hold my c4 
im about to blow it up from way back here
near where the things all emerge unscathed
with smirks on their face
theyre watching me make a fool out of me and you
but nothing ever smelled so good as these toxic fumes

so i breathe deep
take a whiff
fuck it all i ever wanted was more of this
im sure of it
ignore this shit its not important 
the more it sits the more potent it gets 
putrid ghost wants only sex 

ow! 
lost fight to another hologram
exciting news 
these revolutions may be damned
fuck a 3d copy 
im such a needy obviously- 
lock jaw, need it now
cant close my mouth it just keeps talking
quiet down! 
funny little lines form when i close my eyes 
i know its why i cant ever get to sleep on time 

whoa
exit and drown
no clip into another world and run around 
theres no consequences
a fair use view on life
i should try to make a bomb
spread thin on bread
im an imitation led on whim and deadly expectation
what the hell am i waiting for

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

oh hava
i want you 
if you want me too id be so happy
and i am cuz its the truth 
id follow you just watch what you were doing in silence 
we dont have to speak
all we need is some canned fish and cheese to eat 
while laila sits beside us waiting patiently
for us to finish
i have one wish
for you to be in love with me until we both die 
i hope i come first 
not to spite you but i can imagine life gets worse
without my heart
and thats you
i would like to smell your farts
id like to go for a ride inside your truck
id like to see your art when you make it         
so impressive
i want you naked with me 
i want you undressed in bed
perfect girl so sweet
please come next to me  
ill beg a thousand times so please 
oh hava

O Hava

im not what they see
protein packed with glee
red beads cover me
low on energy
numbers make my head twirl
have a i been a real bad girl
or can i rest easy knowing
results should be showing now

the light hurts my eyes when i stand i see white 


when i look at my face
and tell her i’m a huge disgrace
i’ll never get the help i need 
my chia pet will remain seeds

the angels in the sky
reach out their arms and show me why
recovery is what i need
recovery is what i need 

i don’t care if i live or die 
as long as i have big bright eyes
and when i tried to take my life
i saw an angel by my side
i need to stay awake for her
and spoil her in jewels and furs
i cannot go so hear my plea
no dogman but recovery
recovery is what i need 
recovery is what i need

recovery

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3 
buy my albu m 

Mom - Sugar Pool

Triceratopolis - Claws Claws Claws!

Are you in the stars

Recorded in 1995 on 8 track reel to reel...

11 - CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

every body breaks down
nothings gonna carry you forever
always wanna carry on
always wanna scream in terror
im just tryna be myself
if it gets me killed no wonder
thinking i should by a gun
probably shouldnt but whatever

ive been getting so much static
ive been getting brainwashed and shit
please dont really drink the water
keep your head down theres tonnes of cops out

if theres nowhere to run
if theres nowhere to hide
can we dig a hole right into the other side
if theres nowhere to run
if they already

2017 / 03

Girls Rituals - Every Body Breaks Down

In 2011 I played an event in Detroit called Ultra Mega Awesome Extreme. At the show a fan, rather overwhelmed by my presence, asked me if I'd be playing You're A Bad Cat Man. Due to the nature of the show, I had already made the setlist and couldn't deviate from it, but I said I'd try to work it in.
In the midst of playing the set, I completely forgot about trying to play the song.

The following year, I was asked to participate again, so I made sure to put it in the setlist and play it. However, the song is so old that it says nothing of where I am musically, so I reworked the entire song. This is what I did for that show... and then I recorded new vocals for some reason.

You're A Bad Cat Man (You're A Bad 2012 Man mix)

ACROBAT OVER A VAT OF ACID CRAP

a birthday song for my good pal and long time cohort phoebe 0:)

sweet pheeb
born february seventeenth
in wisconsin, the same state as me
met each other out east
buying beer and ice cream

sweet pheeb
i miss you
i wish you were here in the desert with me
im desperate when were separate
for tea time
well at least i can dream of smoking spliffs out
on the porch with you
of course i would like to repeat
sharing cigarettes on my break in the back part of harmony

i shlepped up chest nut
with snow to my chest just to sit together and watch some tv
marathon our favorite shows and take breaks to make pasta and smoke some weed

remember dancing when we both had pink eye?
in our kitchen all the time even though we both were going blind
i watched you slow ride
well go to jazz night, eat some pie, and drink some coffee
then well go back home and bbq and eat sauerkraut with sausage
im on my way
slowly but surely
well meet up again
but sometimes time goes slower than i intend
 
kiwi girl....
i want to live together forever in phoebes world

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

diet tea other cola