попытка №5

nonsense

prod. @hxrdywarhead! @janecocaine @wokhardt
art by. @ used2dmns

tommy vercetti

4pts ft. komit prod ludatalesi+kugakrewceo

M I L O

Раскольников & Diklor - Виски (prod. by hxrdywarhead!)

щастье

dopamine pit (ordenupset)

x+xo

match my mood

[Intro]
(Soft, glitchy piano fades in, like a broken music box. Whispered vocals, echoing:)
Bashing... bleeding... walls closing in...
Brains running down... again, again...
[Verse 1]
Bashing my head against the fucking walls again,
Brains running down the walls like rain in the drain.
Teeth chipped, broken, dead rat bleeds—motherfucker shouldn't have bit me.
Smashed its fucking body, brains all over walls,
Right after I slit my wrists with a smile.
Numb cold winter midnight, blood lust horror suicide show—
Send me to the hospital, please, never forgive me.
First before the fucking day before Christmas, 13 aged,
What did you all think? Oh, he didn't know any better?
I knew exactly what I was doing, emptying your hatred—
That lay rotted, decayed, dead rattled flesh inside.
[Chorus]
(Distorted beat drops, vocals layered with screams and whispers. Slow, hypnotic repetition:)
The inside... dipped, I mean fucking dropped in anger,
Deep into scalding bathtub water, images broken blurs.
Scarred with physical pain, the inside of my lungs on stilts,
Throats fingers wrap around each time I have the impulse—
To slit my wrists every time I say I hate you,
After you say fuck you, you bitch, it was never a phase.
And whore, you're never gonna win this...
Bastard son born as the devil, I'm his son.
[Verse 2]
An anti-social freak, a fucking mental disease,
A personality disorder that rots me to the core.
I'm split in 8 modes, I let my minds unwind,
Around both of your spines, hidden behind these eyes.
Are blind, the mindless madness blistered with agony,
Screaming, suffering, crying, waiting—nothing but to end.
All these nightmares feasting on frozen over,
Suspended in animation, locked trapped in time.
Fogged over, worm-eating images I wish I thought I knew,
Bleeding all over the gore, the horror, the sex, the blood—
This horrible world, this deepening endless void,
Trapped in anti-gravity.
[Bridge]
(Build-up with static noise, slowing tempo, childlike voice overlay:)
I hope one day to be whole, one day I hope and pray...
That day will come... no... I don't think it ever will.
(Pause, then a glitchy echo:) Frozen... trapped... bleeding... again.
[Chorus]
(Repeat with fading distortions, vocals breaking:)
The inside... dipped, I mean fucking dropped in anger,
Deep into scalding bathtub water, images broken blurs.
Scarred with physical pain, the inside of my lungs on stilts,
Throats fingers wrap around each time I have the impulse—
To slit my wrists every time I say I hate you,
After you say fuck you, you bitch, it was never a phase.
And whore, you're never gonna win this...
Bastard son born as the devil, I'm his son.
[Outro]
(Fading whispers over ambient drone, ending in silence:)
Bashing... bleeding... walls... brains...
Never whole... never... ever...

Shattered Echoes in the Void 13

tommy vercetti

diklor