hold my c4 
im about to blow it up from way back here
near where the things all emerge unscathed
with smirks on their face
theyre watching me make a fool out of me and you
but nothing ever smelled so good as these toxic fumes

so i breathe deep
take a whiff
fuck it all i ever wanted was more of this
im sure of it
ignore this shit its not important 
the more it sits the more potent it gets 
putrid ghost wants only sex 

ow! 
lost fight to another hologram
exciting news 
these revolutions may be damned
fuck a 3d copy 
im such a needy obviously- 
lock jaw, need it now
cant close my mouth it just keeps talking
quiet down! 
funny little lines form when i close my eyes 
i know its why i cant ever get to sleep on time 

whoa
exit and drown
no clip into another world and run around 
theres no consequences
a fair use view on life
i should try to make a bomb
spread thin on bread
im an imitation led on whim and deadly expectation
what the hell am i waiting for

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

tags bc mobile
remix kreayshawn girls rituals devi mccallion

Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

Millionaire Pedophile - Girls Rituals

from my new album reddishness https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by this amazing girl ivy atoms http://ivyatoms.tumblr.com/

when you grow to be someones sister
if you can overcome the barriers
you might find yourselves to be sharing an incredible power
if you can light up each other
thats the necessary secret
if you really do need it
you can have your own hidden world together

so lets go back to the beach
lets live in a dream
you can pretend to be you
i can pretend to be me
but we don’t need to act like we’re ourselves
we don’t need to be anything
i’ve been thinking wrong forever
i don’t have to be anything

when my mind is overwhelmed
when my body won’t move
you’ve been a shield over me
i want to be a shield over you
when my mind shuts down
in the most unbelievable pain
you’ve been a shield over me
i just need the strength to do the same

but my body’s not me
it won’t hold my shape
you can’t even see my armour
but its shimmering like water
and its heavy like the ocean
and yeah it drags me down but
i still have enough power
and i can still lift it up on to my shoulders

Girls Rituals - Shield

Beserk Guts - Novulent unknown feelings

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https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

hi hello its nice to see you. oh, you’ve always felt the same? i know. “its on fire”. i really want to get… “enough”. have you even noticed that I’m trying to find you out? theres lots of other stuff that i could do to let you know! 
all i knows your name. it feels like I’m reaching thru a haze. ill put it in yr hands for you to take. i’ll grip you even tighter every day. i’m being… 

i’m being serious 
so please take me seriously 
i’ll be yr sun shine 
i can be whatever you need 
don’t underestimate what i can do 
i want to spend all my time on you 
i can be yr springtime 
yr girlfriend i can be yr peach 

ummm i can barely last any longer yr gravity’s stronger 
when my bones all start snapping i hope that you like me back

Girls Rituals - Shitty Peach

Prod by Ghostysounds & ‪‪@blixbeatz‬

lovey self homicide <3

Track 4 from Perfect Life & Other Stuff, available on June 17th!
This album is a collaboration with my 17 year old self.
Pre-order digital or check lyrics here
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/perfect-life-other-stuff

The Group

(rook) 
im bleeding out on my back 
staining the floor of your bedroom 
im laughing because it feels 
like i am finally somewhere that makes sense 
i feel so fucked up 
but i just wanna be fucked up with you 
you just get it 
im just so glad we're friends 

sometimes i just wonder who i am 
sometimes i want to kill who i am 
sometimes i don't want to feel anything at all 

(devi) 
i know ur out there, hello hello? 
im sorry i sing my prayer out of tune 
i never thought i could go to heaven 
until i died and i met you... 
is the truth just too depressing? 
my body hardly knows how to move 
crawling thru the dying soil 
i think i see 1 flower bloom 

(rook) 
and all those years 
just wanting to run away 
i never dared to dream 
that i could ever feel safe 
if i could tell myself 
that i would feel alive again someday 
maybe id be ok 

anyway 

(rook+devi) 
dead girls dry each others eyes 
and pretend for a while that we're still alive

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

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