hold my c4 
im about to blow it up from way back here
near where the things all emerge unscathed
with smirks on their face
theyre watching me make a fool out of me and you
but nothing ever smelled so good as these toxic fumes

so i breathe deep
take a whiff
fuck it all i ever wanted was more of this
im sure of it
ignore this shit its not important 
the more it sits the more potent it gets 
putrid ghost wants only sex 

ow! 
lost fight to another hologram
exciting news 
these revolutions may be damned
fuck a 3d copy 
im such a needy obviously- 
lock jaw, need it now
cant close my mouth it just keeps talking
quiet down! 
funny little lines form when i close my eyes 
i know its why i cant ever get to sleep on time 

whoa
exit and drown
no clip into another world and run around 
theres no consequences
a fair use view on life
i should try to make a bomb
spread thin on bread
im an imitation led on whim and deadly expectation
what the hell am i waiting for

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

oh hava
i want you 
if you want me too id be so happy
and i am cuz its the truth 
id follow you just watch what you were doing in silence 
we dont have to speak
all we need is some canned fish and cheese to eat 
while laila sits beside us waiting patiently
for us to finish
i have one wish
for you to be in love with me until we both die 
i hope i come first 
not to spite you but i can imagine life gets worse
without my heart
and thats you
i would like to smell your farts
id like to go for a ride inside your truck
id like to see your art when you make it         
so impressive
i want you naked with me 
i want you undressed in bed
perfect girl so sweet
please come next to me  
ill beg a thousand times so please 
oh hava

O Hava

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

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HOWLING AT THE MOON - LIVE & SOLO

maybe it's enough.

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
the most 🔥🔥🔥 album about gay trash, chronic pain & dissociation you've heard all year 

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SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY

👉👉👉 OWN IT

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

I love music 
i love music
i love to sing and dance
i love the world
i love the world
even if u cant believe that fact

cos im ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly
im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty
im so ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly
im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty


tidal wave
wave of blood
wave of blood washing over me

there used to be a reason for me in this world

im a witch
im a bitch
i just wish something would turn out right for once
im a witch
im a bitch
im a weirdo
im a bimbo
i just wish something would turn out right for me just one more time

i figure
i figure one day things will get better
i just hope they dont get 10x fucking worse like they always do but...

tidal wave of blood washing over me