Living on My Deathbed

All the best days of my life have passed me by
This messed up world still wants my best try 
Give a hundred percent
You gotta pay rent
Drag your ass to church on Sunday, repent

I’m trying
Why does it feel like I’m dying? 

I don’t want to live down here but baby I’m stranded 
These are the lousiest cards I’ve ever been handed
The rain pours down, the ground gets wetter,
I wear this shame like a scarlet letter
Painted on my head
Living on my deathbed

The doc gave one for pain and one for depression 
‘Cause I’ve never been good at cleaning up messes
And now, I’ve got bills
To pay for these pills
But I never get better, they’re making me ill

He’s lying
I still feel like I’m dying 

I don’t want to live down here but baby I’m stranded 
These are the lousiest cards I’ve ever been handed
The rain pours down, the ground gets wetter,
I wear this pain like a barbed wire sweater
Hanging by a thread
Living on my deathbed

I’m filled with holes like a pair of blue jeans
I patch one up then rip a new seam 
Then drive off course into the well
I swear rock bottom feels just like hell
So far down and there’s no way out
I claw the walls and I scream and shout
I curse at God and he yells right back
You’re gonna learn never talk to me like that

I don’t want to live down here but baby I’m stranded 
These are the lousiest cards I’ve ever been handed
The rain pours down, the ground gets wetter
Thought it couldn’t get worse but I should’ve known better 
Just like I said

I don’t want to live down here but baby I’m stranded 
These are the lousiest cards I’ve ever been handed
The rain pours down, the ground gets wetter
I wear this shame like a scarlet letter
Just like I said
I’m living on my deathbed 

Lyrics © 2025 Brooke Justus. All Rights Reserved.

living on my deathbed

Willkommen zu "People in Europe"!  Dieser Song vereint Stimmen aus ganz Europa mit einer Botschaft der Hoffnung und Einheit. / Welcome to "People in Europe"!  This song unites voices from across Europe with a message of hope and unity. / ¡Bienvenidos a "People in Europe"!  Esta canción une voces de toda Europa con un mensaje de esperanza y unidad. / Добро пожаловать к "People in Europe"!  Эта песня объединяет голоса из всей Европы с посланием надежды и единства. / Ласкаво просимо до "People in Europe"!  Ця пісня об’єднує голоси з усієї Європи з посланням надії та єдності.
Erlebe eine Reise durch unsere Kulturen, inspiriert von der Kraft, zusammen zu stehen. Veröffentlicht am 18. Juni 2025 um 20:16 Uhr CEST. Hört zu und lasst uns eins sein! / Experience a journey through our cultures, inspired by the power of standing together. Released on June 18, 2025 at 8:16 PM CEST. Listen and let’s be one! / Vive un viaje a través de nuestras culturas, inspirado en el poder de estar juntos. Publicado el 18 de junio de 2025 a las 20:16 CEST. ¡Escucha y seamos uno! / Проживи путешествие через наши культуры, вдохновлённое силой стоять вместе. Выпущено 18 июня 2025 в 20:16 CEST. Слушай и давай будем едины! / Проживи подорож через наші культури, натхненне силою стояти разом. Випущено 18 червня 2025 о 20:16 CEST. Слухай і давай будемо єдиними!

Europe  Electro Ballade - Patrtick Levien KI Projekt

Dedicated to my Dad, who by example, was always "showing me the ropes".  He said if you want something... go get it. No one is going to hand it to you.  I miss you Dad...thank you for all you taught me. 
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[Verse]
The current pulls me far and wide
No anchor to hold me down
But I don't mind
What I can't yet see
The ocean whispers
come explore the deep with me

[Verse]
Under the glow of the
 disco ball moon
The waves dance
They call my name
They say, luv take a chance
On life's great unknowns
I said, Okay...
The Great Unknown 
Is where I'll stake my claim

[Chorus]
How can I be lost, when I feel so free?
I cast-away all the things, I don't wanna be 
I'll go wherever the compass leads
Just like my Daddy did, when he sailed the 7 seas, before me 

He told me
my sails were always rigged for chasing dreams
my sails were always rigged for chasing dreams

( chasing, chasing, chasing dreams ) 
( chasing, chasing, chasing dreams ) 

[Bridge]
Sometimes the bitter cold, sea winds blow 
How I'll survive, I really don't know
 my blue skies, turn inky black from angry storms
when my hull is tossed and battered
and all my sails are ripped and torn 

[Bridge]
But I survived 
Why is it, that's when I feel the most alive???
I feel alive !

