entry #1

prod me and Another Autumn

Lyrics 

Picture perfect, girl love your body

Think I like you don’t tell nobody else, I just wanna keep you to myself (a-all to me)

Can’t believe a girl like you wants me, pick the petals off of my flowers, she wants me love

And I made my mind up, I’m just thinkin’ maybe we should put it all behind us

And I know a spot where they won’t find us

Moss and grass and weeds where the flowers bloom

Tell my why the birds whistle around you, baby there’s just something about you

Maybe I could walk around the forest, clear my mind and talk to the lily pads and tell them what we have

forest

jan 2022 fuck it

i'm a wanderer always looking for the meaning
all these years of searching losing all these layers of me
trapped in my lack of conscience my eyes jus feel like windows
let it all happen to me powerless to stop it
and i groan
all these pain from banging on the glass
the screams they all get muffled while these crowds of ppl pass
oh god i'm decaying real fast
why did i ever put my trust
in the process when i know that
they're all the devils work


clocks ticking
ride my dick but can't feel it
say my comeup fake
but worst comes to worst n ur all simping
ego check ego check
when i see the mirror
fall from grace, double take
cos all these days filler
fuck wrong with me
ion wanna do it right
stay inside crystallize
pop a pill n it's night night
face down thumbs up
don't let them see thru the veil
wanna set sail away from here
cos i’m fucking doomed to fail
red don’t take no bullshit from nobody
take one look at u to know ur whole life is a fallacy
tired of having to keep yo ass company
fucking on ur bitch last night she can’t get enough of me
civil war keeps going
internal conflict is my middle name
chaos ensues
while i’m too busy sipping on this lean
feel these eyes of mine close
yeah i'm off a bean
terrified that this the last year
i’ll ever be a teen
man we stay high
don’t wanna ever see me sober
don’t wanna ever accept the fact that my life is over
but i wander on, yeah i keep wandering away
searching for a meaning i been knew there ain't none in the first place

wanderer

why do i wanna hurt you so bad?

prod. me
join the #dynasty discord..... https://discord.gg/SWRQXqVpUU
(do it....)

i know i shouldn't
ran out of purpose
n im certain that u have what i want
my life is turnin
ripped like a surgeon
im always wishin i could go back in time
ur like a phantom in the night
takin all my life
fallin down the pipe
with nobody to help
guess ill take it as a sign
get u out my sight
ill try to focus
cuz ur not important
i got lots of problems
that i cannot solve
they wanna talk to me but
i can't be involved

im not lookin for u girl
i swear i never called ;-;
did i ever know u?
no i swear i can't recall
i just wanna watch it all burn

#burnnn (☍﹏⁰)｡

produced by my amazing friend @angelonmyshoulder
featuring @lifeessi

lyrics:

@stylas:
ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
im wit my boys and we goin up 
tell me what tf is difficult for u to see

@lifeessi:
think i got addicted to bankroll
im up now they do what i say so
yeah i keep my head up but i stay low
only focused on guap and the peso
my bitch badder than mf JLO
if he talkin we give him a halo
not gone follow wherever that they go 
oh yeah yeahh

run up imma take that boi ransom
with yo bitch and she say this her anthem
heart cold imma ghost like phantom
ain't no one finna fw my fandom
night time they all on me
sun go down finna stain my tee oh yuh
kickin with prada's yeah
when the sun go down still got chains on me

@stylas:
ha
yea they jus do it for me
huh
he want a feat i ain doin that shit jus for free
huh
ha yea
when i play shit im jus playin for keeps
huh
ha
they tryna copy my flow and my sound 
i been sayin that i been unique

i luv the drugs in my body 
my system gets fucked up for nothing 
i wake up repeat
tell him to try push up on me 
i run thru his whole fuckin networth 
like every week 
i got dem guns like the army 
i mow down the whole fuckin block 
like boy im on a streak
i gotta finish whats started
me an my bro go retarded

ha, ki-kick it wit prada ha
ha, ion like when im modest uh
i luv it when i wear cartier
he said he dont wanna problem uh
told him he safe broke a promise uh
had 2 switch the fuckin topic up
yea they want smoke and i brought it uh
yea im the aim im the target uh
all them bitches jus clone what i started up

target ft essi (wish)

prod. kenzee

stereotype yuh
stereotypical
swear yo hoe tight yuh
even though she difficult
see with both eyes yuh
she wont keep it minimal
i like when my bitch like keeping shit down on the minimal
i love when a bitch bring all her friends up in the swimming pool
i love when she listen to the music and she think it's cool
i love when she show me to her friends show me to her friends yuh
in my head you outta 10, 20/10
bring your new friends and bring all your old friends too
i been stuck up in my ways i'm in the hotel room 
i wish i could tell you what i wish i'd tell you
i'm still feeling bad bout what i put you through

grew up in the city of sin
no one to look up to so i looked up to my friends
and my friends told me that the medicine they only friends
so i grew up and i became another of my friends it's a cycle

stereotype yuh
stereotypical
swear yo hoe tight yuh
even though she difficult
i like when a bitch like keeping shit down on the minimal
i like when a bitch bring all her friends up in the swimming pool
stereotype yuh
stereotypical
swear yo hoe tight yuh
even though she difficult
i like when my bitch like keeping shit down on the minimal
i like when a bitch bring all her friends up in the swimming pool
stereotype yuh
i'm a low life yuh
i'm a low life and
i know that i'm difficult
stereotype yuh

low life

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/yungblasian
https://soundcloud.com/lizzthawizz

Outro sample by myself.
From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

distasteful [with yung blasian, iktl!]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ojLoF60ncEvTGQ62FJNeM?si=89a3e21f9ce84500

premiered live in los angeles on 7/5/25
original track produced by me and fortuneswan

entry #1

digifern (@1digifern)