think those things
I'd say that they're true

But maybe sometime
We could go on a walk and stare at the sky
It's been on my mind and
I know that we can leave this
Prison that we seem
To call our home, oh
I know it

I know, that I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon
That I seem like the one
who sits inside their room
for hours at a time
sleeping until it's noon

da bedrot anthem

prod me
cover art by benjahmen

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(im getting tired of talkin, i told you it was your turn now)

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all
ima show the art im makin
all the pictures that im paintin
all the fishes in the sea 
drink up the water when its rainin 
but they have what they crave
they drownin over nothin
its right in they face
no i hope

i built a rocket ship
so i could fly away
out of embarrassment
no i hope
got scared you would hurt me soon so i
took my passion with me to the moon

im getting tired of talking and talking and talking again
cause i said it was your turn no
i feel so
fucked up inside
i cant go
go back this time

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all

i hate your guts i hate the way you talk
i want you dead up on the floor i want you gone

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(3x)

i was here prod me

stranded (prod. me)

@rottingunderurskin

you're so much better off without me
girl quit being dense
and I'm so much better off without you
no we can't stay friends
you turned me into your punching bag
no we can't make amends
you talk about me behind my back
i think i see a trend
oh, should I hold my tongue
or should I air you out
I'm not the only one
you claim you care about
hope it comes back to bite you
I pity and despise you
girl, yes, I really liked you
didn't know I was being lied to

punching bag

CYPHER 2

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

My Intro

Diet S0d4

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