My sea legs are steady
I raise mended sails with my bare hands  
I have known since
I was a little girl 
my feet were never meant for sand
They were never meant for sand

[Chorus]
How can I be lost, when I feel so free?
I cast away all the things, I don't wanna be 
I'll go wherever the compass leads
Just like my Daddy did, when he sailed the 7 seas, before me

He told me 

my sails were always rigged for chasing dreams
my sails were always rigged for chasing dreams

( chasing, chasing, chasing dreams ) 
( chasing, chasing, chasing dreams ) 

The current pulls me far and wide
No anchor to hold me down
But I don't mind

because I know what it means ...
 I'll always be chasing dreams

RIGGED

💙♥
Lucky You Babe

[Verse 1]
You said I light up a room
just before it burns down
that I move like a song
that leaves you torn and spellbound

I laugh like someone
who’s never lost a thing—
but babe each smile
pulls a string

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve got a kiss like luck
and a trail of ash behind
you think you found a treasure
but I’m the warning kind

[Chorus]
So lucky you babe
to catch the eye of a storm
you danced with the cursed
and thought you could stay warm

Lucky you babe
betting hearts like dice
but I’ve never held onto
a good thing twice

[Verse 2]
I wear charm like perfume
to cover the past
I touch like summer
but I leave like a frost

People fall in love
with the idea of me
’til they realize
I don’t come free

[Pre-Chorus]
My hands are gentle
but they’ve let go too soon
my promises are poems
read best under a darkened moon

[Chorus]
So lucky you babe
to trace the lines of a myth
I kiss like I’m holy
but I’m more ghost than gift

Lucky you babe
just another star-crossed fool
but I told you from the start—
I don’t play by the rules

[Bridge – spoken]
If love was a venture
you played with loaded dice
thinking I was the prize
not the price

[Final Chorus]
Lucky you babe
to say you had me once
but luck don’t last
when it burns that bright
for too long

Lucky you—
but it’s still just
bad luck
that others call love

Lucky You Babe

The unplugged version of Blood In My Ledger strips the fury down to flesh and bone—haunted acoustics, gospel echoes, and confessions carved in dusk. Cindered Heart delivers raw vampiric truth, turning scars into rhythm and silence into law. Undead never sounded this alive.

Lyrics

I was down to my last breath
Said goodbye in my own head
Gun cold in my palm, mouth dry from the psalms
Then she came from the edge of the dread
And I bled
Now… heh… I'm undead

Used to walk through the rain with a rage in my chest
Pain was a blade, now it stay in my vest
Stained every name that I gave when I pressed
Now I prey with the fangs, I don’t beg for the rest
Back then, I was broke, now I’m cold with a code
Lost soul, but I roll with a cloak in the mold
Taught wrong, but I learned how to fold what they sold
Now I hold every death like a debt I still owe

I was ready for the rope
Ready for the ledge
Ready for the end
Then she bled on my pledge
Whispered in Latin with venom and flame
Said, “You don’t die here. You change the game.”

Ahhhhhh

They said I was finished, a ghost in the mirror
Now I’m sipping on dusk with the devil as dinner
I buried my name, then I rose through the dirt
Put my past in a verse and my guilt in a hearse
Every sin on my skin now a mark of the clan
Vamp heart pumpin’ with the Glock in my hand
From the bottom, I bled it—no faith, no favor
But the streets call me class and the fangs call me savior

Blood in my ledger, soul in the flame
Came from the gutter, now ghostin’ the game
Countin’ the scars, can’t pronounce all the pain
But I rhyme like a reaper with a crown and a chain
Dark with the drip, I maneuver with might
Was a shadow, now sharper than rumors at night
No savior, no son, just a sentence with bite
Now I rap like revenge in a suit that’s tight

Yeah, I lost it all—but I made it mean
Now I chop through the bars like a guillotine
They preach love, but I preach law
And I bite every beat with a loaded jaw

You think you’ve fallen too far?
Try waking up undead
Try hearing your own heartbeat
From someone else’s chest instead

Taught by the night, Death was murder in heels
Had class in the trap, made the burden appeal
She said “Power’s a pact, not a sermon you kneel”
Now I stack with the tact of a serpent with steel

Fast forward, I'm calm in the chaos
Graves in my wake, but I’m made for the lay up
Glass in my gut from the paths that I paid off
But I talk in the code that the angels stay off

Used to dream of peace—nah, dream got taxed
Now I build on the bones that the silence cracks
With a click in my throat and a flash in my step
I don’t need respect—who does when there’s nothin left

Lost it all in a wrecked apartment
Bottle of meds and a loaded compartment
Mirror cracked from the hand I slammed
Blood on the wall like a vamp in Garland

Heart on halt, brain on static
Fate got flipped in a page that’s manic
Came through fangs with a name so tragic
Taught me slang, like a joker in traffic

