The fragility of your ego when love is one direction only…super song

Big drama. no idea why it reminds me of some Queen ballads. I like the use of space, reverb and mild FXs. The vocals are full of emotion. sad but true lyrics. sending you a big hug!

A song about unrequited love, I suppose, something I seem to have bumped into a lot more often than I would have liked.  Written in 2006 about someone specific.  The only thing from that original recording here is the piano track, wanted to keep something from the session back then, which is where the noise comes from, but I quite like that. Re did the vocals today, made a couple of adjustments to lyrics, and pleased with how it turned out.   Still a little sad about what it was written about, a little! 

Lyrics

I wished you were but you were not
Into me still you hit me on the spot
More that I have got more than I could bare
A loving wound behind this stare

Not thought upon by your gaze
Not made for you, make no mistake!
I fall to bits, crumb by crumb
When you crush me down
With your little thumb

It’s hard to get what you desire
Hard to breathe the luring words
I can’t see to reel you in
Could it be that I am a curse
I nearly had you once before
Seems I was bitten by a bug
like I’ve become this feeling’s whore
Elusive love made so by those locked doors

I could ask but I’m in a box
I have an overwhelming knot
Inside of me resisting you
It ties me down oh what’s the use

In being here it makes me blind
And keeps all others from my mind
And kind of makes me hate myself
It seems I only need your help

It’s hard to get what you desire
Hard to breathe the luring words
I can’t see to reel you in
Could it be that I’m cursed
I nearly had you once before
Seems I was bitten by some bug
Like I’ve become this feeling’s whore
Elusive love made so by those locked doors

This talk is kept inside my head
Cause I am scared you might reject 
My point of view the way I feel
So I’ll be the one to turn the wheel

If you made a move I won’t say no
But I know you won’t so I’ll just go
I’ll take along my sanity 
Before it runs away from me

Elusive Love (2006)

Parts 1, 2 and 3 mixed into one. Next time no more small parts or snippets when it's supposed to be a longer track.

La Deluge

The Tumultuous Journey of the Reflection of Purple Hangings on the Soft Blue Sea...
Le Voyage Tumultueux du Reflet des Tentures Pourpres sur la Douce Mer Bleue...

Title 1 - 179
Title 2 - 089
Title 3 - 090
Title 4 - 091
Title 5 - 093
Title 6 - 190
Title 7 - 219 - Background atmosphere linked
Track duration - 16m.30.255s

Recording sessions from 08/12/2013 07/01/2024.
 track MOOG Modular V2 (vst Arturia),
 track vst Element of Surprise,
 track vst DSK Darkness Theory,
 track vst DoubleSx XXL V1,
 track Spark (vst Arturia),
 track vst KristalReverb,
 track vst Element of Surprise,
 track The Darker Blues,
 track vst Addictive Drums,
 track vst Purple2,
 track Prophet V2 (vst Arturia),
 track BeatBurner VSTi,
 track guitare Yamaha,
presets, mixing, processing and editing: Pier WILL.
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- Made with MOOG & Modular / Multi-tracks
- Composed, arranged, performed, produced by Pier WILL & Studio 4H09
- Artwork - Pier WILL
- Acknowledgements - Ableton, AKG, Arturia, Audacity, Cantabile, Focusrite,   Korg, M-Audio, MSI, Sony, SoundCloud, Teac, Techniks, Yamaha.
- #Ambient #Movies #Experimental 
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❤️🕊️🙏

The Tumultuous Journey of the Reflection of Purple Hangings on the Soft Blue Sea...

I feel privileged yet again to have had a chance to collaborate with such talented and experienced musicians. Thank you all! 

The lyrics are dedicated to my former workplace from a few years ago. I knew I had to one day do something. Little did I know it was with music. 😉


All lead & backing vocals by Heidi K
Words by Heidi K

Alto saxophone solo by joerxworx: https://soundcloud.com/joerxworx
All electric & acoustic guitars by Martin Jansen: https://soundcloud.com/m_ja

Additional instruments and programming by Jeamland
Arrangement & sound design by Jeamland
Mix & mastering by Jeamland
Music by Jeamland

Cover photo: Heidi K

Lunch In The Park -Jeamland & Heidi K feat. Martin Jansen & joerxworx

The Space Between You And Me

Tommy: bass
Scotty: guitars, adlibs
Looperman: drums

420 '23 Demo 5 (the last demo)

The Voices of Nature - 2024 Collection

Tribute to the Trees (Mix 2024)

Cast of Characters:
The Mysterious Decibel-- @themysteriousdecibel –MD-- vocals and lyrics in the choruses
TexMex Shaman–@texmex-shaman –Stephen– guitar, production, and mix
J.J. Terrell–@j-j-terrell –piano, synth sax 
K2 and the Three [and the Four]--@k2andthe3, @k2-kara -–Ken–drums, acoustic guitar intro, and vocalized tones at the end, verse lyrics and melody, composition
Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)–@josh-clary-1 –-four string fretless bass, vocals on the verses

This is a song that originated with Ken several months ago. He wrote the whole thing on piano, guitar, and drums and presented it to the rest of the band. Of course, everyone was very excited to add their spin to it. 

Josh added his bass part first, as the foundation. Ken also left his catchy original guitar intro as it was. Then JJ added his dynamic piano part, which ended up being both foundational and stylistic, along with the sax that you hear in there, too. Stephen added his solid foundational guitar to it, too, soon after. Then it sat, stalled out for need of some vocals. Of course, we asked TMD to add some, which he did in grand fashion for the choruses. All that was left were the verses. Ken wrote lyrics, and gave Josh an idea for the melody, so he sang the verses to wrap it up. Of course, we asked Stephen to produce and mix it for us, which he did so well, as always.

  We hope you enjoy listening to this song as much as we enjoyed making it.

Homeboy - (Eclectic Collective)

Cake By The Ocean

Space Gate

Gigs Across The River -  Piano Solo 9

I've been writing songs for ages and ages, because it's something I enjoy doing, and that's about it. 

I've added dates to titles, however, these aren't always dates recorded, mostly just dates written because the original offerings, back then, had little to be desired with consideration to production values and all that stuff!  For the older tracks some tracks have the old backing with a modern vocal (often with a lyric rewrite), the original vocal with a new backing (when I could work with the original vocal, but not the original backing), the original song newly recorded in all areas, and less often the original vocal and backing, but with a few additions, "No" is one such example.  Otherwise, most of it is newer stuff, post 2018, and is as is, when written and recorded.    

I've had to re-record some things on account of my abilities to record demos and all that being very limited once upon a time.  

In the early days I only had a Farfisa F1 workstation thing (it's amazing what I managed to do on that), later an Atari ST, with Cubase 2 probably, a Proteus 2000, and Fostek 8 track recorder thing, and now I've got Native Instruments 14, and Cubase 12, in what amounts to an astonishingly good set up compared to my earlier resources, for about the same money as that older rubbish was back then. 

I still use the microphone I've had since I was 18, though did just recently upgrade that as well, however still pick up and use the old one, as it's still good - a Sure SM58 with a dent in it! My upgraded mic is a Sure SM7B, which is great, and I see it all the time on TV and podcasts, so must have made a good choice! 

My musical chops are focused on the piano, my main instrument, and the ukulele, which I play a lot as well.  Not doing a lot of piano-orientated songs at the moment, but I do sometimes, and mostly try to get the best out of my Native Instruments stuff.  I'm barely scratching the surface with all of the NI stuff I've got.

Elusive Love (2006)

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