I thought I was beat down

Screaming with no sound

Buried dead underground

Ripping off my skin

I shed

I fed the god head 



Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Skills burn deep within the in between

Life's just a joke 

Until you focus

dig your heels endlessly down 

Where you can be seen

Or bothered 

Outside of the pressures of society



Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



I know I'm not normal

Who The fuck is

How many times do I have to remove all these daggers 

Infecting my ability to sleep 

I foam thrash and beg god get these intrusive thoughts under control 

I don't want to lose everything while the world sleep

When I am Awake barley breathing 



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



from all this  synchronicity stabbing me in the halo

That bleeds through out my being under the broken ceiling

Screaming feeling something haunting me  

In the apartment I hide going through recovery





black ink oozes behind closed doors

Sliding the needles across the skin



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Beat Down pay for pain

[Intro]
(Soft, glitchy piano fades in, like a broken music box. Whispered vocals, echoing:)
Bashing... bleeding... walls closing in...
Brains running down... again, again...
[Verse 1]
Bashing my head against the fucking walls again,
Brains running down the walls like rain in the drain.
Teeth chipped, broken, dead rat bleeds—motherfucker shouldn't have bit me.
Smashed its fucking body, brains all over walls,
Right after I slit my wrists with a smile.
Numb cold winter midnight, blood lust horror suicide show—
Send me to the hospital, please, never forgive me.
First before the fucking day before Christmas, 13 aged,
What did you all think? Oh, he didn't know any better?
I knew exactly what I was doing, emptying your hatred—
That lay rotted, decayed, dead rattled flesh inside.
[Chorus]
(Distorted beat drops, vocals layered with screams and whispers. Slow, hypnotic repetition:)
The inside... dipped, I mean fucking dropped in anger,
Deep into scalding bathtub water, images broken blurs.
Scarred with physical pain, the inside of my lungs on stilts,
Throats fingers wrap around each time I have the impulse—
To slit my wrists every time I say I hate you,
After you say fuck you, you bitch, it was never a phase.
And whore, you're never gonna win this...
Bastard son born as the devil, I'm his son.
[Verse 2]
An anti-social freak, a fucking mental disease,
A personality disorder that rots me to the core.
I'm split in 8 modes, I let my minds unwind,
Around both of your spines, hidden behind these eyes.
Are blind, the mindless madness blistered with agony,
Screaming, suffering, crying, waiting—nothing but to end.
All these nightmares feasting on frozen over,
Suspended in animation, locked trapped in time.
Fogged over, worm-eating images I wish I thought I knew,
Bleeding all over the gore, the horror, the sex, the blood—
This horrible world, this deepening endless void,
Trapped in anti-gravity.
[Bridge]
(Build-up with static noise, slowing tempo, childlike voice overlay:)
I hope one day to be whole, one day I hope and pray...
That day will come... no... I don't think it ever will.
(Pause, then a glitchy echo:) Frozen... trapped... bleeding... again.
[Chorus]
(Repeat with fading distortions, vocals breaking:)
The inside... dipped, I mean fucking dropped in anger,
Deep into scalding bathtub water, images broken blurs.
Scarred with physical pain, the inside of my lungs on stilts,
Throats fingers wrap around each time I have the impulse—
To slit my wrists every time I say I hate you,
After you say fuck you, you bitch, it was never a phase.
And whore, you're never gonna win this...
Bastard son born as the devil, I'm his son.
[Outro]
(Fading whispers over ambient drone, ending in silence:)
Bashing... bleeding... walls... brains...
Never whole... never... ever...

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Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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