Now I’m back with a blueprint—barbaric
Fangs in the game like the tooth been cleric
Truth been buried
Mood been peril
Blood in my ledger I baptize beats in a booth that’s feral

I was down to my last breath
No prayers left, just silence and death
Gun cold in my palm, no tears left to shed
Mouth dry from the psalms I forgot I had read

She came from the edge of the dread
Red lips, black veil, no words were said
Touched my chest like a cross gone dead
Then smiled... and fed

I bled
And I ain't been me since

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Blood In My Ledger - Unplugged

Concrete Jungle (Unplugged) strips the city to bone and ember. Acoustic shadows, gospel hums, and whispered rage retell the story of blood, hunger, and nightfall in a haunted metropolis. Cindered Heart reclaims the streets—one chilling breath at a time.

Lyrics

I’m a creature of the night  
I don’t need no light  
Shadows in the alley  
I’m the one they fear in sight  
Teeth sharp like the blade of a knife  
Catch me in the city where the air’s thick with strife  

Me and my Lover, we feast in the gutter  
Hunger never sleeps, yeah, we breakin’ the structure  
Skyscrapers like tombstones  
Watch the night, it can puncture  
Blood stains the pavement  
I'm not just a sucker  

Blood in the streets  
Pulse in the heat  
Clocks still red  
Watch the hour repeat  

Vampires in the city  
Feast on defeat  
We feast on the fear  
Yeah, we never retreat  

I ain’t playin’ with these mortals  
They don’t stand a chance  
Cold hands grippin’ necks  
Got ‘em lost in the trance  
Elevator eyes, can’t escape this dance  

Watch the clock tick tock—slow death  
Red like the blood  
I just took with each breath  
Streetlights flicker  
We the ones that they dread  
Heartbeats racing  
But you better be dead  

Clocks still red  
But time’s dead  
Cindered Heart the nightmare in your head  
They run, they hide  
But we fed  
The city’s ours  
You’ve been fucking misled  

Blood in the streets  
Pulse in the heat  
Clocks still red  
Watch the hour repeat  

Vampires in the city  
Feast on defeat  
We feast on the fear  
Yeah, we never retreat  

We don’t fear nothin’  
No not even sunlight  
Vampires in the zone  
We own the night  
Tears in the sky  
But we’re outta sight  
Feast on the weak  
Then we vanish in flight  
Pray we don't find you tonight  

Dark alleys, no sound  
You'll never be found  
We hunt in silence  
But the blood’s always loud  
City’s a playground  
Your life is a vow  
Sign in blood  
Or you'll be lost in the crowd  

Blood in the streets  
Pulse in the heat  
Clocks still red  
Watch the hour repeat  

Vampires in the city  
Feast on defeat  
We feast on the tears  
Yeah, we never retreat  

Blood… blood in the streets…  
Clocks still red… time won’t repeat…  
Feast on the fear… yeah…  
Feast on the fear

"All rights to this track, including but not limited to composition, lyrics, and production, are owned by Cindered Heart. Unauthorized reproduction, distribution, or use of this track in any form (including remixing or licensing without permission) is prohibited. For licensing inquiries or collaborations, please contact cinderedheartpromo@gmail.com All rights reserved 2024-2025"

Concrete Jungle - Unplugged

This is as far from the comfort zone I have been-EVER

Vocals: Zemandan feat Astrid Solvrid

Forever the Flame

"You Forgot to See" es una canción íntima y desgarradora que retrata la desconexión emocional de nuestra era digital. A través de versos poéticos y un estribillo poderoso, la letra nos habla de lo que se pierde cuando dejamos de mirar a los ojos, de sentir el momento, de vivir con presencia.

Con una producción minimalista que comienza con guitarra y voz, y va creciendo hacia una explosión emocional con coros y texturas envolventes, esta pieza mezcla folk moderno, pop nostálgico y una fuerte carga crítica y humana.

Es un grito silencioso a todos los que alguna vez amamos y perdimos entre pantallas.
Una invitación a volver a mirarnos… de verdad.

You Forgot to See L.Rivera

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[Intro]
Yeah
It's like this
It's like that
It's like this
It's like that
Oh
It's like this
It's like that
It's like this
It's like that

[Verse]
Thought you could impress me
But it's not enough
No no
I'm sorry
Tryna be a ten out of ten
But you're just a four out of five

[Verse]
What if I did it all again?
You know I do it different
You know I gotta be honest
Baby
And I don't wanna lie
No
I don't wanna lie

[Chorus]
You got a good look
Got a good fit
You got good style
And a good whip
You got good taste
And a good face
Got a good smile
And a good grip
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you

