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walked back at the right moment 
we said good night then said good morning
stretch tired muscles in the inner sanctum
bless the meal before we eat we need some tea
smoke weed in secret meetings
remember the first thing u said to me
u said that youll press delete
that light is the only thing guiding us
besides the sound of the foot prints in front 

and i dont mind that you gave me a fake number to reach after you left 
i called and talked to those people instead

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Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" - Nov 22 2022

I follow the motion line that comes out my chest
It leads me somewhere, I'm still confused
I think my path intersects with you
I don't mean to

I don't know what people want
I just know what I want so I get it for myself
Can't imagine what you'd want from me
Just as a joke I imagined a couple things

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
I could prove anybody wrong about anything
You've seen the worst in me.

If you find my heart's in tatters
Just remind me stupid things really matter
We could do nothing and put out static forever

If you find out my heart's in tatters
Please remind me that stupid things matter more than anything

I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
You're so cute
Goddamn you're so dumb
I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
I try to signal something but you're so ignorant

I like it.

I was like the Kreayshawn to your Spaceghostpurrp
I could do anything, you know I'll make it hurt
I could do anything wrong
If you needed me
I could do anything wrong

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
You know I'm lying, there's no guessing
You've seen the worst in me

Worst in me

slimy oozing bubbling stuff erupting

touching all my clean white t shirts

dont ask me where ive been or ill have to lie

floating

in reference to my weekend

asleep behind the wheel 

havent eaten

feels good

try to keep it real

my body armor is so camoflaughed, bitch!

its got invisible rocket launchers right on it

holding on to way too much

watching my hair grow 

fucked up    

broken bones 

i notice those hurt the most when you wake up and remember how they happened



time for altered vision 

betrayed

i know you feel that way 

while im indifferent

betrayed 



who do i need to hurt?

to make shame a motivator that will work 

and after that sustain an outlook 

without constantly reminding me of how long it took

i know it wont be like before



i never believed that 

i know we both see that i need to do more 

i said i agree that 

this shit wont stop driving a wedge in the floor     



exceptions 

satisfaction is guaranteed

except when i dont land on my feet 

exceptions

i love them

just please love me  



and im a beast when 

my anger reaches my dome 

its just a circle

but it is all ive ever known

Bad Boy Cat Toy

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

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Seven Years’ Fire

BLOODY NOSE NORTH PARK

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
the most 🔥🔥🔥 album about gay trash, chronic pain & dissociation you've heard all year 

help me do what i like if you like what i do: https://www.patreon.com/ESPer99

SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY

👉👉👉 OWN IT

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

Track 4 from Perfect Life & Other Stuff, available on June 17th!
This album is a collaboration with my 17 year old self.
Pre-order digital or check lyrics here
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/perfect-life-other-stuff

The Group

from "f***ing sucks!"
the band is dead so there is sadly no way to support them
song obviously not mine, uploading it here for listening purposes
discography dl: archive.org/details/babygiraffesdiscography

baby giraffes - why we got married

Bag Of Bombs

ACROBAT OVER A VAT OF ACID CRAP

I Only Smile When I'm Laughing

This is a fictional story, and bears no resemblance to real-life.

Anarchy 99 (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
youtu.be/5tB7WBGGdWQ

Devi and So Drove

sodrove.bandcamp.com
twitter.com/SoDrove

Art by Colburn Paluck
www.instagram.com/colburnpaluck69/
colburnpaluck.tumblr.com

Mastered by Ada Rook
twitter.com/AdaRook666
adarook.bandcamp.com

released January 21, 2020

Anarchy 99

this is a song that was written in 2016 over a beat made in 2019 revisited in 2021.

lyrics:
my instinct tells me i smell like fresh meat
and i better be ready to defend myself if i need to
although ive never been in a fight
im weak and youre right
im sorry i didnt believe you
and ill apologize a second time
when i see you
because im sure it will lead to
the unbearable feeling that we are both only the same
and both totally insane
i feel it next to me etching itself into my skin
so i can start to act like a small part of myself again
youll see it too and know that its a preview
as we stand totally frozen and try to regroup
and after everything melts away into something else
well find another person and offer them all our help 
stepped with the wrong foot first
now it hurts to walk
ill walk it off stop talking shit 


i drank the blood but im still human
still want to do drugs 
i drank the blood but im pretty sure that i didnt drink enough

its shallow here
vapid
all my strength was sapped when i strapped in
i got tired so i napped
and when i woke up i found all the feeling was back
yeah at least it was until i needed it
squeeze every last bit of lust out of my bleeding tip
isnt it funny how quick they switch it in their minds 
when collective conscious isnt enough to get by
i know i know i know
humans cant fly
thats why they clipped the wings off every damn time
i didnt mean to abstract myself
im the sum of my goals subtracted by my shelf life
i helped drive the price up
so i must die!
i struck out blindly and touched my own rough side

i didnt mean to get frustrated
but sometimes i just fuck up and i fuckin hate it

Fresh Meat

Hello! I’m just an autistic kid on the internet who likes to make music sometimes! (I also go by He/Him or It/It’s pronouns. Call me Deer, Billy, Corbin or Irvin/Irving.
Some of my posts here are reposts of songs from really old obscure games, like dream emulator, which are mainly put on for archival purposes ^_^

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