[Verse]
You know it's a struggle
When we have to snuggle
You just like to cuddle
You don't really like me
No
You don't really like me
I just gotta say it
I don't wanna fake it
This is how I'm feeling
Baby
I'm just not your guy
I'm just not your guy

[Chorus]
You got a good look
Got a good fit
You got good style
And a good whip
You got good taste
And a good face
Got a good smile
And a good grip
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you

[Verse]
I should be into you
And all the things you do
But I don't think I could
Still not into you
And you took me to your room
Where the light's out
The light's out
And you turned me on to fumes
But I wanna back out
I blacked out
And I know that

[Chorus]
You got a good look
Got a good fit
You got good style
And a good whip
You got good taste
And a good face
Got a good smile
And a good grip
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you
( Still not into you)
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you 
( Still not into you)
Still not into you

[Bridge]
You keep tellin me
I'm just
Waitin' for someone better
Someone to keep me entertained 
(Girl you drivin me insane )
And I'm so tired of wastin' my time
Guess I'm so damn selfish
With all this backup plan

And now you're askin' me 
(To be patient with you)
And now you're tellin' me
 (I'm not being fair to you)
You want me to wait for you
But I'm still not into you
I'm still not into you

[Outro]
You got a good look
Got a good fit
You got good style
And a good whip
You got good taste
And a good face
Got a good smile
And a good grip
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you( Still not into you)
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you ( Still not into you)
Still not into you
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you
Still not into you( Still not into you)
And it should be enough
But I'm still not into you ( Still not into you)
Still not into you...

Still not Into You (Live)

#songwriter #woman #lost #searching #acoustic #womansongwriter 

Lyrics:
Where is my heart
Taking me now
Across an empty desert
Into an abandoned house
Endless rooms
Empty halls
cries of joy
sobs of pain

Where is my heart
Taking me now? (Taking me now!)

Lost in a dream…
I wish I was.
But instead…
I am trapped in this cage.
They called it life.
I call it imposed.
I wish I could leave 
But where would I go?
(Where would I go?)

Where is my soul
Leading me now?
Across a vacant highway
Into an empty hole
Dark recesses 
Endless space 
Screams of fear
Gasps of life

Where is my soul
Leading me now? (Leaving me now?)

Lost in a dream
I wish I was
But instead
I am trapped in this cage (trapped)
They call it life
I call it imposed 
I wish I could leave 
But where would I go?
(Where do I go?)

Where is my body
Pressing me now?
Against another human
Changing me again, again 
Formless mind
Empty soul
Voiceless pleas
End of life

Where is my body
Pressing me now? (Changing me now?)

Lost in a dream
I wish I was
But instead
I am trapped in this cage
They call it life
I call it imposed 
I wish I could leave 
But where would I go?
Where would I go
Where would I go?

but where would i go?

Mo Vies

Cindered Heart is insurgent music. Industrial, bass-heavy hip-hop and Dubstep fused with metal’s bite and activist poetry’s venom. Every song is a call-to-arms against complacency. A soundtrack for people who feel the rot and want to burn it out.

 I know crazy right ?


Emerging from a decade in shadow, Cindered Heart returns not as a solo act, but as a rising coven of creators, collaborators, and conspirators. Together, they give blood to a new genre: VampTrap : a brutal collision of trap, metal, dubstep, and darkwave. This is not music made for market trends. It’s a cinematic audio doctrine, where no church is sacred, no system safe, and no silence untainted by pulse.

At the center stands a one-man legion: Introducing Lesstatt ! Handling songwriting, vocals, production, sound design, visual direction, and final mastering. Using AI elements, Hard Synths, Drum machines, Electric Guitars, Dj Equipment, Samplers, ect. Each track is summoned in a single uninterrupted ritual, where melody bleeds into meaning, and distortion becomes declaration. But this vision is no longer alone. The world of Cindered Heart now expands through a handpicked circle of featured vocalists, visual architects, sound sculptors, and trusted allies. Each amplifying the message without ever muting its power.

With over 60 releases mostly for now on SoundCloud but also  global platforms, and with international coverage including radio play, interviews, and published features in six countries, Cindered Heart is not chasing popularity. They are spreading contagion.

This is not a trend.
This is rebellion carved in waveform, pain, and blood.

These tracks don’t just play, they summon.
Intros unfold like rituals.
Whispers cut like venom.
Breakdowns crumble like temples.
And every lyric doesn’t just rhyme ... They reign.

From Clock Stays Red to Tie That Binds, each release expands a mythos of vampiric power, divine corruption, systemic decay, and emotional survival. Cindered Heart doesn’t ask for attention. It corrupts gods, bends truth into beat patterns, and drapes beauty in barbed wire.

You don’t follow Cindered Heart to feel good.
You follow to remember what pain sounds like when it’s finally free.

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